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@VeganAwake Lol okay i admit i am harsh on you, and I am not done either so fair game. Good joke though, very funny lol. Honestly, I think i'm ahead of you on the path so the discussion would be useless. I'll know in the next few months, i'll be the first to admit i'm wrong dw.

@lostmedstudent Don't listen to @VeganAwake the guy is very confused. He's not done with enlightenment work, yet he thinks he is.

@Surfingthewave Yeah i'm planning on doing more big dosage trips in the near future. I've become much more conscious since my major awakening about a month or so ago, but i haven't gotten back to that christ like consciousness i had so i'm hoping to make progress by hitting that peak more consistently with the LSD. Thanks, and good luck with your emobdiment. This really is the fun part haha. It's almost unfathomable how much better life is post awakening, vs seeking without a clear idea of where it all leads.

@Surfingthewave Thanks i'm working on embodiment as we speak. It's hard, i kinda thought it would be smooth after how I amazing I felt during the awakening but it's been harder to get back to those lvls of consciousness. How has embodiment been going for you? Any thoughts or tips?

@fridjonk No i'm not. My life purpose is about teaching people to be happier playing video games. So it incorporates god consciousness and non-duality because these are the most effective principles to help people improve their well being and happiness. In my view, life purpose allows me to implement all the insights i've had from my awakenings, and allows a path to make money doing something I already love. Like right now i'm trying to get the highest rank in league of legends to gain credibility when i start my website and start writing, and i play multiple hours per day like 4 hours plus. I used to play this much anyways i just never got paid for it, or even realized I could get paid for it lol. I also don't plan on doing this specific company/start up forever. I have other plans in the future too, this is just a logical next step in my life. Life purpose has allowed me a path to complete financial freedom, and then some, basically doing something i love and would do for free, and something i have been doing for free.

What do you mean by choosing of thoughts? How would i not choose a thought? How do i undilute thinking? How do I gain momentum? Assume I had all day to solve this problem, to feel good to find out the true relationship between thinking and feeling. How would I solve this. If my life depended on solving this problem? What would you recommend?

I am passionate about love. I love love. I want love. The question now is how to find love in my direct experience. There's no doubt i've mastered the emotional scale up to passion. I can get to passion no problem. That's easy work. But love is hard work. Love. The final frontier. This is what i want. I love. Love. Love. I wantH love. I love. The answer seems to be THAT I AM LOVE. bUT WHO AM I. I am confused as to who exactly I am here. I am not the body. I am not the eyes. I am not the sensations in my head. I am ever present. I am everywhere, and no where. That doesn't feel right. So who AM I? How about I cultivate some appreciation and gratitude. But it's all about the feeling of gratitude. Thank you for the laptop Thank you for the cell phone Thank you for mastery of the emotional scale, and ease of access to passion Thank you for the time to prepare for the moot, and the opportunity to find good feeling first before i go to the moot Thank you for this experience Thank you for unlimited resources Thank you for this apartment Thank you for this couch Thank you for life purpose Thank you for love. Okay gratitude isn't so great. Doesn't really me tune me up like I hoped it would. @Nahm i got to a place where i was very passionate about love, but then the next step in the emotional scale is actual LOVE. How do i make this jump to the final stage. I feel a warm sensation Wo i think I found love. When I surrender to the experience, stop seeking, and just love what is. There is a warm feeling, it feels like coming home and connection. It feels like my nature is just to love. Like if i just relax then love is the default. Is this it? Also, what is a thought? I remember you telling me how each thought occurs one at a time. But for there is so like so much narrative and words to my thoughts, I thought each time i tuned back into the thought that it was a new thought. But is just the same fucking thought over and over again wtf? Am i stuck on a single thought here? Can you give me a break down on thoughts, and how to use thoughts with feeling. I understand fully now that feeling is prior to, and that thinking must be brought in accordance with feeling. I got that part. But i'm stuck with the choosing of thoughts, like am i just repeating the same old thoughts, how do i create a new thought?

