ItsNick

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  1. @Jowblob I'm curious. What was your intention for the trip? What is the biggest lesson you learned from that trip? Or what is the deepest insight you had? == For anyone planning to do MDMA: Really make sure you have pure MDMA and know the dosage exactly. I would also never recommend such a large dose for a first time. And read this, MDMA is not the safest psychedelic: https://rollsafe.org/ ._0 Please don't <3 Also: For a first time I would recommend a small dose (75-100mg). Perhaps a booster dose that is lower after (50-75mg), never higher. Especially if you have a low body mass or are sensitive. MDMA is powerful stuff. =
  2. Perhaps the deeper insight here is that none of this really matters much. It's a forum. It has people. People are peopling. It's like a human zoo. But how infinitely boring are these endless discussions about the social dynamics here? Leo runs this business basically all by himself. You're all free to be here or not be here. The man wants to teach about Alien Consciousness and Absolute Infinity. And instead of entering the rabbit hole of wonder and beauty you're all entering some social shit hole. <3
  3. @Leo Gura Have you ever accessed Alien Consciousness without psychedelics? Or only a memory of it? Have you ever accessed it without weed?
  4. At the end of the day I don't really care much and move on. They're free to do what they please. But it does make me sad to see it happen. They're poisoning people's minds. They could use their platform for much greater things. Such a waste.
  5. When it gets real and you face ego death
  6. https://www.reddit.com/r/benzodiazepines/comments/fpdau8/ill_eat_a_bar_for_every_upvote_this_gets/ This entire subreddit. And all irresponsible drug use encouragement on the internet.
  7. @Leo Gura How often have you tripped with a tripsitter or with other people? I don't remember you ever mentioning tripping except solo. And in general I think people who have not done deep psychological and emotional work (most people, here too) should not even touch salvia.
  8. Andrew Huberman recently released this video on MDMA: He mostly talks about MDMA from the perspective of neuroscience and addresses questions about neurotoxicity, (trauma) therapy, risks and benefits, etc. Thought you guys would be interested.
  9. In a sense we're all sexually biased O_o I'm glad though that my sexual attraction doesn't extend beyond humans. But I do wonder if one can consciously change their sexuality or if it can change over the course of a lifetime.
  10. Kurt Godel Georg Cantor Richard Feynman
  11. YES! That statement is so much more radical indeed. I was contemplating just that on a recent psilocybin trip. What we take for granted is so magical. Vision and color are magical as fuck!!! I closed my eyes and imagined I was a blind man who could see for the first time in his life. The entire universe of vision opening up to a blind man. It's not ordinary it's INFINITE FUCKING MAGIC! And that's just 1 "ordinary" sense opening up an entire infinite universe of vision. Just as hearing opens up an infinite universe of sound and music. Then imagine infinitely more senses just as profound and more than vision and hearing...Couldn't do that with my mind but could imagine Consciousness being "capable" of imagining that.
  12. Interesting share. But please all be careful with this substance. From what I've read so far it can potentially be very dangerous.
  13. Solution: Stop using weed. At least for a year or so
  14. I think many of you have heard of Dr. David Berceli's TRE's (Trauma and Tension Release Exercises). If you don't know about this type of body work: "TRE is a series of exercises that assist the body in releasing deep muscular patterns of stress, tension and trauma through neurogenic tremors." This can be a powerful body-centered approach to heal trauma and release chronic stress and tension in the body. It's also easy to learn, unlike some other types of body work. So I recently came across the fairly new subreddit longtermTRE. They promote a method of using these TREs in a long-term, consistent practice to go beyond just healing trauma to releasing all chronic stress and anxiety. I thought it was very interesting and wanted to share. I recommend reading their beginners's section first: https://www.reddit.com/r/longtermTRE/comments/t61dgv/beginners_section_read_first/ And then their practice guide: https://www.reddit.com/r/longtermTRE/comments/102biwk/the_tre_practice_guide_read_first_before_starting/ An interesting video on TRE:
  15. I discovered this YouTube channel a few months ago. They have some great guided breathwork videos! And you can just follow the rhythm...
  16. Yes, psychedelics are the most powerful tool you can use to heal yourself. Ideally you'd start working with a guide at first. You can find trip sitting services depending on where you live in the world. Or if you know someone you can really trust you can work with them too. You could also try a microdosing protocol with LSD or Psilocybin. But keep in mind that the psychedelics are not the medicine, you are. It's not like a prescription drug to relief anxiety and pain. And it will still be a a lot of work to change yourself. Also outside of tripping. I would recommend doing some serious breathwork like Shamanic breathing (see Leo's videos). The YT channel Breathwork beats also have some nice content you can start with: Another thing I would recommend trying out is TRE exercises (by David Berceli): These are just some standard exercises but you can learn what your body needs to do to release stress and emotions.
  17. @Brandon L Have you taken psychedelics before?
  18. Boredom as the yin side of creativity (energy of creation).
  19. Maybe repressed/supressed emotions come up after orgasm? I noticed that after healing a lot of trauma my sexual experience is more deeply sensual and I have no problems after orgasm.
  20. It would be great if you guys could share the music that has been most powerful for you in your healing process. You can post em' here! I have realized trauma is something that holds me back from really seeking Truth. Last year, physical illness and suffering have forced me to realize this and made me decide to face my pain and work really hard on healing my childhood trauma's. Everyone's healing process is different but music almost always plays a big role. Any genre is okay; sometimes uplifting music works best, sometimes sad music. It's all about allowing yourself to feel everything you need to feel. Here are some of the pieces of music that have been most powerful for my personal healing: This one is truly amazing. I recommend watching the beautiful dance whilst listening. This one is also extremely powerful. "Oh hello Love, my invincible friend."