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yep, agree with you! but try to see it in a more differenciated way - there are cascades of colours in every person. development strings like spirituality, business, an idea, dreams, actions - they all can be differently developed. that makes it so interesting, there can be people who are personally, spiritually in turquoise leading a red or purple business...she, herself, her drive was orange, but the image of her was in yellow and she behaved like a king, what`s red. the problem was she was not a wise king and she was massively missing out at green... not that green can not regress into orange aswell. there are probably some examples where activists in powerposition regressed into orange aswell. it`s very interesting try to see the structures of the construct, it`s a case study. the structure of the business steps into the position of the personal relationships and natural hirarchies.

@outlandish thanks for the introduction i can probably tell you in a month. "hypernormalisation" triggers me to watch first. pretty dark though. WXYZ i`ll do this as kitchen workout after tomorrow. it`s pretty long and maybe not the best to start as it`s rolling up a lot of matters and time , but if watching just one of his works I´d probably watch this one. also didn`t watch the others, so that might change. i guess now i need therapy. it`s leaving some things open about virtual reality, that are pretty hard to stomach.

@Serotoninluv efl as in "english football league"?

@whoareyou my english is probably better than your german or french. before you teach people about language learn to speak from a non ego biased perspective. might be that his reltionship to his own sexuality is not yet developed but it doesn`t make your relationship to your ego better developed. you have to learn to discern between self biased language problems and your ability of understanding what someone is communicating to you. shaming someone for wanting to try celibacy or no fap whatever the reasons is probably not universal language. only feeding more frustration and counterreaction. understanding the situation would mean to help him to the insight, that it is an illusion to do it without observing his emotions. cutting of his emotions means ignoring his needs, cutting of his head from the system. of course that would lead to further frustration over time. but that`s exactly what happens if you start shaming him aswell for choosing to go fulltime monk. even monks have their problems of course, that`s why even spirituality is difficult. i would rather try to go for emotional mastery first. but this doesn`t even enter the discussion, because it`s a battle of oppinion about if it is a good or a bad decision to not have sex. sexuality is very intimate and vulnerable and everyone has the right to coaping with it in their ways. getting aggressive about if you get it your ways or not is not the right way to go on about it. it`s about making love not war.

how do you know this? it might be that he is just sick of the group pressure and pressure sexuality puts on him. why starting to throw around with words like pathetic and cringy? because no fap and celibacy is so out of fashion or what`s the problem? how is it you judge about him right away that he doesn`t have oppotunities? there are thousands of guys without opportunities who are too weak to try it intentionally for some time, or who really struggle to get away from porn. why judging him for wanting to do that? he asked a question about how important it is to infuse his no fap time with spirituality and what mostly comes back is judgement and hate. why? because it`s so fun triggering?

check your selfbias on femininity it`s super toxic. if i was a moderator i would close the thread for low quality.

agreeing on that completely. non the less it`s interesting to make a list of everything you are imagining or halucinating to get to the roots of it. it was pure magic to do so to simply see through it. there are layers of self image and other image and so on. there are layers of imposing with imagination and abusing with imagination and loving with imagination and finding truth with imagination and acting upon imagination and creating on imagination. there are layers of godly hallucinations and underworldly hallucinations and layers of imagination channeling. there are multiple imagination dimensions and we sometimes can`t discern what is what and who is who because all is made of the same, we don`t even know if some things we imagine are more real than other things or if we hallucinate them, some things are too good to be true and others too sad to be true. and some things are just that, true.

there are always people who like to shit on others or like to shit on themselves more than others shitting on them, but it`s probably not a matter of fuckability if we do either of it, it`s more a matter of values. might be that getting fucked elevates some and some don`t get that`s not just about elevating oneself. i heard horses shit to mark their territorry.

@Haloman you could just starve yourselve and only reappear the moment you get enlightened. maybe you even swore that in your last life! try to remember!

@flowboy mhh i was never good as a man only tried to be one with around 7 or 8 it was not really fitting.

@flowboy yes? how so?

especially regarding sex, life shows so many preferences and different approches - we don`t have to try them all, by the way who ever wants that. sexuality is how we feel about it and how this makes us treat others, sexuality is also about overcoming fears and finding trust and love, especially here it`s important to listen to your own feelings and how far you want to go. if this means celibacy for a while then why not? it`s an experiment on what you want, like any other sexual experiment. but it also can have negative effects in other dimensions of your life - the most important thing about it is probably to get aware of what it does with you, that´s also why it´s probably better to tap into spirituality with that and learn to listen and control your body. sexual energy is a powerful modulator of our lifes we can`t just ignore it, better we learn to understand it. everyone is different. but that`s also where it`s getting either complicated or interesting.

self bias is never only onedimensional, but we can only always analyse it from within, fingerpointing is as much an ego game than not realizing how self biased that is. of course regret is one way to see a tool misused you already mastered...

