hoodrow trillson

OP I've had a no-self mystical experience while I was shitfaced at a club once with all my friends and a bunch of hot girls. I'll never forget it because it shook me to my core--I was absolutely wasted yet there was an obvious "observer" and then POOF! "I" wasn't there anymore but everything else was, I'll never forget that moment and the fact that it happened with alcohol blew my mind. Eating jumbo slice pizza's with my friends after the club at like 4am was a weird experience because all I could think about was that moment when I wasn't there. That being said, I don't party like that anymore but man what a trip.

dude all of your threads are me me me me me me me me me me me me lol

It’s truly sad and it’s been happening in the USA too (as I’m sure you’re also aware). Imagine if we couldn’t come up with a safe enough vaccine, imagine the deaths and the greater amount of mutations COVID-19 would’ve gone through without any defense except extended lockdowns and face masks. I (IMHO, I’m no expert) feel like it’s a huge combination of the social media algorithms going absolutely batshit crazy with the spike in clicks and views from the fear and paranoia of the entire pandemic. We were all very connected online before the pandemic and once things started to get out of hand it connected us even more. So much that it also triggered the narcissistic “If I think different than the majority, I am smart” or “I’m smart because I don’t trust anyone or anything”. Couple that with the misinformation on Facebook and other social media’s where people have a loud voice, and you get this crap. Its sad really, because we have vaccines here and now ready to go and some people refuse to get it out of a cult-like resistance to joining the mainstream. At one point though, they’re going to get left behind and then they’re all going to end up crying. PS: I’m glad Leo is banning these assholes who spread this pseudo-intellectual hOw cAn yOu TrUsT tHiS VaCCiNe absolute garbage that’s subtly being pushed on this forum by certain members. It’s dangerous. Fuck em.

You're wrong because I've had the same experience that he's describing. During the experience there ceases to be an I. But for language sake, he has to use I to tell us on the forum that "he" witnessed no self by looking in the mirror. The use of I is saying he's not longer free from the little self illusion right now but can recollect an event in which he wasn't "there". OP, did it feel like the space behind your eyes vanished along with your sense of self? Like a void screen was playing a movie of a guy looking at a reflection of himself in the mirror, in a way?

Yeah, women choose, men oblige (or not).

Nahm, you're dropping nuggets of gold here. Some of what you posted resonates with me, thank you.

Just the smell of coffee triggers my monkey brain the same way when I smell wood burning/fire or meat being cooked. It's been in our ancestry for so long, it's part of us and a useful tool to use in everyday life! (as long as you don't add any sugar )

It’s time to shut down the forum, this person figured out Leo’s master plan. It’s over everyone.

Just a dumbass with a smartphone

Most women dislike men who let his own woman go out and get railed by other men. It shows you have no balls to them--no boundaries. It also doesn't matter who initiated the open relationship in the first place to them, they won't care about the details. It might seem to you that they might think 'oh wow he's so confident in himself that he trusts his gf/wife to go out and have sex with other people' but in reality that puts them off, they think it's gross. Like a poster said above, it's a red flag to them. If you were single and you initiated casual sex with women in the same manner, you'd be way more successful because you wouldn't be in the 'cuckhold' paradigm in their mind. A friend of mine actually had this problem lmao. He couldn't get any but his wife was just racking up the numbers.

Congratulations, this post you made just confirms what he's been saying. And you guys just keep confirming what Leo has been saying all along with your cuckservative bullshit. Yes, liberals really love to censor absolute horseshit, you're right about that!

Some people lose the sparkle in their eye when they age due to life circumstances/they decided that’s the person they think they should be. That ‘seriousness’ should not be a badge of honor IMO. You ever talk to a certain old man and after a few minutes you realize he’s just a young person who has aged and is extremely cool? They still have that sparkle in their eye. They never took life so seriously and or decided to be “mature” in the face of society. Never lose your inner child and never grow up, it’s a trap! Even if this entire life is God’s play—if you’re lucky you will end up on your deathbed as an old person and realize that it was all a play and you took it too seriously. Tragic, can’t go back now! Google the regrets of old people on their deathbeds to recalibrate yourselves once in a while. You’re never going to be this young again!

