Grateful Dead

In a way they are imo, I mean don't you see different faces? But yes, absolutely, it is only God looking at himself, if you mean that. I would say it's happening in the same space but I am not sure if I exactly understand how you mean that. It's both for me. The two bodies look at each other, they are both God and this interaction takes place in the mind of God. In my view god imagnes both bodies so that it can explore those perspectives. Yes, basically you believe the science and don't rely on your direct experience.

Your post sounded like you avoid going deeper so you won’t lose your blissful state. Maybe I just read it like that because I went through that a few years ago. And sorry I was replying in the wrong topic, it was meant to your last post in the god realization books topic. I mostly agree with what you said here. But for me, freedom from suffering does not mean the end of suffering.

I do it similar to him and switch between them. But I think there is some truth to the flashlight metaphor, in that God is in a way exploring Himself through you. @Water by the River I think you're missing the point if you make spirituality about avoiding suffering.

There are now some people who have consumed LSD more than 1000 times and are absolutely healthy. Everyone is different but generally there is nothing to worry about.

Any psychedelic can help. It's about becoming more conscious. My energetic system has changed permanently several times. I haven't completely resolved it yet, but it's a lot better than it was a few years ago.

Consciousness is like a gift that keeps unwrapping itself for eternity

I usually take a psychedelic when full moon.

If you keep tripping sooner or later, you're going to have a bad trip. Out of 200 trips I've had about 5-10 really bad ones. Also if you keep your dose low there is little risk. The higher the dose, the more likely it is that you will have a bad trip.

Fine as long as I don't have to listen to some shitty edm.

@Arthogaan Doesn't surprise me, he has a bad taste in music also

mind blowing what kind of lyrics he wrote in his early 20s

Infinity

pure love

So much happened over the past 3 months... I think I cried more in those 3 months then I have in my entire life combined, and it's not like before I held back my tears. Life completley destoryed me and there was literally nothing I could do about it. Yet even in my darkest hours I never lost trust in God. As I write this I realize I should recognize my growth more often. As I said in my first entry here: I keep underestimating myself whenever I face a challange. This will change now! 4 days ago I started media fasting again. That means no more Youtube, Facebook, movies, Netflix etc. for the next 6 months. I can already feel my mind becoming more meditative. Podcast, music and this forum are allowed but also restricted. I'm still not 100% sure what to do with Allison... I know it must have taken a lot for her to get back in touch and tell me these things, so I want to honor that in a way. But I don't really want to reconnect either because it would feel like a step backwards. However, I still think about her every day, but it's different... I think the best thing to do now is to do nothing, just let go and see what the future might bring. I've said what I wanted to say and I've stood up for myself and kept my self-respect, so what's left to do? It's really wild how radically my state of being can change from absolute despair to an ecstasy that has been exploding in every cell of my body for the past weeks. I feel better and clearer than ever, but I found myself clinging to this state. So I'm going to do an LSD trip tomorrow, I think then I'll know where I stand.

@SourceCodo OK, maybe I misunderstood you. I will try to respond to your questions. Could you ask the them more directly? I'm not sure what exactly is unclear.

@SourceCodo It sounds to me like you have to go deeper to see God in everything. This will then erease all your doubts and your mind will unify. I don't think you will solve this intellectually with your current understanding.

around 200

Dylan probably has the most perfect songs, he's on a whole other level...

This is bs. It is almost impossible to overdose on LSD, people have taken up to 10000ug without dying. If you aren't already doing so, use your body awareness and focus on relaxing your body during the trip. You should come to a point where you are completely relaxed. Just like you, basically a mixture of meditation and contemplation.

I mean I know what you mean I sometimes feel dirty at the beginning of a trip but by the end I usually feel very clean and pure. It's like an energetic cleansing for me.

If you trip enough you'll learn to surrender. We all have traumas but if you think you can't handle it then I wouldn't recommend doing high dose LSD trips. Or start with 250ug and when you feel you can handle that take 300ug and so on... Another way to make your LSD trips more interesting is to smoke some weed at the peak. That way you can keep your dose low and trip more frequently but maybe not a good idea if you don't want to lose control. Wow, for me it's the exact opposite. When you trip, what do you do?