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This guy cares more about my life than me ?

@Leo Gura I don’t know Tucker but he comes off as a weasel. As for Andrew, I don’t think he would support such wars. He recently converted to Islam so definitely SD blue but imo SD stages don’t fit him.

You do too. If a psychopath was in front of your door all your fancy philosophy including alien consciousness would fly out of the door. One can understand it is all a grand play and then understand one must partake in the battle as explained in the Bhagavad Gita.

You should try all therapies until you find something that works for you. What worked for me might not work for you.

It is possible if you have an open third eye

Trauma is a mechanism of the body to keep you alive. For example if you got attacked by a wolf and you barely survived it is good to remember your lessons and your mistakes dealing with wolves but if you have panic attacks every time you are in the Forrest it is an out of proportion response. Trauma healing is proving to the body that the past is in the past. For me meditation and magic truffels did wonders. Talk therapy was almost totally useless for me.

You have autism for sure ?

Women wait at the finish line and choose the winners so what you are doing is great.

Aka doing god’s work or being touched by the hand of god ?? I’m confused about the differences between enlightenment, awakening and so on. Is there a good source explaining the differences and connections of these terms?

Wow. I never looked at it from that way. Nice = being socially calibrated But calibration should be done on truth and authenticity, and not on fear to not fit in or to get something.

@Salvijus somebody who is in contact with his inner sun that is the source of the light

@integral there is nice and there is nice. Which one are you?

Nowadays you don’t need to be an actual warrior to survive but if you are a warrior type a lot of people want to be associated with a powerful person. In survival it is better to have a weapon than to not have it but nowadays there are more valuable traits than warrior traits. Being sociable and high vibe is much more valuable than anything.

@Yimpa nice to hear that bro. What made you change?

I made these contemplations during a magic mushroom trip. I have issues with understanding mother nature. I understand how nature works but for me it was more the emotional problems with mother nature. People say mother nature loves you and cares about you. My observations and contemplations prove the opposite. This is the crux: mother nature is deeply selfish and only cares about itself. We humans aren't special for mother nature. And no human is special for mother nature. What mother nature does is just spawning new species, new animals and new humans into existence without caring if it survives or not. Mother nature only cares about evolution and not about survival of an individual species or individual person like you. You either contribute to this evolution or you don't. Contribution means finding your place within nature by earning your spot for survival. So basically mother nature gives birth to you but then it is up to the individual organism to earn its right for survival. During my trip I noticed huge resentment against mother nature and how it is but at the same time I understood it could be no other way. If mother nature wasn't selfish it wouldn't exist. Life would not exist. I wouldn't exist. If mother nature wasn't selfish it would hamper evolution and humans would have evolved. Humans are the pinnacle of nature of planet earth and it wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for thousands of years of survival of the fittest... and immense amount of human suffering in the process. I could feel that suffering in my veins because I'm in that process. And I came to the conclusion that I either have to make peace and accept mother nature or live in resentment against human nature. This is not a mental process but more an emotional process and it needs time but I think this will solve my existentialism problems at the root. Although life has a lot to offer, there is also a lot of suffering. If you grew up in a functional family you are lucky and this thread won't resonate for you but a lot of people didn't have this privilege. Basically mother nature dealt you a bad hand if you spawned in a dysfunctional family or have some genetic diseases or allergies or what ever. I would say I have been dealt a good hand but still I'm not happy because I had my fair share of problems. I defeated my addictions and I'm making leaps in other areas like personal development (charachter development), mastery in various fields, relationships and business, I'm still not happy with life because of my relationship with mother nature. I wish she didn't spawn me but I'm here and I need to make best out of it. Basically I have to learn to love mother nature while she doesn't love me back in the same way.

Because they can feel your intention and if you had value they would give you the light of day. If they see value in you they would respect you. If they don’t they won’t even answer your text.

In the last two days I’m hearing weird noises in my house. I think it is alien consciousness trying to communicate with me but I don’t understand their language

You need to fix that first. Get into sexual transmutation. It will be one of the hardest things you will do. After I got my sexual urges in control I started making progress. Even started a business.

Let me guess. You are also a porn addict?

I went to a swimming pool and I was baffled. These kids were selfish, entitled, cheated waiting lines all time and were a constant nuisance. My thoughts were fuck them kids!! I thought women were all that but kids are just another level. I got triggered so much because I don’t involve myself with them that often. I’m glad I did because it offered me so much integration work. Yes, they had those bad qualities but at the same time they were good natured, were testing personal borders all the time, but were respectful at the same time in a weird way. I appreciated their positive outlook on life and childlike wonder. Ok, there were some fucked up kids between them but even the fucked up kids weren’t as fucked up as the average person by trauma. Yes some crossed several waiting lines and I had to put my foot down in a loving way without being toxic. But after my short integration and contemplation work I don’t even look bad at kids anymore. What I judged in them I integrated and I’m trying to integrate in myself. Interacting with kids is so important to stay young at heart, and their energy is almost healing in a weird way. If you are only dealing with adults in your life you are missing out on personal development. In my opinion one should involve oneself not only with young people, but with old people and all walks of life including poor and rich people. It really enriches the psyche through triggering yourself and integrating parts of the other that you judge. If you aren’t triggered at least once a month by people you aren’t getting out of your shell.

@Understander tough love is love too. Sometimes being merciless is merciful when you reach a certain wisdom.

@Understander Niceness should come from wisdom, not naivety. From strength, not weakness. Since my contemplations and meditations I discovered that I don’t even like most people. I’m finally shrugging off my last pieces of SD green ideocracy and naivety. There is place for tough love, honesty and truth. And quite frankly scoundrel dogs don’t deserve any of that. It is not even that I dislike them. I just misunderstood survival and I had a fairy tale notion of most humans. It was painful to see how naive I was. But it was mostly because of the haze that psychedelics give you. My eyes have opened right now.

@Understander @something_else In this thread the word niceness is being used from the position of weakness, not strength. I think that is obvious to everybody. Obviously there are people who will misunderstand what I meant with niceness but there is always room for misunderstanding and I can’t foolproof that When the words nice guy is used it is not used for a guy that uses niceness not from a position of strength but weakness and force. To get something for nothing. Not understanding how the world works i.e naivety. Andrew Tate does more charity than the people on this forum combined by a factor of 10 or perhaps even more. He calls himself nice and that is probably true but niceness is just one part. Niceness should only the cherry on the cake, not the cake itself. If Andre Tate was a non competitive nice guy (niceness from weakness )he wouldn’t even have accumulated all that wealth to share with others. This is what I found in my latest contemplations: In my opinion niceness is just another word for mercy. And you want to be the person who gives mercy to others, not expect mercy from others because nobody owes you mercy.

How the f do you find a good company name? All the good names are already taken and most company names are just derivatives of other names. I wonder how things will work out in 50-100 years when all names possible will be generated by AI. Especially in the last 20-30 years small businesses has exploded. Everybody with working brain has a company and I think small businesses will only be more widespread in the near future so this company name thing will become a problem and people will need to use numbers and shit in their company names. Luckily I already found a good company name, I just had to give it some time and practice some lateral thinking but I'm curious how you guys found your company name?

Yea that is what I'm doing and on top of that speaking my mind and asserting myself regardless. And this has been a natural evolution in my being because how I have been treated. One of the things I learned recently is that we should allow our circumstances to shape us, not resist life energy that flow through us. If you come in contact with enough people and you allow circumstances to shape you, you loose your childlike innocence and naivety in the process.