BipolarGrowth

When you reach a breaking point, you will know it. Your question is about how to know when you need help. I would say that doesn’t matter for you. In your case, you could benefit from help before it becomes a need. This is the wise choice.

Well, you aren’t surrendering anything with this mindset. How do I force surrender... umm... I would say that you need to surrender to all of God which includes your ego as a very large part of what is in focus. If you see the ego as lower or a problem, you cannot surrender. You can only fight. You have an enemy. You have a shadow. You cannot fully love that which is in your shadow without first removing it from the shadow and bringing it to conscious attention. You have to love this thing to progress. You have to stop resisting this to progress. You can’t be awake if you spend all day demonizing and fighting something you claim doesn’t exist. Be your ego AND be God/all of Existence. This is the way. Love your inadequacies for they are assets in the eyes of God and the plan you as God have laid out for yourself.

I think it may be helpful for some people to see Leo as an authority. I realized that, for myself, he is dealing with a very limited system and worldview. He has not been to the reaches I have been. In some areas, he is rather clueless, but I’m sure I am as well. There are people who should not accept Leo as an authority, and they will figure it out when the time comes. I think Leo can be great to allow people to open up their wings, but once they’re open, don’t expect anyone other than yourself to be able to do the flying. When I say authority, I’m not saying for people to believe anything blindly.

Is it only worth it to ride a bike in the Tour De France? Just try things out. See how you like it. Edit: I did it as a kid/teenager, and it was a great experience.

It is a specific entity/spirit. I had some fear about if it was the right teacher for me, but I had some guidance and intuition that it is time to accept the guidance fully and go with it. The guide did not encourage anything per say. I simply had a surprisingly different meditation the next day after reaffirming and refocusing my relationship with this guide. I typically just do it on the couch at home. Sittings with my meditation teacher have shifted to Zoom ever since COVID. I do Heartfulness meditation which seems to be rather effective for me overall

I was taken into the light of Source itself. It started within like 15 seconds of the meditation beginning. It was quite unexpected. Meditation had been quite weak for me. But I fully committed myself to learning more from a spiritual guide yesterday, and today I had a breakthrough. It was such a healing space to be in. Truly remarkable.

I’ve been using many different methods for a long time. The answer is all of the above.

There’s usually no thought in any of this for me. I have discussions, do different activities, and usually am quite detached. I would say more physical activities or extreme conditions would probably shake this though.

There is no mental activity. Most of the time now at least for me. It’s like your heart beating itself. It becomes an automatic process.

Find ways to strengthen the ego.

Yeah, you can do it. Zen no-mind paired with No-Self will obliterate thought. Your character could orate a filibuster on the Senate floor for 48 hours, and you still wouldn’t have done a single thing or thought a single thought. I’ve found that true no-mind and No-Self in myself loves to live through the ego. The thing is that the ego runs itself now. You are detached. You are the witness, but upon looking for yourself, you know that you can never be found. Everything is absolute Nothingness. Your thoughts come from the void of Nothingness whether you are in incessant thought or in pure no-mind and No-Self. I can’t even say that all of this hasn’t applied to “myself” as I’ve wrote this post.

That’s so odd that salvia of everything was what you were good with for anxiety

On a purely chemical and scientific basis, you’re going to see anti depressive effects. I might not be here to type this message to you if it was not for times when I used psychedelics in deep depressive episodes. They were the most effective thing I had found to help at the time. I had the proper foundation of consciousness work and understanding to allow me to avoid or handle bad trips quite well.

Give it a shot if there’s a relationship you wish to improve.

That’s really good. Nice.

Nice! Clairaudient? Automatic writing? Vision? What’s your method of connection?

