Raptorsin7

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    I have autistic tendencies as well, and I've experienced dramatic changes in my brain and autistic traits on some break through psychidelic trips.

     

    I'm still working out how to truly resolve this, but don't give up hope I know it's possible to reverse what you're describing.

     

    I had an incredible experience of healing and purification on a 10 day vipassana retreat so I'm exploring that right now.

    Good luck ?

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    What's clear is I function better in a community setting.

    It was really nice the first day of being alone, but I can feel my resolve to be healthy slipping, and all my addictions and cravings are coming in. If I were to spend a month on my own like this I would degenerate.

    Hanging with my friend for the next 2 days which will be fun, then I will likely start staying in hostels and periodically get my own room

     

     

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    I will be getting my laptop from my cousin in Manchester in a few weeks, then I can write long form posts about my journey. 

    I'm headed to Stockholm now.

    I am one lucky sob to be on the journey I'm on. It's like I'm walking the same path as Christ or the Buddha 

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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    Well I ended up spending 1 month at the vipassana center in Sweden ?? 

     

     

     

    It's been an awesome experience volunteering, and I'm really motivated to go deep with meditation.

     

    I'm going on a 26 day silent retreat with Beth Upton in Latvia and then I believe I will be heads to ?? to reconnect with my punjabi roots.

     

    I'm hoping to get my laptop from my cousin in London in the next few weeks, so I will do long posts about my journey then 

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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    6 hours ago, flowboy said:

     

    Awesome!!! Seems like you're getting exactly what you need there.

     

    I think I met that guy too when I was at Angsbacka in August, the one who had the operation on his jaw, and is now starting a podcast? He has some wonderful perspectives on life, his energy is great, you feel it when talking to him. Wish him well with his new life purpose from me.

    Haha yeah man it's the same guy. Aanton. That's so cool you met him too, what a small world.

    6 hours ago, flowboy said:

    Some projection going on here, but also a helpful offering.

    I felt the longing for a deep relationship about two years before I actually found it. In that time, I dated a couple women and tried to make those into deep fulfilling relationships, which could not be done because they were not the right fit, and also I wasn't ready.

    The way I look at it now, is every relationship, however short or seemingly unfitting, prepares you for the right one.

    Don't deny yourself those learnings and experimentations, if you feel deep down like you could benefit (just exploring stating your feelings, attractions and desires at risk of rejection, openly and vulnerably can be immensely beneficial).

    Conversely, if you truly intuit that it's not the right time, don't worry about it and keep doing what you're doing, seems like you're on the right path of development for you. I'm happy for you.

    Thanks bro appreciate the perspective?

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    Just finished my two weeks of volunteering. 

    Now I'm headed to volunteer for 12 days at a Vipassana center in Sweden.

    I wish I brought my laptop, I could write so much about my experience. 

    Maybe i will ask to borrow a laptop and just spend a full day writing out all my insights and thoughts.

    I feel really happy about where I'm at. I am being guided and I am blessed.

    I gave my roomate $150 usd, I had an intuition to give her money because she was saying how broke she was, and when I gave it to her she was so happy. She said she had been working on cultivating receiving and the joy she had in reviewing it was incredible to witness.

    I've felt this call for sometime, but I want to raise money through twitch for poor seekers to go on their own soul journey like i am doing 

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    8 minutes ago, roopepa said:

    Then what's the problem? ?

    If you're not satisfied with a service, ask for a refund. And if they don't accept, then go on criticizing, calling it dishonest and a fraud or whatever.

    Go tell them you're not satisfied and thinking that you got duped.

    If he said that it's not gonna work, but you still kept having sessions, and you paid for it, it sounds like it was you who wanted to have the sessions. Why do you blame him for your choice to keep having sessions?

    My overall point is a criticsm of Nahm and a pointing out of his dishonesty, lack of integrity, and general incompetence as a teacher/communicator. Especially, when said person tries to gaslight and project that back on me.

