StarStruck

@Optimized Life @assx95 @Jacob Morres https://www.higherpurposeprogram.com/omc Enjoy ?

Coke is addictive. I never tried once last week and now my body wants it all the time. I don’t know what they put inside of it.

If it stays at loving his cat there is nothing wrong with that. ?

It is his official account. He posted in the description in one of his videos and in the video he mentioned it his account. Psychedelics should be done with care and consideration. I’m not against it and I’m doing it but I think Leo doesn’t underline the costs of psychedelics nearly enough. His physical health situation is another dimension which is a blind spot. In one of his last pictures he looked very tired and/or sick.

So last weekend I fell in love with a girl on first sight. She mirrored my kundalini awakening. There was a lot of laughter, ecstasy and scary amount of energy/love releasing from my body. I felt the solar plexus ignition hitting my heart and I couldn’t stop myself after that. I felt kind of embarrassed. She was in awe by the amount of energy and shocked at the same time. I see her at dance class and I’m kind of embarrassed when I see her again. I can’t rewind it back and what happened happened but what meaning should I give this experience?

I held him in so high regard

It is not about what you can get but what you can give to the other.

@Leo Gura but consciousness can take on subjectivity? Is it not better to say that consciousness is subjectivity + objectivity?

How do I suppose to own that? It felt like being touched by God, and me trying to keep composure lol

It is like asking “which line should I use to build big muscles?” Stop asking about lines and start doing push ups. Do the exercises. Go do something weird and don’t give a damn. Go out social norms. Ask somebody for a cigarette. Go out and take a shit in a park. Do something out of your comfort zone. Expand yourself.

@Illusory Self the last thing you need to do is be a dancing funny clown/monkey. People will see through that veil. You need to develop realness. Get rid of your trauma energy. Because you are not yourself because of disowned parts. You could do shadow work. After you need to know who you are and who you are not. Have an open mind and get to know yourself better. When you know yourself you will know what to say and trust your instincts and intuition. Stop thinking what other people think. You are not 12 anymore. You don’t need confirmation. You seek it and that makes you unattractive. Just trying to be funny to get confirmation will screw you up. Give confirmation to yourself. Find out what you enjoy and what you like, regardless of what girls or other people think.

You don’t trust your intuition because you think you are lame. So first you need to fix your self esteem and self image by accepting yourself. And after that you need to learn to trust your own lead and intuition. Why would she trust you when you don’t trust yourself? It is not about being funny or whatever. It is biology 101. She has to know you trust yourself before she can trust you. Stop wasting time on bullshit and work on your deeper stuff. The funniness, charisma, jest, sway, set of balls and other things will come naturally when you develop a character.

in the heart the male and female energies merge to create the hieros gamos so it is not weird a female was involved. I literally thought she was an angel. I was literally StarStruck. I really had to struggle tooth and nail to not lose myself in that moment (ego death).

I don’t know. I was too overwhelmed and embarrassed by the emotions to ask her anything. In that moment and right after that I didn’t even know what was happening.

But does this also mean one can feel better than an other because of higher level of consciousness(LOC)? When I see people who have bad eating habits, very unhealthy persons physically and metaphysically, I do feel compassion and I don't judge them because I understand them. But does open the door to the question, why would I sacrifice myself for them? They won't understand it anyway. For example Leo said in his latest video that he wouldn't be friends with traumatic people because he values his time. On the one hand spiritual people say all is one and on the other hand we should also be smart about it I think. I'm confused about this topic though.

Like all theory LOC is a map and not the territory. Trying to find or create an infinite map with a finite brain is not possible anyway so I do find the criticism placed on Hawkins a little bit silly. LOC is very useful to navigate the dense lower ego if you are stuck there. It has its uses.

Omg, this is insane. https://youtu.be/pN4LT_f86AU

So In the last few months I have been doing self help full throttle. Especially Darwin Hawkins teachings helped a lot. It helped me to gain construct awareness. This opened a can of worms. I discovers how I project my levels of cossciousness (LOC) onto people. This awareness triggers a lot of shame and guilt!!! I’m an empath I for example project my grief aka trauma (LOC 75) onto people and (for example) asking a girl for a dance becomes very awkward: because she feels compelled to dance with my out of pity(because she can feel my LOC75: grief of not being loved). I observed that empath girls dance with me out of pi try and egoïstisch girls feel that trauma energy (LOC75) and don’t want tot fuck with that. Projection is per definition unconscious so I do have compassion and I allow myself some slack: I need to project to became aware of the construct so it can deconstruct it). Because without projecting you can’t become aware of it and you can’t deconstruct it. So I either have the option to shut myself behind close doors out of empathy(empathy to not project onto others and make them uncomfortable or I can value myself (move toward egoism in the egoism-empathy spectrum) and Jair allow myself to project (be myself) It is good for my self development but not good for people around me who I make y comfortable with my projection so what I’m asking in this topic is basically how to deal with the shame/guilt of projecting. I don’t want others to feel I uncomfortable due to my projections. That being said I’m a very low LOC person. I had. A lot of unspeakable traumas and I’m working to heal those but in the mean time I’m also going t out and I feel so bad that I project my low level LOC: namely grief (my mother didn’t love so can you love me and Amrit hug a right). This is not a nice energy to bestow on people and I guess I opened this thread for advice. Because in notice there is an inner fight between my inner empath and egoist.

True. I’m just doing some egoistic challenges to break the barriers of ego identification.

Somebody with stuffed down trauma shouldn't do 5 Meo DMT. I think this is not said enough on this platform. Ease your way in with friendlier psychdelics before going for the heavy stuff.

A lot of people lack healthy stage blue, he helped a lot of people. I think he is not all bad. I found the video a little bit derogative. Like he is all up there and the muslims are all below and he is there literally on his armchair sofa telling how good the muslims are for a part, and naught for another part. Obviously he is projecting but we are all projecting unless you are fully enlightened which few of us are. The funny thing is that the OP shits on Peterson and calls him out for projecting while you are doing the same thing, by shaming him for shaming others.

How can low LOC people develop themselves so high pff

@Adodd so?

@puporing if you could go back to your own life would you do it?

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