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    11 hours ago, Hulia said:

    Anna´s mum was a blonde with blue eyes, neat and pretty, but scary. I call this type of women Malvina. But internationally you can really call it swan - a white swan in a black environment :)  

    Interesting. 

    11 hours ago, Hulia said:

    Your story is not scary, May be sad? C`est la vie.

    Whatever, who gives a ef. Gained wisdom swimmed out of all of it and eventually won. 

    11 hours ago, Hulia said:

    I don´t look for somebody who looks like my father, but like ME. 

    Ok hope he will enjoy waxing his legs. 

    11 hours ago, Hulia said:

    Though you know, I had once a toxic relationship (like the other girls here  ), and I was shocked, when my mother arrived, she gets out of the bus and I look at her .. and I see him.  Her forehead with a bunch of raven-black hair on it looked exactly like his. That was scary - a wiff of paranoya.

    What scared you is that you might exactly becomw like your partner in toxic relationship? 

    11 hours ago, Hulia said:

    I thought about it later during the following years. There were a lot of similarities really. The main one: he couldn´t bear,  when somebody was lying to him, it drove him crazy. You might think, an honest decent person in our false world. But he himself was a Lier (with a capital "L"). And it´s the main feature of my mum too. How she terrorized me my whole childhood for every small lie. She robbed me of that practical ability in life to lie easily when necessary for no reason.

    Well it's great to talk with you.Honest guy on the other side too. 

    11 hours ago, Hulia said:

    Yes, I moved out to my grandma and aunt, who were funny loose liers without any rules and principles to follow. But there was some deep honesty in it. They even offered their help in correcting the mistakes of my straightforward upbringing :) 

    Yes grandmas are life saviours if you get yourself with such parents. 

     

  5. Posted · Edited by zeroISinfinity

    See why I said help 21 year old guys and similar. See how naive and don't know anything. 

    Now lets Teal Swan teaches you her stuff. See if it helps. 

    Yuo can go to clubs too and nail girl in bathroom there and avoid all this stupid chase. There you can pick up also some drugged or drunk girl have one night stand an be over all this. 

    Which she is most likely doing too. ;)

  15. Posted · Edited by zeroISinfinity

    2 hours ago, Nahm said:

    Having a family. 

    GD Jed is pushing this. :/ Now that dating and relationships stuff is serious thing because you can ruin your own, life of your lady and kid(s) too.... it's a just a game xD

    Nevermind will pick pornstar for the "job" or a model. 

    Why having kids when pedophiles are ok. Will skip it. We should support them. 

    On 12.3.2021. at 11:31 PM, Iksander said:

    So here we all are alive, it's truly incredible to be here.

    I want to read what the deepest experience of your life (so far) has been. 

     :x

    Interesting question. Best ones are full awakenings that's for sure nothing really compares. 

    Life..... Starting living on my own,probably that. 

     

  17. Posted · Edited by zeroISinfinity

    @Hulia Hey. 

    We are talking about blonde with blue eyes. 

    Ok as you saw familiarity brings that sense of security etc blah blah blah. 

    For me it's complete oposite familiarity means all the negative stuff. 

    I was at the wedding of one of my female relatives and I was shocked how much her fresh husband looked and had manners talked exactly as her father. 

    I said to myself does any of 200 guests notice this? 

    I mean I can't subconciously find black haired lady that looks like me as safe long term partner when I wanted to stab my own mother qith kitchen knife more then 100 times during my life at "home". 

  23. Posted · Edited by zeroISinfinity

    2 minutes ago, Gesundheit said:

    @zeroISinfinity That's because you don't realize that your perception is not absolute truth.

    Hahahahahahahahaha. Please... Hahahahahahahahaha 

    Reading this threads in following days and actually I am quite shocked at my own level of transcendence of human condition. 

    Keeping myself away from spiritual crap too no worries. 

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    1 minute ago, Gesundheit said:

    The need for appearing masculine is a social need being met unconsciously. Society places expectations on males to be strong, but most men aren't conscious enough to meet those expectations correctly. So, they suppress their feminine side and demonize it, which then turns into a shadow, which is exactly what was described by OP.

    Actually I am reading this and laughing my ass off. What da...