StarStruck

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  1. Nobody can answer this for you. The question you need to ask yourself is how much you love chess. Doing something for ego will fuck you up. You need to be honest with how much you love chess. If she is not your beloved you need to let her go.
  2. The model pair I have are good, the other colors feel cheap.
  3. Yea, they are a perfect fit.
  4. This was me today with my new leather jacket
  5. If you want something too much you come off as Gollum from LOTR. Nobody wants something like Gollum wants his ring. In social situations it is exactly the same. If you want too much of that love, appreciation, acceptance, sex or something else from the other you come across like Gollum. I came after this realization after coming across multiple women who were desiring me and me not desiring them. It is so creepy. They look at you like Gollum would look at his ring. I’m not even that attractive but I’m starting to get my shit together so I guess I’m ok. Guys aren’t valued by appearance anyway which is different for girls. I can’t imagine being a hot 20 year old girl being lusted over all the time. Those girls just want a guy who doesn’t treat them like Gollum would treat his ring. Desire is the root of all evil. You have to let go of the thing you want and just internalize what you project onto that thing. This also counts for money. You need to internalize what you project into money and you will attract it. The deepest insight I got yesterday is that in the deepest of our heart we desire god which is the true beloved. All other things we desire is just a reflection. It is praising false gods. We need to desire god which is true fulfillment. Wealth, health, and relationships are fun too but they are empty in spirit without our true beloved.
  6. @Princess Arabia I got it from Buddhism. But even Buddhism says desire should be transmuted. It is not evil in the classical sense. If desire is not transmuted it becomes a menace because you project it onto the world. Not all desires are equal. We have high and low desires. Desire for the Self is something that shouldn’t be suppressed but actively flamed. Last week I got an insight that I was just stuck in my head, my mind is a prison and there is a huge god head outside of me. It was truly scary. Desiring to become that doesn’t come natural.
  7. I saw your face before you put a smiley on it lol
  8. Bro you can put it up somewhere and diversify it that way 😭
  9. I don't know what to do about it. She does this during meetings. I know I can talk to her but I don't want her. I feel like she is above my league and she is just playing with me. My game kind of sucks right now since I'm on spiritual mode for a few weeks and I know I'm too rusty right now.
  10. I have trouble with this one. My reflex is to think “who does this shit think he/she is for thinking they are superior, in fact I’m superior!” Which makes me the devil that I hate. Usually it is bitchy women who have this attitude of superiority just because they are in their prime and have a cu**. I mean I get it I would feel superior too. In fact I think I’m more developed than most people at SD yellow but I don’t think I’m superior. Being more developed doesn’t mean superior. But these people who no virtue to show up with other than what god and L’loreal gave them. I think it is for every guy a process to stop putting these bitchy women on a pedestal and give them the treatment they are worth. If you are nice people take your niceness for granted. In fact you should be a dick and people should earn your niceness. In that way they will appreciate something they earned. I think this is a problem for a lot of spiritual people who are just being nice. You shouldn’t be nice. In fact not being nice is nice from higher LOC but you need a higher conscious to understand that.
  11. Those whores will get their moneys worth. The thing is the less respect you show them the more they will like you. One shouldn’t see life as a serious thing but as a game. Just have fun while playing it but the only way to have fun is by learning how the game works. Don’t listen to other people, learn through direct exp.
  12. Ever heard of diversification? You can still keep your steady income and investment (in fact you should) and still have tiny investment in bitcoin. It is not either or. Or not. It is up to you, but the caravan will keep riding with or without you. For me bitcoin is just tiny aspect of my portfolio. An important part though because I believe the future is digital.
  13. It has to do with collective unconscious but that is a very deep topic which I won’t discuss here.
  14. @Something Funny you can wear what you want. Even if you decide to walk around in a bikini with holes in it, I won't stop you. It was a reaction to you saying it is "new". It is not. What is fashionable is an unwritten law. Even what is more important than trendy is taste, which can't be bought.
  15. That is not a trend anymore. Skin tight clothes for guys are shunned in the trendy circles. It is outdated.
  16. @Something Funny because you are seeing the inside of my arm, that is why the watch is on the other side
  17. Man that is insane. 50k? I wouldn’t trust anybody with that over discord lol
  18. This is what I’m wearing on my wrist.
  19. This is exactly the reason why I didn’t show my face. 😅
  20. @Princess Arabia my intention was not to be rude .. lol
  21. Because this thread is about the clothes and not about the face