Grateful Dead

You know when your being is filled with joy and you love everything there is. You wont get there if you can't get out of your mind you need to loosen up and have fun. It's good to feel into the electric waves rushing trough your body or you get up and start dancing to get into the flow of your movements. Set and Setting is crucial with MDMA, for example the right music will change everything. For me it's extremely helpful to take a few puffs weed when the effects settled in, like I rather take a smaller dose but then smoke some weed. Doesn't matter to me if eyes opened or closed.

I would start with 80mg and if that's not enough add more in 20mg steps until you get there. No but there is a limit where the effects wont be enjoyable anymore and it just becomes overwhelming.

wow wtf I have pretty much taken all the popular psychedelics and never had a comedown on any of them for me it's only hard to deal with the heartbreak that comes from losing the connection again and again

The MDMA comedown isn't to bad for me if I eat healthy food after the experience. The problem with MDMA is that I will be in such joyful and loving states that I don't care about trauma or negative stuff anymore. I am just enjoying myself and love everything lol

Great video man! Really appreciated Also you have a very calming energy and magical eyes ? Could you tell me what song you use in the beginning?

If you want to use psychedelics for spiritual purposes or personal development you have to find out a long the way what it is about. Of course it's never bad to read some books on the subject but you could find better informations here in the forum. My favorite books are: 'The Way of the Psychonaut' by Stanislav Grof and 'ALLIES for AWAKENING Guidelines for productive and safe experiences with entheogens' by Ralph Metzner. If you only want to read one buy the secone one. But as I said dont just follow the advice from other people with psychedelics I think it's very important to find your own way and to question everything for yourself. Psychedelics can teach you everything you need to know about them if you ask them, use them as your Guru.

"Seeking is the worst trap there is, except for not-seeking." -Leo Gura

I’ve found ketamine to be the best substance to heal traumas.

Culadasa is a buddhist meditation teacher who has done many psychedelics and acknowledges their potential

start with 100ug and work your way up with 50ug steps until you are satisfied do like 30 minutes of meditation before you take it and try to relaxe once you notice a shift in consciousness and you feel this light headed clarity start contemplating and from there on normally it will take it’s natural course if you still have lots of trauma and personal shit to work on I recommend to take high doses with psychedelic music to feel into what’s coming up and then let it go keep the body open and try to relax both body and mind be gentle with yourself and accept the moment It's much easier to break through on LSD if you smoke weed on the peak but you have to be ready to let go and better start with a very small amount

Enjoy the ride brother ?

I have been following Martin very closely on this issue because I am also a light sleeper for all my life and I've noticed that 5-MeO fucks alot with my sleep. Like I am sleeping significantly less then normal and it takes much more time to fall asleep but usually I go back to normal after a few days. But I only dipped in my toes so far with this substance. I've have over a hundred trips with other psychedelics like lsd and shrooms and they never interfered with my sleep.

I can relate very much brother ? Although it's very terrfiying I also find it interesting and kind of funny in a way. But I also haven't been able to fully let go on 5-MeO, as you say I think it has a lot to do with the right dose. How much have you been smoking? The only advice I can give you is to laugh about whats happening^^... I am going to try plugging today for the first time.

Focus on one question and stay with it until you have a direct insight into truth. Dont fantasies about stuff or use old memories, only work with whats present. It's not about believing yourself, it's about direct experience so there is no more doubt in the end. But of course you have to start somewhere and kind of narrow the question down. Peter Raltson teaches it in depth in his book of not knowing.

I think that I experienced past lifes on lsd but as you say I don't think you can ever be 100% sure that it's legit. But nonetheless these experiences have helped me alot in many different ways.

Do you mean that he said he is a light sleeper?

I got a veggie friend who is really into fitness and he says lupinus are the best never tried them myself

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Have you asked him this? Because I read his books and listened to his podcasts where he goes in depth on his insomnia issues and as far as I remember he never said that this problem already existed in his youth. I remember him talking about how it all started and it wasn't that long ago (2019 I think). He said that he had like 10 days where he didn't sleep at all and it never went back to normal after that. Martin still says he does not think it's because of his 5-MeO use but he also payed like 100k in medical bills and went to many different experts and no one could help him so far. His sleep is still fucked to this day. Personally I like Martin but I think some of the stuff he put out there is dangerous, for example his book 'Entheogenic Liberation'. He does Fractal Energetic Yoga ?

Lol yeah this makes Martin look real bad.... they got some good points but I would like to hear from people who actually did sessions with him

I read that 10mg should be a good starter dose for boofing but I haven't tried it myself. Lots of questions have been answerd in this Mega-Thread

Oh haha I've been there and it freaked me the fuck out. I think it traumatized me a bit to be honest but I don’t regret experiencing it. In the end it’s just another experience but you can definitely cause some long term damage that way.

Oh hm that's true I didn't eat 6 hours before and my stomach was completley empty. I think that Martin Ball wrote he puked alot on 5-MeO and his clients too. Not sure if they fasted before or how much really came out. I will do an eight hour fast before next time to be safe. I also tried to do it seated but it didn't feel right and I moved to the floor. Vaporzing it with a dry herb works really well, I think it's even better then my glass sherlock.

LSD is known to help with cluster headaches. I don't know how similar this is to migraine but I think it has to be pretty much the same. If you just research LSD headache you will find lots of stuff: https://www.nature.com/news/2006/060911/full/060911-5.html I think that they use higher dosages.

I vaped it again today because I didn't want to commit to plugging, again.... Reality almost 'disappeared' but I felt that I have to vomit and couldn't go further because I thought that I could be gone and die in my own vomit. Is this normal or should I be scared for real that this might happen? I do it alone It's so different to other psychedelics because normally the World or Reality becomes more tangible or real and with 5-MeO the World seems 'unreal' and becomes less tangible. Next time I will try plugging and hope that I wont have the nausea or I need to get a trip sitter maybe