Soulbass

Some notes : Only "being" matter. Not the circumstances. Our responses to circonstances determine our "being". (circumstances = any given situation that pops'up in our lives). You already have just by the fact of your existence, all the impact you will ever have. Nothing you do in life, will ever create or generate more impact than you already have just by your presence".

How is self-inquiry different from observation ?

Someone on dreamviews once said : Awareness is connecting with your senses, emotions... Mindfulness is the "plot" of the scene : knowing your name, what time is it, what are you doing, where were you two hours from now, etc.

It may come from a family value, which doesn't allow success. "If you are successful, it would mean you have betrayed us". To solve this in the subconscious, you can deceive once for all your family. Example : thanksgiving dinner, you arrive late, and you were supposed to pick someone up on the way (who's waiting for hours in the train-station) and you totally forget it, it's a mess and you gives no excuses...

@egoless It's from movie Baraka (see also Samsara & Qatsi Trilogy). Ramayana Monkey Chant https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kecak (I don't know much about it)

@egoless Dance/music can be an awakening experience, I think. My life-purpose is to connect dots between ground and sky (electronic music production as a medium). The sample at the beginning of the Astrix song :

50,000,000 views !

I think we creates the poison and the antidote. If you think cold showers/no fap will work for you, then it will work. I had very good sport performance or social skills after a day of depression/fap. Sometimes I eat junk food and my stomach feel bad (because I felt guilty about eating junk food). But when I eat junk food enjoying myself, it happened that my stomach doesn't feel bad. I doesn't understand why, but it seems there is no rules. I used to take cold showers when I was student (minimalist life-style) because I was in the mood for it. You can have the same results in your life without taking cold showers : we'r creating our own realities. A medium reads cards, because she/he can't handle directly seeing it "it's not me, it's the cards!". Being aware of our creative power is hard to handle because it's huge, so we use subterfuges to justify our own lives. In a more practical sense, I know cold shower is positive and I can benefit from it - but I know it's not necessary. Even tho scientific evidence prove it, it doesn't prove anything to my system.

"Let the experience be different each time, without analyzing it or comparing it with previous experiences" -Tom Campbell I did LD few times and a spontaneous OBE once, but it lasted 3 seconds. The OBE was very different from a normal or a lucid dream, I had no doubt of it while it was happening, or after. I've seen the inside of my body (veins, organs...) with a 360 degrees vision. The colors looked like a blend of blue & gold. Edit: Memory seems to play an important role in this whole adventure. You can be lucid but don't remember it. Today I remembered that last night I went to sleep with the intention to visualize/enter the dream, or "space" to see things (with no expectations about what I'll see). It ended that it worked, but this morning I had totally forgotten it! Now I have glimpse of what hapenned, but I know it worked. I remember saying to myself "yeah it works, it feel completely natural". I've learnt that by listenning some hypnosis videos on youtube (past life, regression...). Going down stairs, or tunnel... I dreamt once that we can do it in waking state, just by focusing on our mental, eyes closed, with a lot of concentration, and we can see things, like a world within a world.

Yep, I'm not meditating these days. I'm in the middle of the night, and it feel dark AF! Thanks for sharing your experience, it gives at lot of motivation for pursuing a meditation practice sooner rather than later.

"God is a verb" "God created mankind in his own image" The word "egregore" mean "a container for energy" (new-age). These things are created by individuals or collectively. The relationship/identification we have with these things seems to creates a lot of distraction. At least now I understand the end of the movie "Paprika" ^^ I love this movie so much, I can't resist posting this :

Wow, it seems to be a profound experience. By reading your post, I only get like 0.1% of what you mean by "true". It's something that have to be experienced. Very inspiring! Thanks for sharing.

I have the tendency to fix old problems first, and keep the best for the end. This is a problem because I’m afraid of “The Big Leap”. How do you manage to prioritize all sort things in your life ?

Introspection : I'm exhausted by the kind of people who spend their time drinking coffees and beers at bars all day long, having meaningless talks about politics, news... You know the kind of people with no goals, no vision, no purpose... They don't realize how their lives are important. If I'm exhausted by this kind of people, it probably means I'm not ok with the part of myself which is the same. Maybe I'm too much focused on the final goal, and not enough into "daily routine" which seems kinda like "drinking coffees and beers all day long" except you replace it by "meditation, healthy food, etc".

@aniss I'd say the brute-force approach works fine for "doing the work" example writing a novel. But for growth purpose I'd say it's more powerful to merge with the problem rather than trying to avoid/kill it. Transforming a bad habit into something positive is my top priority right now It seems like when I do stop trying to change, real change happens.

@The Monk Yep, so the most significant and impactful problem is bad habits (sleep pattern, eating schedule, meditation...). I know what my life purpose is, all I need is to do the work and ship. When I watched Leo's video on training, I realized it's possible to be 100% committed even in details and small daily events. The core practice is like a mondain routine.