    I think at this point, most people on the forum get what Nahm is about, but for the few remaining who are unsure I want to clearly express the truth about what happened and his conduct.

    Whether he agrees to a refund or not is irrelevant to his conduct, Dishonesty, incompetence, and lack of integrity. 

    And I acknowledge that the correct course of action should have been to stop speaking with him after a few sessions where I wasn't seeing any progress. But once again that doesn't negate any of the things I'm pointing out 

  20. Posted

    8 hours ago, LSD-Rumi said:

    He should have charged you from the beginning to make things clear. Doing things for free and then accepting "donations" mak one looks like an asshole tbh. But if he spent a lot of time with you and even if he couldn't help you, he deserves a pay.

    It's not about deserving, I'm just calling out the hypocrisy of him calling me dishonest.

    He said after a few months he told me this wouldn't work for me, and that I should see a therapist, so the question is why would an honest person with integrity continue to speak with said person and then accept money if they believed they couldn't help them 

  21. Posted

    6 hours ago, Consept said:

    @Raptorsin7 

    What did he say he was going to do for you in the sessions? As in were you expecting him to get you to an enlightenment state or what was the nature of it?

    I was expecting to learn how to be happy and alleviate my suffering. And to be able to understand how to create my dream life.

    It was never explicitly stated, but I assumed he was an enlightened wise man who understood how to help people.

    I remember I had a pua mentor for a few months, and within 2 days the shit he had me doing made me feel like a different person.

    I assumed Nahm had that kind of ability to help people

  23. Posted · Edited by Raptorsin7

    I acknowledge that i was very ruthless and vicious in my posts about Nahm, and i see that everyone is always doing their best and i believe Nahm did his best.

    That being said, I felt the desire to respond to Nahm calling me a liar about what i said about our calls, and im calling it out for transparency sake.

    He said he told me after months of free calls that this won't work and that i should seek out therapy. But according to his own logic, he then went on to accept thousands of dollars in donations from someone who he believed he was unable to help.

    Im not sure how anyone can look at that logic and conclude that Nahm is a fully honest person who acted with complete integrity and honor in our interaction. It should also cast into doubt the validity of whats being shared on his forum, and the wisdom and integrity of the core community who stand by him.

     one “user” who did experience sessions, who claims I am a charlatan, taking advantage, “unenlightened”, etc, and outright lies about what transpired, is experiencing the same trauma, the same suppression, the same denial, and the same deflection & projection, as Leo. This is why Leo not only allows, but subtly supports the lies and claims by making threads about, “Nahm”, and”Nahm’s Neo-Advaita teachings”, etc, etc. Making a dreamboard, understanding the emotions experienced, inspecting thoughts & beliefs - this is obviously not neo advaita, and aside, there is no such thing as neo advaita or neo advaitan teachings. That, is actually, Leoism, or… basic, obvious, trauma, emotional suppression, deflection & projection. 

     

    The one “user”, after months of twice a week sessions for free, was told this isn’t going to work for him because there are no enlightened selves, and no one can enlighten someone else. He was told to seek out psychoanalytical therapy specifically. To this day, this “user” continues to project, and the chief complaint - that Nahm promised him enlightenment - which is an outright lie, persists and is supported by, one purporting to be, a teacher of nonduality, in that separate selves become enlightened. 

  24. Posted

    On 11/28/2022 at 7:33 PM, Michal__ said:

    How did you get there? How has your experience been so far?

    I looked up dance retreats in Europe and this community was hosting one.

    It's been a great experience, I feel as though I've learned a lot from speaking with people here and I've managed to push my comfort zone and do things, like going naked in a sauna, that I would have been very anxious to do before coming.

    I want to visit more communities and experience more of these green places, but I'm not sure when I'll be back to visit this community. 

    I have a desire to give back and contribute to this place, but I also don't want to make commitments because I'm not sure where I'll end up going after leaving