LSD on its own can take you anywhere with enough work. Anywhere in the serotonergic God Realization sphere that you’d want to go to at least. But I really recommend things like a legit ayahuasca ceremony at a high consciousness retreat for more well-rounded growth. Yes, do LSD, but I don’t think these other things have some of the depth and adaptability of mother Aya as you might say. I never believed a brew or chemical could have any spirit or personality to it. I mean they had notable characteristics, but this was different. This was a true medicine from a deeply wise intelligence. I’m so excited in later years, after full financial freedom, to try many different new synthetic as well as ancient plant psychedelics. I think the broader you go the more scope of possibilities you begin to truly accept. I can easily have low-dose THC experiences which rival the descriptions of many 5-MeO trips or even traditional meditation awakenings. The chemical landscape is so fucking beautiful. I can’t believe we’re so lucky to get to explore such a reality. WE CAN LITERALLY DO ANYTHING. (Infinite amount of chemical combinations) X (Infinite psychological depth) X (Infinite spiritual influences). The possibilities are so fucking endless. I’m convinced we’re in a perfect God form in this life right now. The human system is capable of doing so much.

I think your view on this is too idealistic. If the next major innovator comes to me wanting $250k cash to start his own business instead of buy a house, why can I not charge interest on that? It’s literally the same value as the house. I have no desire to give $250k away for free with no real guarantee of getting it back. Under your system, a lot of economic growth would be stopped.

Remember that the entire war was essentially a land dispute over the kingdom. The Pandavas (probably will misspell), or Arjuna’s family lineage, were the rightful heirs to the kingdom. The Korovas were taking everything by force. The Pandavas said you can have the whole kingdom and we’ll just take 5 cities for ourselves I believe it was. The Korovas wouldn’t even allow them this small and unfair compromise. Peaceful negotiations were tried at the beginning. It’s important to remember this when examining the context of the battle. Peace does not always work. He also pushes Arjuna to fight because it is his duty as a fighter, and there was no higher action for Arjuna than to fight based upon moral and religious principles according to Krishna. If Arjuna was not a warrior fighting against tyranny for higher virtues, Krishna would not have considered violence as part of Arjuna’s duty.

A mentor in what area/specialization? Business? Success? Spirituality?

It doesn’t sound necessary for your career choice, but it sounds like a genuine passion you have to learn about those topics. There’s nothing foolish with doing something out of pure enjoyment at times. There are more practical things for a cop to learn, but you may find use for it one day in an important way

I don’t think this is true. A truly God Realized Being knows that fighting in this reality is as safe as kids jumping in a pit of foam balls. Allowing a bully or group of bullies to steal from you is not a Godly way of life if you have way to prevent it. Allowing oppression is not a higher virtue. Arjuna is failing himself, his family, his kingdom, and his people to let less moral people rule the country... there is no true peace or honor in this. They will get their next lives to try to live in a better way once they are defeated if they will not give back what was never rightfully theirs in the first place. This is the thought.

Interesting. It is all about the illusory “battle” between individual and oneness consciousness in my opinion.

From rather immature, insensitive, and unnecessary facetious humor about Hitler to crying tears of Love for Anne Frank who I discovered my love for in the psych ward last year. I grew up and was bullied and a really sensitive kid. I was traumatized 24/7 lmao. A little ultra empath walking around worried about people not wanting to be his friend. I was so cute, but sadly, I eventually adopted an extremist racist ideology to make up for my severe gap in self esteem that I had due to my mental and emotional sensitivities. An ideology which makes you feel supreme and superior when you feel powerless is very attractive. It took finding myself as the downtrodden and rejected class of society in a psychiatric ward and discovering Anne’s wonderful intellect and beautiful heart while I was trapped in all dimensions — physically, emotionally, spiritually, energetically, psychologically, etc. And my appreciation for her amazing soul awakened Love within me that made everything worth it. That destruction of the damn near literal Berlin Wall of separation within my consciousness has been so transformative to my healing and ability to love others in my current life.

PM me if you care to discuss such things. I’m very seriously trying to develop my clairsentience further so I can heal people more effectively. It’s already worked many times, but there is so much more potential. Shadow integration is key. Supernatural Events & Bipolar Mania Manic Stories Ep. #1 - Becoming God (Awakening to God Consciousness) Are You A Bipolar Empath? ?? All of these experiences were full natty — no substances other than medications which would sedate and limit such things rather than help. I am a healer by my very existence. I would love to grow with you as a colleague and fellow spiritual seeker ❤️