Grateful Dead

Anxiety = believing your thougts

A few days ago I took ketamine and I was just sitting on my chair literally doing nothing and then out of nowhere I heard Eckhart Tolle's voice in my head. It said 'Die Freude des Seins' which in english means 'The Joy of Being'. In the same moment I realized the Joy of Being and since then, it is always present in the background. It's the most simple and useful realization I've had so far. While I was on ketamine the reaction from my body and mind to this Joy was more intense then it is now but still the knowing of existence is still there and it can't change. Even when the current experience of my daily life is not pleasurable, the Joy of Being is there and it's absolutely complete. It's not that I am always blissful and super happy now but 'behind' experience there is always this wholeness and satisfaction of existing. It's really nothing special or mind blowing, it's rather natural and very obvious. I just felt like sharing it maybe it helps someone to also come back to this.

I don't get it ? Your body is literallly dumping that stuff and you want to put it back in? What's next? Eat shit? How did this even start

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@WaveInTheOcean Honestly at first I was like oh no I lost it....^^ but then I discoverd that only the reaction to it changed @SoonHei beautiful ?

yeah from what I have read the results are better with higher dosages

Thank you for posting this! Love this conversation and I have the same shirt as Michael Taft lol

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The Grateful Dead Movie This movie is made to watch on psychedelics, don't check it out before you are high. (The video above is a full lenght offical release)

I did 16:8 for 1 1/12 years and it didn't have positive effects for me. While doing it I thought that I have positive effects but once I stopped and ate normal again I was like wtf??? I started it because I read that it's healthy and it made sense to me but compared to now I had about 50% of my energy and I took like 2 naps a day lmao (I dont take any naps now and feel great all day) The one thing I learned from it is a better feeling for hunger, now I wait with eating until I am really fucking hungry e: I still think it can do good for some people but I for example dont like to eat big meals, I rather have more small ones and it sucks to eat like this in a smaller window

Yeah give it 1-2 weeks and it will pass maybe you are still processing something

It depends on the individual, if she is highly sensitive she probably won't need that much. If you want to learn more about healing trauma with lsd I recommend reading 'Der Weg des Psychonauten' by Stanislav Grof. For most people only taking the substance isn't enough you need to consciously work on the trauma.

I can’t say for 5-MeO because to little experience but if you want to heal deep trauma with lsd, usually a high dosage around 500ug is necessary.

https://www.amazon.de/Interpretation-Dreams-Sigmund-Freud/dp/1853264849/ref=sr_1_3?__mk_de_DE=ÅMÅŽÕÑ&dchild=1&keywords=The+Interpretation+of+Dreams&qid=1618856262&sr=8-3

Pretty sure there have been some studies done by Stanislav Grof. If she need information on how it will interact with the meds there is a person specialized for this: https://www.spiritpharmacist.com/

Psychedelics can give you the schizophrenia experience. I have read reports from people with schizophrenia who took lsd and they said before lsd, the voices in their head were angry and hateful, very negative but after they took lsd the voices became loving and positive. If you do it take good care of set and setting and have a trip sitter for her. I think it's worth a try but she probably has to go off her meds to be able to trip.

Amazing interview with Adyashanti about his path?

I saw a UFO once in South America but I was high on psychedelics so I dismissed it. Still think about that experience from time to time..

classic haha beautiful report thanks for sharing

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yeah I am reading his book right now and he wrote that he used weed and lsd

common breaktrough dose for N-N DMT

Yes, exactly the same thing happens to me too. For example, sometimes when I smoke cannabis at the peak of an LSD trip and I go back inside to sit down, I've already forgotten that I smoked cannabis and sometimes I also forget that I took LSD. This is when it gets really weird but I've learned to give up at this point because otherwise the trip is not enjoyable anymore. So in a way the weed forces me to let go and once I accumulated to this new state it's pure bliss. I don't understand what you mean with that. Which judgement?

I've done many different drugs and nothing is as addictive for me as weed is, not even opioids or stimulants. To work with weed in a healthy way I have to be very disciplined with myself. My rule is that I don't do it more often then 1-2 a week but sometimes when I am weak, I smoke for a week straight and then when I stop I can't really sleep for 3-5 days... Weed is an amazing tool and I want to use it for the rest of my life but I don't want to be depenend on it. What I really like is to combine weed with other drugs like lsd, mdma, ketamine, speed etc. It kind of takes the edge of so I can let go easier.

Yeah I also felt that I lost a bit in the process. I hope that I get the full dose when plugging next time! Sounds wonderful brother ? thanks for sharing your thoughts! very inspiring for me, now I can't wait to go deeper