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Yes if i intentional ogle their features, women stand out as sexual opportunities. Also she doesn't have to be hot or human, there just needs to be intimacy or a connection. With men it cuts through the bullshit, there has to be high intimacy and connection, with women no connection can still get the job done (like porn). It could be its just that i haven't been with a man, maybe after some experience gay porn will be more attractive. A separate issue is not being understood in relationships do to the development gap.

@EddieEddie1995 haha just realized my post is basically a gay mans wet dream come true. "Straight best friend wants to experiment and he loves it" fantasies. So i did some exploration, turns out gay porn is not appealing, i think what is attracting me is the intimacy of being with a man i connect with. This is arousing. Maybe there is a kind of deeper connection that only men can have with each other that a hetor pairing cant? Maybe im looking for deeper connection with a woman and feel i cant find it so the mind is wondering else where. All relationships with women have been one sided because im more vertically developed then they are, its me adapting and catering to there needs, they dont understand me.

Ill try dry and water to experience the difference. Is there no way to avoid this?

Humidity can block nose. Stress can block a nose. It could be as simple as relaxing your face and breathing properly.

Are we not your friends? What is a friend to you? What do you need?

I was in the exact situation + health problems for years. Luckily i didn't have access to a gun. I started going to the park everyday, everyday i would stay there longer and longer, just sit there doing nothing or exercised or played with the children. Eventually it clicked that this was better then anything i was doing for the past 20 years. That there is no one here to do anything and there is nothing to do anywhere. All the things that mattered disappeared and i could just sit doing nothing and be content. It is such a relief, that it is all just a fabrication.

Seems to depend on the stage of development people are in there lives, highschool years can be a popularity content for women, over focus on looks defining them, especially that culture is strongly communicating this. Men can be competitive in other ways, but at the high school level they seem to get along better. Good looking people have more options and can be more selective, things are easier in this department. They can pick someone of interest out and pursue with high success. Its only if you are shallow that you cant discern that a partner is shallow, its definitly an issue for some men, Empathetic men can read people like a open book and seek high conscious qualities in a partner, they are not fooled. Well unless their young... there is still a learning curve. People crave the attention of good looking people, walking in a hallway or on the street people will literally grab you by the arm and pull you towards them demanding the attention. If your shy its worst because they see they can dominate you, they sense it. Everyone wants to be your friend if your shy and good looking, in highschool even the bullies and teachers where my friend, everyone overal men or women are highly attracted to you and want your attention. They see you as a more "valuable" friend, more interesting, even if your not.

Not clicking click bait thumbnails Clicking click bait thumbnails only after consulting higher self.

@StarStruck Sorry about that i ment this video, the first girl, it was so funny...

@Tetcher Peanuts are packed with toxins, its the unhealthiest nut. Just exercise intensely everyday and eat wtv you want.

@Kay100 Thanks :), really there are few down sides. If we stretch things maybe we can find some issues but really its all a advantage. - Generally very good looking people are going to be the center of attention when walking into a room. "is he a model?" So if your shy it could be a problem. I grew my hair long and covered my face with it just to avoid attention (15-19 age). Unfortunately the hair coler was bright red... there is no blending in. Every compliment is the same and superficial and is uncomfortable for everyone, makes people feel bad around you, so it could cause you to avoid social interactions. Again this is rich first world problems... guys with less empathy will own this and take full pride and advantage of it (blind by privilege) - Women can get very nervous around you, i had no idea this was happening until someone told me in my 20s, they get stuck in star struck mode and there real personality cant come out. Young women mostly. Again we are imagining problems here. - Some times women would tell me how amazing there boy friend was (extensively), then they try to sleep with me (with out me hitting on them). I had to remind them they where hurting people with these actions. Basically if your a good person you need to take responsibility and back up the girls boyfriend, its abit ridiculous. Id rater support and help a friend have success, then have success, like a wing man, its more fulfilling, but a very good looking wing man is not ideal. - There can be awkward sexual tensions with your friends GFs. And its not wanted, i care about supporting friends. So if the friend figures this out they will avoid having you around their GF. If they break up the GF might try to contact you and you'll have to reject them and hope the friend doesn't find out. - With age and healthy problems come and looks fade does people who complimented you will look at you in disgust "how could he have done that to himself, he was so good looking", your not allowed to age. lol - There was never any competitive jealously with other men because i have their backs. But if your good looking and take no responsibility for it, then it can easily be an issue. Making friends isn't really about looks, its more about the operating system. If your superficial your going to attract other superficial people that care only that your good looking. Being good looking doesnt make someone superficial. Most good looking people dont care that there good looking, they never think about it unless they are stuck in living up to peoples expectations. All of this is not really a problem, the advantages are very high overall and strongly out way anything in the "not so good looking" camp.

The "She didn't see that comming...", she basically picked him up with pure desperate awkwardness. Uncut abit more realistic. Hes an ENFP, they are born for this.

Wasn't there a gut issue? That is likely causing the racing mind or fast talking, stress is constantly elevated, gut makes it hard to calm down. Of course fixing it is the way to go but for a quick daily solution do heavy bodybuilding 1 hour sessions. This will significantly calm the mind and re-center you if done daily. Its best to get a gym buddy for this, who has some experience and who is motivated to get RIPPED.

The right way to study is to review your notes 10 min before a class starts, always every class with out missing. I did this starting college through university, never studied a single day, prefect memory. Also dont open the note book, practice recalling everything, review every page in the minds eye, including all the math formulas and answers. A test is about recall, there for studying is about practicing recall, not reading notes. Also do everything in your head, solving math or physics questions. Doing this everyday incrementally builds up speed, it becomes effortless.

What psychedelic used?

@IamMystic Did psychedelics trigger it?

@Jon_Bundesen Not completely sure, but it looks like OneNote is not built for that, obsidian.md generates that map (its not a mind map) and so there is no benefits, the benefits come from the act of building the map, its a motivation thing that plain text doesn't come with. Mindomo try this out see if mind mapping is something that works for you.

When watching a video or reading a book always take notes and organize the information. Mind mapping is great for this because it gives the impression that something is being built. We love building things. It turns ideas into lego blocks, building out a map of something.

When the meta pluming that constructed your attractions are unlocked and one learns how to construct attraction, attraction becomes flexible and interchangeable like any ideology. I once experimented masterbating to chess for a month to see if that would improve my chess skill or unlock a deeper level. It had its benefits.

Congratulations! you just unlocked a meta-object.

Chess.com has meta chess Click custom and choose rules, or pick a preset.

This might come in handy for the next one.

lol i know what you mean, there is likely a small increase not that big, but generally if your good looking you received better developmental paths vai nutrition and exercise. Good looking people tend to have all done some amount of physical activity young, its not all genetics. but of course there are alot of dumb good looking people...

@ilja Did it have something to do with that comment i left on giving babies an orgasms? haha In chess the value of every piece is relative to the position. A queen is worth as much as a pawn if the position calls for her to be sacrificed. Whether i empathize with her individual needs is not going to change the next sequence of moves where she is sacrificed for the whole. Heart centric is a subset of Whole centric.