@Haloman you are thinking in empowerment of money not in empowerment of thought and goal orientation. if the only solution to your problems is money then of course you will not come up with visionary solutions, you won`t even come up with visionary solutions of how to materialize money. if you think that money is printed you are not imagining it right. you can skip everything money can make you gain by finding a way to elevate your beingness by pure imagination on how to imagine it differently. but like with money it`s about getting your hands on the matter to get to results. remember, deconstruction before reconstruction discarding before accumulation. if you want to gain something, learn to live without it for a while. figure out what the real problems are - there is never only one way to reach a goal. pure survival is not the most elevated way on finding your way as pure survival enslaves you to what survival manifests in you, not what you manifest in survival.

i didn`t watch the movie yet, and never have been to the philipines but from what i`ve heard of others i`d say it has not so much blue more that a lot of people are in orange mixed with red and purple. could be wrong but south east asia is even though of course they are not the us or europe in sense of wealth often already very much in orange.

@Raze it sounds as if you could profit of doing chakra work - the bubbling feeling reminds me of something @Emerald said in a video. i don`t really have very strong vishuddha feelings as a grown up anymore, because i usually don`t let it go to the head so much anymore just speak what i think and if the emotion is strong i just sometimes engage in it even though i know it`s leading to nowhere. but you see if no one would speak up, these people would feel more supported in their worldview. for me it sounds as if your vishuddha asks you to learn to communicate in a way where you really reach a person like that and make them think about their standpoints, and even if it`s just for a minute. it`s not bad to communicate your anger, the anger is in a sense healthy, you just need to work on the way to express it. maybe journaling could be a way, too. you could even start vlogging on youtube if your content is good. maybe at one point you get so good with expressing it that 50% or more of the people love you for speaking up. you will never be loved by everyone as they might just not always get how much love you are, even though that would be a dream to be loved by everyone. i can say sometimes it`s worth it from own experience.

@Farnaby and where is outer and where is inner at the skin? where does skin separate from water or air or air and water separate from your skin? how can you know skin is more than your senses? would you say your vision is your skin? or what would you see your skin made of if it was not made of pure matter? what is matter anyways?

but then where does outer or inner begin?

@Farnaby what do you believe in? did you ever find out about that? except of how the bodysoulmind might or might not be recycled into its single parts that might or might not be separate entities. what if all of it IS just the illusion of a matrix, and this world is nothing but an illusion. how do you know? despite solipsism how do you know i am not you communicating with myself?

why would you want a girlfriend then in the first place? are you afraid of missing out on having a girlfriend? why not trying the gay thing right away? you don`t become gay... if you are gay you are gay if you like both you are bisexual... why not just try on different sexualities for a while? and if you fall for someone you try to stick like glue.

there is probably a difference in selfinduced and world induced loneliness - especially in old people or children it`s oftentime something that is not selfinduced but society made. there are models of adopting a granny or grandpa - you could make dinner where you invite random people you met from different backgrounds just throwing them together. go to a meetup. just share your smiles and help on the streets. loneliness is not always self induced oftentimes people who suffer under selfinduced loneliness overcome it by getting in contact with people who suffer world induced loneliness. on a deeper level of course all lonelyness is in a sense world induced and selfinduced.

does that mean the magnitude is gone now that you know others can have similar experiences, god doesn`t talk to you alone? it`s funny how that`s exactly what god seems to reveal. no wonder how ego backlashes are predetermined. in the end it`s probably all about the connections with the divine and how we nourish them - if god talks in many tongues to listen to what god has to say, because you never know, s/he might give someone else the better information sometimes, but you don`t know.

??? that`s probably some way to use the cards... but that`s probably also more black magic, or egoic magic. was this the interpretation of the magician card? the shadow magician? but look at the tower it`s devils who fall. and on the moon card there are two towers. but even there it`s the devil dreaming that. i guess if this deck is used wrongfully it doesn`t only distort the mind of the involved people, but the magicians mind as well. i imagine how someone in the middleages would have used these cards, even though the deck is maybe not that old. they must have completely overcome and integrated the fear of the devil using this or really believing in it, what would have made them devils anyways. i guess some cards are more dangerous than others, if it`s the cards which are dangerous. either we make it to the light or we get more involved in the dark. but light and dark are neutral attributes.

exactly it`s your definition - you are interpreting... who makes the difference you or the deity?

@Emerald found this deck, it`s supposed to be a very old one - somehow i like the symbolism. a lot of devils appearing on the cards. thought it might be interesting, also that there are hints to the shadows of the cards. as there is so much talk of devils and angels going on - i thought some kind of shadow tarot would be refreshing. some of the pictures are pretty funy - like the magician - who wants to become a table?