@Marinus It's like hiting the walls of a corridor with your head, just to be sure it's the right way.

@Wouter Heart Quest : I've been asked to wet my wrists with water, then put those 2 metal pegs on it. After few minutes, the software displayed the results on computer. I did that before and after Lucia N°03 and it displayed different results (my chakras where "pumped up" after Lucia Light). Lucia N°03 : It's a sort of stroboscopic lamp you watch eyes closed. The benefits are real and tangibles, after the 30 minutes session, I felt great, repaired, confident, loving, clear minded, even physical abilities seemed changed. Those effects stayed for few days, and then back to normal. While experiencing Lucia Light, some people report seeing "scenes" with the 3rd eye. I've seen an arm healing me (probably the arm of the higher-self, some beings on a different plane). Also I've seen an eye (it looked like mine) which may symbolize "I see you, don't worry, I know you'r there and I know you exist" and I've seen the eye of an eagle too (shamanic symbol). I've seen pictures of myself when I'll be old, and the face of a woman. Some people report living past life events, or seeing gorgeous landscapes from other worlds. It's like activating your pineal gland or something that makes your consciousness change it's frequency.

I have tried "Heart Quest" (before and after "Lucia N°03"). It's Russian based technology. It displays the chakra's energy levels and stuff... I don't know how it works, and what is the value of this, but it displayed different results before and after the session with Lucia Light. http://medicahealth.org/medicahealth-products/heart-quest-heart-rate-variability-monitor/ https://www.google.fr/search?client=firefox-b-ab&biw=1280&bih=695&tbm=isch&sa=1&q=f54fe769cb74eacb0905de41116501d3&oq=f54fe769cb74eacb0905de41116501d3&gs_l=psy-ab.3...4517.24572.0.25235.20.20.0.0.0.0.241.2213.10j6j3.19.0....0...1.1.64.psy-ab..1.0.0.5hoe4RDsCV8#imgrc=hxZpbydpy4IDkM:

@Leo Gura Have you planned to update the episode on karma, or ego purification? Franck Lopvet says we are living our lives to solve the equation of the divine-self. Living life is enough to solve this equation, as long as we don't block emotions, and go through events of life - instead of freezing them. He picture the impact of these events like waves after a drop in water - in our multiples & simultaneous incarnations. For example when someone break his legs on a skiing trip, it shares the weight of someone who walk on a mine during world war 2. Is wanting to escape from this equation, creating karma? Is enlightenment when the dreamer & the script writer are the same?

About realities : it's said that after death, our consciousness float to a place which reflect it's inner state (source : Bardo Thödol). Catholics will respawn in a virtual heaven, and it seems legit to them (until they move one to another place). Someone who believe in nothing after death, will create a bubble of "nothing" and isolate him/herself (sometimes for centuries). In the astral it's possible to explore worlds which had been imagined by individuals or collectively, such as fictional books or video games... This makes me think we are projecting right now, except in a certain density/frequency and being hosted by gaïa. Off topic : my theory is that everybody around me is enlightened, but act like if no-one is enlightened but lower their consciousness as mine, just to let me act my role and learn from them (mirrors). A new esoteric library recently opened in my town. I have already a lot of books to read, and I start to get bored of rationalizing things using my mental. This time I closed my eyes and let my hand choose a random book. The book talk about Hawaiian tradition (ho'oponopono) but was mistakenly put into jewish's culture. It's about communication between conscious, subconscious and supraconscious. I have tried Lucia Light technology (Lucia N°03) and I've seen the higher-self healing me (those beings don't talk, very calm, and divine vibe similar to Alex Gray's paintings or Dr. Manhattan in Watchmen). This had nothing to do with trolls, but I wanted to share.

Trolls can be hired as bodyguards against negative entities^^

@JustinS @Principium Nexus What if google/youtube is hiding the true? If there are real cases study on the internet, do you think it would appear in youtube's suggestions and have 2.5M views? I bet google's algorythm shows ambiguous but "fake" videos just to convert curious people into skeptics. I'm thinking of "The Stan Romanek Story" on Netflix, which look terrible fake... and pretend to be real. Also, some "flat earth" documentaries on youtube, seems like it's just here to blur lines between what is real and what is fake so people get confused and never discover the true. I have to post this video (bellow) just to contrast with another perspective : (That being said, I think we are all co-creators or realities and it have no limits, ETs, trolls... you said it. It seems like some people or places have more "magical" power so they can make things appear faster in their realities, but we all can do it. If there are negative ETs, we'd better don't know about it so we to don't materialize it in our reality. Multiple futures co-exists... Some people says those ETs species visiting earth are different branch of humanity from the future or past, with different technologies such as modifying DNA with the power of consciousness, creating new living species, creating matter and space-ships made of living-crystals... everything is possible).

This scene means to me the celebration of our humanity. What are we designed for ? Being absolute infinity ? Or knowing ourselves as human beings ? "Feet in the mud, head in the stars"