Sometimes it’s good to cope with life using a nice story like The Bible. Some people can’t navigate this unknown world without clinging onto something, so I’m happy you find peace in the Bible OP. Just don’t impose your beliefs and judgment on other people and become an insufferable douchebag in the name of Jesus Christ.

I have a friend who did the what the OP said and ended up fucking up his ankle and his back because he loved pushing himself to his physical limits, and now he’s always limping or getting easily hurt and has back problems, along with a myriad of other complications from over training. Everybody is gangster until they slip a disk or severely roll an ankle.

I've had a similar "realization" on a high dose weed edible before. It all smacked me in the face and right NOW was the truth. It was like I went full blown sober or something. Everything 'clicked' and it all was perfect and everything was where it needed to be NOW. But my question is (other people who have realized the same thing please chime in): if we are "there" (aka here) already NOW, what's an easy pointer to realize it right now? Almost like a "oh yeah that's right!" or an infallible way to 'remember' or fall back into the truth? Because I was there and then I wasn't. And I have been longing to "go back" even though I know it's futile and a paradox because I'm already HERE. Lmao. Sorry if that makes no damn sense.

and it makes sense when some people get annoyed and say 'fuck it! fuck this bullshit' and give up and enlightenment hits them it's all backwards lol

No, I’m not worried. Not in the slightest. On a surface level (where the majority of people just read the title of articles or watch a fear-mongering YouTube video designed for clicks) it seems like Apple is scanning through your nudes and and titty pics but that’s not what’s actually happening. https://www.theverge.com/2021/8/10/22613225/apple-csam-scanning-messages-child-safety-features-privacy-controversy-explained "When iCloud Photos is enabled on a device, the device uses a tool called NeuralHash to break these pictures into hashes — basically strings of numbers that identify the unique characteristics of an image but can’t be reconstructed to reveal the image itself. Then, it compares these hashes against a stored list of hashes from NCMEC, which compiles millions of hashes corresponding to known CSAM content. (Again, as mentioned above, there are no actual pictures or videos.)"

"yes"

i don't know how anti-vax conservative alt right wing weirdos find these forums but it's always really amusing watching them try to rationalize their worldview with 'alternative' facts

The vaccine is an IQ test.

rock on brother!!! and when you nod your head to rap music, that's Brahman loving the beat

Yes!!! I’ve actually been thinking about making a thread about this. I LOVE music but I’m starting to feel like it’s another form of consumption (like YouTube, video games, etc) it’s just a bit more benign. When I don’t listen to music for a while and then I do, the music is so beautiful and vivid to me. But every day? It becomes normal and I get songs stuck in my head all day. It makes meditation harder for me since I’m trying to stay still and a chorus from a popular song begins playing. I notice it doesn’t matter what genre it is either, though the catchy pop stuff is more infectious.

Interesting. Can this happen to someone with years of meditation? Would someone be more grounded and “ah; I get what’s going on” in the moment when this shift happens?

Nice wall of text, but it seems to me like you just want this forum to be the way that you want it to be, so your feelings are spared. You have nearly 24,000 posts in a forum where the admin himself has 30,000--you're on here so much I think it's starting to affect your brain judging by the sheer amount of posts, your threads and your replies to others. Also "religiously reading every comment that Leo makes" is extremely unhealthy. The things Leo says about dating/relationships are pure facts and he has even stated that even though what he says seems harsh and polarizing--he's saying it in a way that men could consume this data into our dumb, knuckle dragging brains. We think with our dicks too much, so he has to speak in a way that we can "get" it. He's even stated the survival strategies of both men and women are ultimately very different over and over again. You expect him to tell men to just have a great personality and be nice and open doors? Lmao. I know you live in India, but in the United States and other "first world" Western countries; it's not all Disney fairy tales and flower petals on the floor. It can be cut throat and brutal if you're a man or a woman looking to date or have casual relationships and not get screwed over. I'd also like to know who "many people have told me the same thing along the lines of - listen to Leo but not when it comes to dating" are. Are you making shit up so you can just make this thread to change the forum so it aligns with your worldview?

I almost never just post a link to YouTube videos but this one really “answered” it for me in a way: