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@Moksha I'm tired of thinking about enlightenment and "once I'm awake there will be love". I just want to love myself as I am, and where I'm at. I don't think that has anything to do with enlightenment per se.

Go for a walk. Consciously love every tree, building, person, sound, sight, sensation, thought, feeling etc. that comes. Fall in love with every thought you have of yourself and the world, even if they are "negative". Love is the only game around. In the end, there is nothing else to do.

Psychedelics make impossible possible. They have absolutely no limits.

Yeah! I'm still feeling that way. But without the suicide-part. Not sure if it's delusional or just spiritual awakening. There is really strong intuition that something massive is coming. Like everything around you is trying to point you towards yourself. The mind and the world are collapsing into one.

That's actually been one of the key insights I've learned. Consciously love everything. Loving the bad trip, fear of death, has been very helpful. During the trip it became very clear that it was not my free will that got me there. I don't see what you are trying to point towards here.

I've had psychotic symptoms after one really bad 5g trip. I thought I could handle them but guess I was wrong. It's actually a pretty scary story. The trip started good, learned a ton, had a breaktrough... But when I started to come down, I started to recieve advanced metaphysical teachings from a TV show that told me that I have to commit suicide. Freaked out completely. I was almost completely sure that I have to kill myself. It felt like everything I had ever learned about spirituality was actually pointing towards suicide. Yikes. Had to call an ambulance. The trip and delusions ended, but I was still scared shitless. Could not believe that something like this can happen. Some weeks later, the delusions came back. Started to recieve "signs" from TV, music, books etc. that told me that I have to kill myself. Got panic attacks, felt like suicide was "pulling" me towards it, kind of like when you are on a cliff or a rooftop and you feel a pull towards the edge. Feared that I might lose control over my body/mind and actually do it. Spent a week in hospital, took pills, and thankfully the delusions went away. Things are going better now, but there is still anxiety and some moments when I fear that the delusions might come back. I think I really have to face the fear of death to get over this. So in a sense, maybe it's a good thing. It forces me to go deep within and face my fears. It's been kind of rough because I'm really interested in reality/spirituality but it seems like at least for now, psychedelics are not a safe tool for me. I always wanted to be a psychonaut. It's been hard to let go of that identity/dream. @Leo Gura @Nahm Any thoughts/advice? Should I forget psychedelics for good or just wait a couple of years? There is a belief that I can't really achieve God-consciousness without psychedelics and it makes me sad. I really want to understand reality.

I often get electrical-shock-like jolts through my body, especially in head-area, while meditating/self-inquiring. These often happen while in deep inquiry and when I manage to "touch Being". It's really hard to explain. It feels like a connection to something deeper/metaphysical that lasts for under half a second. Does anyone else experience this? Is this normal? Any idea what it might be?

@Mu_ By the way, I just checked out your youtube channel. Great stuff! Very mind-opening.

@Mu_ I'm not very concerned. It actually feels pretty natural. I even enjoy it. Just curious what it might be.

Thank you so much. This was very illuminating.

Yup. I'm at this stage. There is a really deep intuition/knowing about "deeper layer of reality" and God in my heart and I often get glimpses of it. They are like mystical experiences that lasts for like one second. It grows slowly, you learn more and more after each glimpse and your worldview/level on consciousness grows day after day, year after year. Slow but steady.

I feel like I have no idea what you're saying but at the same time I do.

Guys, go watch this documentary. It's really good.

This is true. I've met aliens in lucid dreams. First time, they represented themselves as human girls, because I would have freaked out if they looked like they actually do.

Lately I've been accessing crazy new insights & levels of consciousness. But there is anxiety. Realized that there is no "my awakening" here and "awakening of the mankind" there. All this talk about collective awakening and mankind moving up the spiral is actually ME waking up. So I have this weird fear that I might accidentally wake up the whole world and move into a new kind of reality and a new version of mankind. Feeling like my body can't "hold in" these new levels and I might leave it completely. I always thought that you should be able to awaken and still remain in the body. I'm not sure about that anymore. What should I do? Am I just deluded or what's going on here?

Don't know if this has been linked already: https://www.donaldjtrump.com/media/trump-campaign-announces-president-trumps-2nd-term-agenda-fighting-for-you/ "Teach American Exceptionalism" Can't make this shit up

I've had sex with a group of hot alien girls in a lucid dream. Aliens are dirty af by the way. Careful what you wish for.

@Gesundheit Datura is a hallucinogen, yes, but it belongs to the class of deliriants. Deliriants differ massively from classic psychedelics, such as LSD or mushrooms in their effects. It would be foolish to call Datura a psychedelic in my opinion. You can call it whatever you like though. I'm just pointing out this because I'm sure Leo would never advice anyone to take Datura. Even though it's Love all the same.

@Nak Khid Nothing = Love

Datura is not a psychedelic.

Infinitely Good. You are the ultimate reality. Why be neutral? How stupid do you think you are?

There is no such thing as Being for you. You are Being. There is no separation. There is no Being somewhere and you elsewhere experiencing it. This is exactly what oneness means.

"Eternal name" is not the eternal name either. Of course language is limited. Everyone here trying explain Love to you knows that.

Plot twist: actually Leo is just some horny guy doing psychedelics, probably jerking off somewhere right now.

How exactly can you be "closer" or "further" from God? How can you get to somewhere else from here right now? Please tell me, I have no idea how that's done.