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True I would be also curious to hear all 3 of them seperate and then all together.

Can you eloberate more on this technique with the tongue? (; to the topic: relativism , but if you want to point out that psychedelics are no short cut. I think most of the people here are mature enough to know that. Cheers

Wow, shivers all over my body and some tears. beautiful. thank you.

Firstly I have to say you have a very nice writing style. It literally felt like I am watching a movie. Secondly: Like you described it: I am highly curious about the truth but afraid of taking the responsibility. So it helps me a lot to hear your brutal true experience. It gives me the same effect like ivankiss'es lately Thread: So its amazing that you guys show me this side and prepare me for it. And yeah Leo never said that this was a joke. But its good to hear it from other members too. Also I felt a deep compassion for you. So I wish you all the best and much love.

You guys are pretty honest and not flowering so much like the ramous gurus. This is especially something I like at Leos style. His bluntness (: so the question is: would you undo your awakening? and if so: why? ______ my previous narcistic ass had somehow way more fun but I still wouldn‘t like to undo it as I feel I am closer to truth. But I am still not god realized. So there are quite empty moments in my life.

I asked it recently:

I see your point, but I know some zen devils who are using that for bad. Like some aleister crowley fan kiddies with the wisdom of "do what you want". I think ultimately there is not a specific masterpiece the ego is the same masterpiece as everything else.

Thanks Ivan, this is a reminder for me to take my time.. do the work as gentle as I can do.. with a lot of love and patience. I have a huge respect and wish you ease

When god is infinity? Why are we so focused to other human dreams and especially dreams that will suffer? there could be infinite of possibilities? A dancing elf? Some alien who can not feel pain?, some cloud? Tons of stuff so why again human dream? We had the human dream once. I get it. I dont need another human dream even if its a more exciting life..

That was basically my underlying question: is being awake superior. Your respond is gold. It gave me a huge insight. Thanks.

I want that! ?

May this insanity lead me to sanity. Wait.. iam already sane but acting like I am insane?

Yeah this thing is way more radical. I can imagine it slightly but still for away from actualizing it in my daily life. Thanks (;

So then it could maybe be able to forget in another life form?

I loved the magic of believing in santa claus. The butterflies in my stomach that something magic exists. Yeah for my innocence

Maybe for the same reason why we were ignorant in the first place?

Its non sense to run around and trigger fear in people just to prepare them for god i have the feeling you are ignoring our advices - its just for your best men. I have nothing more to say. Get well soon

be careful you are using so many words which makes sense in your world but are not so helpful in a exchange as for me they are quite new. look how leo tries to adapt the language that people who did not experienced deep awakenings still can understand it. As I dont see this awareness on your communication I have the feeling you r just concernd about your thing and that you crave for attention do you really think that people need a „negative“ reminder? Look I am not god realized but I take this road serious and with huge respect. When I see your videos or your writings: I feel bad and anxious about this work. And I dont want to approach this road with fear - I want to approach it with trust and love. But its not about me its just: your work is really not serving on my journey and I doubt that it will help anyone.

@BipolarGrowth I hope you will ground yourself asap. Whenever I saw a video of you, I had the feeling that you need to seriously take this work slow. Especially with your last videos I have now the urgen to write it to you. I also think your ungrounded “wisdoms“ can mislead other people.

It is worth.. go for it

Thats what I commented: I think people have a wrong image of enlightenment. With enlightenment there comes even more responsbility. More awareness = more responsibility. but the responsibility comes from a place of trust instead of a place of delusion. Nothing wrong with that. When you worked on your self so far that you builded your life around your life purpose and take responsibility for it. In short - enlightenment and responsibility goes hand in hand. This answer could be a bit more colorful instead of black and white.

after a long realationship I am single again and ready to date some girls. I am quite confident, able to talk a lot, entertain them, play around and make them laugh. They tell me that they have agreat time with me BUT I miss always the point to open up the sexual game part. I need help with some openers, or framing techniques to get this layer in to the conversation. I would also appreciate good books recommendations on that topic.

architecture would be totally mixed with nature

What a great read. Cant wait to experience that at some point. Btw I think you are gifted in writing. I could feel your energy and had a so much images while reading. Much love for you

Its preciously the reason why you are not awake - you r denying love. What helped for me realizing that and accept and give more love = being god? Meta meditation? Contemplating love, shadow- and survivalwork. good luck m8