I am getting frustrated while playing the game. I want to cultivate a beutfiful state of being while i'm playing. But it's hard, i keep getting caught up in ego. I get angry, frustrated, blame my teammates. I think i need to give the mind a task. I wonder how to pacify the mind so it's only wholesome and pleasent while playing. No doubt it's about the quality of my thoughts and the degree of connection to who I am. I am going to meditate for about 20 minutes then play another game. I also want to start prepping for moot which is tomorrow. I have some work to do on that and I don't want to do leave until too late.

@Red-White-Light Consciousness is prior to the brain. The brain is occurring within conscious experience. I think it's a mistake to write off experience with the brain, because you can't control your neutrotransmitters or the chemicals in your brain. If they are fucked, then you are fucked. Get it? Detach from the beliefs about consciousness and the brain. Just let it go. You are not a brain. You are not chemicals. YOU are prior to all of this. Find yourself, and the question of insanity will no longer plague you.

@electroBeam Wow good work man. Holy shit you are advancing quickly. I work with @Nahm 1-1, and I think working with someone who's enlightened is hugely important on the path. I 10/10 would recommend you work with him, or find a teacher who you resonate better with.

@Red-White-Light Does it sound like he's describing a bad trip? Maybe psychotic is just a label we put on parts of our experience, and when we learn to detach from the label it improves well being.

@Red-White-Light How would you characterize a "psychotic episode" that does not have negatively effect the well being of the person suffering the incident, or the people in their life? How would you define that?

I found god on LSD recently. You called it haha.

Irritability. I am grateful that I get to do the moot I am so happy that I am in law school My life is incredible I'm so luck to be alive Stop the seeking. Just fully accept the moment. Happiness is now. Now later. It's not later when the third eye pops, it's not later when i feel better. It's right here, right now. Going to meditate for 20 brb.

Gratitude: I am thankful for my apartment in this beautiful city Thank you for my lap top Thank you for health Thank you for consciousness Thank you for the path Thank you for love Thank you for ability

@Average Investor It's your call on 5 meo, but I think you're ready.

@Average Investor LSD will show you what's possible and bring new perspectives and clarity. But the work is in the embodiment. The drugs are an incredible tool. But our lives are where it's at. The insights will translate into your life and permeate your experience.

Effortless focus. Allowing the game to flow, and come to me. Balance. Peace. Calm. Intelligence. Patience. I am a challenger ADC I am a savant I am talented I am unlimited I am free I am happy I am blessed I am loved I am loving I am at peace I am hopeful I am excited I am passionate Wow i create emotions in the present moment. Fucking crazy.

@Average Investor Very nice man. That sounds like an excellent trip. I recommend progressively raising the dosage in the near future. The fact that you had a good experience with LSD is an excellent sign. These drugs are an excellent practice for self actualization/self discovery so i recommend you think hard about to best utilize these drugs for your growth. Take it for what it's worth, but I heard a key to Steve Job's success was using LSD to enhance creativity. Could be an interesting synchronicity.

I am unlimited I am free I know who I am I am a Human Being I am creating experience I am a conscious creator I am at peace I am humble I am kind I am compassionate I am intelligent I am wise I run a multi- million dollar website I am challenger ADC in league of legends

Sound seems to depend on consciousness. Consciousness is independent of people, so it's possible to have sound with people per se. But at the same time, the conscious experience of sound is simultaneous withthe sound occurring. So in that sense the sound depends on the conscious witness. Are there supposed to be clear definite answers to paradoxes like this? How do you know when you solved one? Reality and consciousness are eqivalent. There would be no reality without consciousness, and there would be no consciousness without reality. But thankfully consciousness is ever present and outside the chain of causality, so you can't have it any either way.

@Prevailer Knowing truth intellectually and knowing it in direct experience is subtle, yet profound, distinction. Knowing truth is great, but only in it's service of embodiment of truth in your direct experience. I understand you know truth? But do you feel you are embodying it?

@Aquarius Financial documentaries or movies are good for stage orange. Have you seen the movie the big short? That's very orange imo.

@Jo96 How long have been you been meditating? What are your goals with spiritual practice? Have you thought about trying psychs?

The relationship between thought and feeling. Thought is for choosing the experience. What do I want? What do i want is an important distinction to note. It's not what do I want, as in the I thought that is in thinking , it's what do I want where the I=MYSELF= AWARENESS=THIS. What does THIS want? I'm having trouble thinking of what I want.