Soulbass

2 years ago, someone posted this on the forum :

Seeking for approval, but who doesn't ?

I'm currently trying organic Passionflower food supplement (GABA "gamma-Aminobutyric acid"). Dunno if it's related, but I feel like I'm constantly falling in love with life !

28 next month, feeling great

@thehero I don't watch these so I don't have a favorite, but I like the art of it. I just know it exist because I've explored Patreon (research, marketing wise) but I'm not interested in that, even tho I have the technical skills. I may be tempted to do it for money, tho.

proof : https://www.patreon.com/CakeInferno https://www.patreon.com/blackjrXIII https://www.patreon.com/vavacung https://www.patreon.com/cypressz https://www.patreon.com/noname55 https://www.patreon.com/lordaardvarksfm

Make 3D porn animation on Patreon : 3-5k / Month Bonus 2k if you choose a twisted niche like "Vore" or "My Little Pony" (or both) Edit: I've just talked to a friend, he suggest "Gore" and "Furry people" as well It may take some time to reach a Japanese audience Idea for a voice actor : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJCA-DqNUlk

Dr. Nun S. Amen Ra mentioned in his video (interview) that he drinks a lot of herbal infusions during his daily 23h / day fast. What kind of herbs ? Why ? @Michael569

Indigo Aura - Overtone Alignment : https://indigoaura.bandcamp.com/track/overtone-alignment-part-2-remixed I can't stand ASMR, but I've done one once : exploring an abandoned ship with a 360 degrees mic. I haven't took time to upload it yet, since it's 1 Go size. The few times I've smoked weed, I felt my mind going in circles (therefore my brain being damaged). Neuroplasticity is possible at anytime. Better recover from this, doing strong determination sitting (emotional labor). In the past I was in a period where I always needed ambient music (Peter Kuhlmann's "FAX +49-69/450464" was my thing) but I've noticed it created melancholia and suffering. I think music have to be balanced with silence, and multiple kinds of music (tonal & atonal, rhythmical & a-rhythmical, various kind of emotions, digital & organic sounds, etc). Sometimes a song just "click" and open my heart in 1 second, dunno why (it often have human voices). For example stuff by Bruno Coulais, in this song he blended Tibetan vocals/sounds with a Gregorian chant band from Corsica. The result is totally new :

. what lies in the non-physical ? . dna and it's impact in the matter ? . the 5 elements ? . sacred geometry ? . akashic records ? . anatomy of the different bodies (chakras, for instance) ? all of this is mental tho, i know. i just had to write it.

if i remember right from the life-purpose course, leo and his brother made sustainable money making games for android/ios, before launching actualized.org

@QeenB "PhotoScape" +1

I've found the brand "Germline" at the organic grocery store : http://www.germline.fr/en/ Dr. Rhonda Patrick, on broccoli sprouts : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UqxC2RDF64

For the sake of science, I'm trying alcohol-free beers and that's good ! Also : Black chocolate / Tahini = Magnesium Passionflower supplements = GABA (gamma aminobutyric acid) Magnesium + GABA are known to helps with social anxiety. I had a crush on this girl. Falling in love is still the best supplement, brain chemistry wise.

"Making people run in circles" is a good summary. It's not the problem of privacy, but disinformation. Anyway that's clear now, that my mind have found way more excuses than an algorithm ^^

I bet Google's insiders are totally aware of the "Spiral Dynamics" and how human psychology works (see "Neuromarketing" & MRI, for instance). I don't know what their goal is, I'm not being negative, suspicious or "conspiracy theory" but it's just something I wanted to put awareness on : https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2018/feb/02/how-youtubes-algorithm-distorts-truth https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2018/feb/02/youtube-algorithm-election-clinton-trump-guillaume-chaslot Combined with metadatas, personalized profiles & niches, closed caption analysis, the fact that we'r daily influenced by popping messages and sentences here and here (even the picture of a human face, expressing a certain emotion - associated with a particular idea, may influence you in a certain way). To me it seems everything is very well crafted, still in beta-process but in the next 5-10 years Youtube will be huge - information & medias wise (hear : the death of TV as we know it today). What I'm sure of, is this : if they have the possibility to do it, they will do it first (before someone else do it). As technology get more advanced, we don't know the limits to that. A bit of conspiracy theory (personal interpretation) : let's pretend Chakras & stuff are real (I don't tell my opinion on this) and for some reason the critical mass of the population don't want you to know the existence of it (including Google) it's possible that they mix the truth with some obvious shit like "Flat Earth Theory" for instance, to blur the lines. Btw, I think the flat earth theory is interesting to challenge one's open mindedness, but it doesn't have much weight (potentials) in "this" reality. I've heard once from a psychic that "everything I perceive in the world is a reflection of my own psyche, on a fractal level" (metaphorically & metaphysically speaking). I know this thread is useless and pointless, but I just wanted to write this so to exorcise my demons ^^ If someone could enlighten me on the psychological / cellular memory, why I'm triggered by this topic, that'd be great!

@Charlie_B I've bought it, it's my next read. Thanks ! I knew Om Swami (from the book list) and I'm focusing on practical readings these days, so that's a perfect choice.

thank you leo i am waving at you we are waving to each other i am waving at myself

2 insights talking with random people, who are not into spirituality : even your "lucidity" is an illusion, because it is part of a dream (a feature of the dream). talking with a psychic/channel : all your knowledge about spirituality is a human experience, it belong to earth and it will return to earth.

@Feel Good why cut out olive oil (cold/organic) ? what are your sources ?

mine is "Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind" by Shunryu Suzuki.

the book "are you dreaming ?" by daniel love, is perfect for beginning. then, it's all personnal experience, no need for books.

I've sent you a PM.

I feel you, see video "Setting Proper Expectations" by Leo. France, too. Dubstep : UK scene in the 90's ?

@Strikr Well then I think most of the work is done by practice/grind. The most important thing is to have an emotional connection with your work, and make no concession. Where are you from ?