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Do you think it just felt so horrible cause there were still a bit ego left all the time?

So wait, I am good without god realization? ? I can just have fun? I am glad you are in a good mental state again, seriously that‘s some scary stuff. I felt similiar on my first mushrooms trip, thats where I thought: life is an escape from psychedelics not vice versa. much love

Should we focus on fear? Fear around is? I am noticing it a lot. Like is there any value of noticing it? How to deal with it in a best way?

like Leo said: best we can do is to find proper spiral dynamics green girls...

are we happier tho? ;p

Sounds like straight in to judgemental day - in what terms is it beneficial? More empathy towards others?

Thanks men, you are gold. Providing always great information: the warrior affirmation is also amazing. Using it everyday when I wake up ? will try these chakra stuff. Much love

Got it, can you share some chakra music?

the power of mystery

great input as always, but let's be more practical: how to clear the chakras?

Hey everyone, So here's something I've been mulling over recently. After years of travelling and self-discovery – including some brutally honest confrontations with my inner demons, healing past traumas, and even a few eye-opening psychedelic experiences – I've come to a place where I genuinely feel actualized. I've been blessed enough to start my own successful business and witness the unparalleled beauty of our world firsthand. Along the way, I've delved deep into the power of our mindsets, especially the contrast between playing the victim versus taking responsibility. I'm proud to say I've managed to rewire myself into a more positive, successful version of me. It's been quite the journey and, not gonna lie, I absolutely adore my life right now. As a token of gratitude, I recently bought my parents a house. And for the first time in almost half a decade, I spent a solid month with them, helping them make it a home. But during that time, something struck me hard. It was heart-wrenching to see them constantly enveloped in fear and anxiety. It's not just them, though. A lot of folks around, especially here in Turkey (with parts of it being in the "red" as per spiral dynamics), seem to be trapped in a cycle of misery. So here's the tricky part. How do I hold onto this euphoria and joy I've found when those around me can't see the magic I see? Once you've glimpsed such beauty, you can't help but want to share it. Right now, my life's mission feels like it's to help others create a sanctuary where they can heal and open up to the world's wonders. I mean, what else is there? Can any of you relate? How do you stay attuned to your own happiness without feeling guilty? And while we're on the topic, is it possible to find people who will see the magic & be self actualized, where can I find them, besides here in this Forum, of course ;P __plot twist: Or is the issue that I'm not fully actualized yet? Cause I'm still in a space where I differentiate between states of happiness and the lack of it. Perhaps I need to come full circle to find total peace, recognizing that there's ultimately no distinction between my experiences and those of others? Looking forward to hearing your thoughts. Cheers!

low quality for sure..

I feel like it's time to really understand what reality is all about and get rid of my ego. But I've got two worries and questions about this: I've let go of most stuff, just my parents are left. They're old and delicate. I'm just scared that something might happen to me and they'd go through hell because I'm either locked up in a psyc ward or, you know, dead. Question 1: Should I seriously be worried about this? Or is it just my ego making excuses? If I kick the bucket, would my parents still be around like usual, or would they be gone with my version of reality? Question 2: How do I try 5meo DMT without totally messing up my ego? It seems like sticking it up my rear might be better than smoking it. Anyone ever tried doing MDMA first and then hitting up the 5meo DMT? I heard on Martin Ball's podcast that some folks in charge have given it a shot. love you guys

could you surrender?

put Leo's Picture next to the Display, you will be safe ;p just kidding no, it's not that brutal..

I took 1,2 g and were in the void for infinity. I don't understand how you can suggest 4-5g? Am I supersensitive?

I had ego deaths with 1 puff of weed or 20ug LSD or 0,5g mushrooms. I don‘t think one could he more sensitive then me ?

I asume taking the full dosage via smoking then?

Thanks for your input: for the low doses: what‘s your dosage recommendation?

Nikola Tesla big times...

I gained so much from Leo‘s teaching, following then for over 7 years and didn‘t gave him any penny. There is no way to criticize him as person. You guys are to obsessed with him as a person anyways, it‘s about the content, either you resonate with it or not. he is not even charging you, so be careful with your expectation. Folks pay thousands of dollars to some Guru idiots just to get a bunch of BS knowledge.

I agree, one of the most hilarious moments on this forum. We need more humour and playfulness. ?

I don‘t have any expectations, even a 0.01% increase on positivity would be a huge success. You have to start somewhere and I would have tried at least.

I appreciate the authorization. I have an idea! ( I know could carry a significant amount of risk (such as cult-like behavior or members drifting away from the forum), but could we perhaps organize group calls occasionally? Such calls could be extremely beneficial for someone in a challenging situation. If your concern is losing users, which is a valid worry, I'd like to mention that I'm an IT entrepreneur with advanced coding skills. I could create something native to the forum, allowing us to have occasional calls when the need arises.

wow hearing a "please" from you is pretty refreshing. Hope nobody hacked your account? ;p to @Holykael I have already responded to you multiple times in various threads that you've created. I am concerned about your health and would welcome the opportunity to have a call with you, but I suspect that goes against forum guidelines. What I'm trying to express is that I genuinely care for you. Perhaps this is a positive aspect? I truly want only the best for you. Consider me a "part of God" who loves and appreciates you. Remember, everything is in the mind; you are still within a relative domain and your thoughts will shape your reality. Why not try being kind to yourself? You'll likely find it rewarding.