Schahin

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  1. But yet, god is infinite intelligence, and things do happen somehow. So this intelkigenr nothingness because it is intelligent alive and divine, probably has an interest in developing itself, as Leo once said, to maximize love. Therefore everything IS, but also is happening somehow and that extends to infinity and infinity is god and god is intelligent, and we are god but still have no idea how reality unfolds.? So the intelligent God head must know even if it just is but still it is sonehow special and magical. And magical means magical and is beyond just IS. Certainly many people with certain illnesses and troublesome lifeconditions are only being too, but their lives proves that being can be special and wants to experience some type of being for whatever reason., which probably is to maximize love, which then needs some magical plan in order fornit not to be some random thing Do you agree?
  2. Interesting quote. I cant get the meaning though. Explain.
  3. I am having insights that there are so many secrets in the bible, that are there for us to wake up. A friend of mine who is a iboga facilitator says that the tree of life mentioned in apocalypse 22:2 is actually a reference to the iboga plant. What couls it refer to? Also what other secrets are hidden in the bible towards prophecies, psychedelics and what is the holy grail?
  4. I now after a few more experiences know it was him and me, but still "his" appearance as a spirit which is ultimately me to Gave me to understand that he has a special importance as a spirit helper I think. Something with Jesus is way too important in the mysteries of my/our own conciousness
  5. I believe in non duality completely but I knowbalso there are helping spiritis and spirit guided. When he appeared it was not an image. It was his spirit, it came for a few seconds and it was undoubtedly him, it was so obvious to recognize
  6. I watched your video, i laughed hard when you said you can never have sex with somebody, you are always masturbating^^ Legend
  7. https://www.psychedelicadventure.net/2009/12/chakras-gateways-to-consciousness.html?m=1 I am also curious to know what psychedelic works on which chakra. San Pedro is the heart chakra, Ayahuasca third eye, and bufo Alvarius crown chakra. Any more opinions would be grateful to know
  8. Whenever we take some healing psychedelic and get liberated out of the previous mental suffering phase, we realize that without the substance it would have never been possible. So that makes me think, are we responsible for our suffering? No matter how much we healing through a substance always gets you out of a previous mental syfferong state, and in the normal state it is rarely possible to let go of suffering sometimes it becomes even too difficult and people collapse. So what do you think is it our own choice or are we meant/is it planned that we suffer
  9. Of course this will be the next big realization But still you know what I mean with I suffered or he suffers right? It is the appearance as you say of suffering. It is not me suffering actually. B That is the core question, there is no doer, nobody, nothing but still the appearance suffering appears for some of "us" while for "others" not (sorry I didnt now how to explain it here without using pronouns, but yiu know what I mean right) its the suffering before you realized nonduality, it was actually happening as a part of being or wasn it? :)) Lets say I would be tremendously suffering mentally right now writing this, someone could say no that is not true but somehow it still is? Transcendence is important but philophising about duality and its happenings is not wrong either is it? So the questions remains, is it meant for the appearance of suffering to occur or does the "doer" have a choice here (even if there is no doer, but you understand right?)
  10. Why do you say that? @Serotoninluv A human and a dog can suffer, we might be an idea but as being we go through all being states and suffering is a being state too, god does suffer because god is being and being includes suffering. I suffered loads of times and when taking a psychedelic I was so grateful to that psych. But I was also sure that nothing I could have done myself to get rid of that suffering, and I tried meditation, fasting. Especially when you live in a stressfull environment and family. So the question still is, is it a choice of us (where we obviously dont exist, but do god experiences through us the suffering being state) or are we meant to go through this as like already mentioned above, after the healing we are grateful to the plant spirit and know by ourselves we could have not come that far so easily Your neighbour suffers he does, even if suffering is an illusion, but it still exists as a state of being.
  11. Yes that is it, there is no chooser. So therefore the "person" (there is n person but we all know what I am talking about) is meant to suffer. What is your opinion?
  12. Yesterday I had a hawaiian morning wood trip ans through bursting in this forum I had some theoretical knowledge which led me to insights that it is all me, There was no ego dissolution though. Id like to know if you get fully awakened, is it scary to know you are everybody? Or is it more a liberation feeling?
  13. If there is a world where everybody is awoken somewhere and sometime in gods infinite mind, is it an amazing world like a utopia where everything is beautiful or is it rather a scary place because everybody knows they are all myself and thus people dont see any meaning in life anymore?
  14. Yew but awakened i mean really be inthe god consciousness but still experiencing the dual world. Would that not be strange to walk around everywhere and know everybody is me and everybody else knows this too, that we are all just me
  15. Today I had a trip by hawaiian psychedelic seeds. And i did not lose my ego or something but had constantly this background feeling of nothingness, and being. I could not wrap my head totally around it but I had a brief insight of that being can only be and it is amazingly complicated and will never be understood, how it is or how it comes into being and is. Is it true though? Or is it just that I as a human did not understand it, but as nothingness I would totally comprehend it and know myself completely. Therefore does god know itself completely or is it even too complicated for god?
  16. Sounds good. I just had the realization today, that being cannot ever be understood, but maybe the understanding is not based on rationality and human logic. Maybe being is understood by simply being and nothing else. But seriously human reality on planet earth is so mysterious, so creative and so tight in all of its little details and galaxies and planets and languages, that is just doesn't make sense. I mean what is this actually the question remains, how does it come into being so perfectly and based on what do things Happen while coming into being. I don't think there is no answer, I think it is just highly complicated and whatever we experience must have a reason, but to understand it with human logic is not possible and too complicated. There must be an underlying structure or meaning to every experience and occurring reality which comes into being.
  17. Yes god knows itself completely already? Good knows how it comes into being knows every being and risky understands itself? How can infinity understand and know itself completely when it is infinite and infinite isn't complete but boundless
  18. The best first would be 2 weeks of ketogene diet plus vegetables and some fruits and honey then a week of water fasting (see Dr Nikolajew who manages to heal with water fasting most of his patients) and then I am sure you will be able to listen to your heart if ibogaine is good for you
  19. How does it work? We are all god but we have actually no idea how we created all this. How does god/we create and be all knowing and all powerful but simultaneously pretending not to know and not to create and so on... How can god be highly conscious and very unconscious at the same time? How is the mechanism of creation anyway? How will I as god create tomorrow the following day. What kind of people will I make meet tomorrow "coincidentally" and how am I consciously making them meet each other but at the same unconsciously reacting to it like a pleasant surprise (being the people tht meet each other, but having forgotten that I consciously created the situation) ? Who will have to die tomorrow or rather, which of my own characters will I end tomorrow and stop living him, and how can I be conscious and simultaneously unconscious about this? Who will receive a major shock, trauma or accident that will shape his life, and why will i want tht to happen? And how can I make that happwn to myself if I am in the process of being unconscious and thinking I am only a human? How can I create whilst thinking I am only a human and that's it? How is the mechanism of creation of realities anyway?
  20. My question was rather how does god imagine everything very consciously into being and also very intelligently but simultaneously pretends to not know what is happening and experiences it unconsciously. If God is not separate from us how does it create and imagine everything into being but still doesnt have a clue what is going, like in our case
  21. If it is magic we won't find it out neither a humans nor in the enlightened state? Who is doing this magic? God? Sure whatelse, but does God know how? I suppose so. Could we in an enlightened God state also realize how, and predict certain things?
  22. Let us better leave out the part of the mechanism because of course it can only be directly, but I think the most curious part is based on what factor, how? Based on what does god /we imagine our creation. For example you meeting a special Person on the street tomorrow, how and why did God imagine that meeting and arranged it both consciously and experienced it unconsciously through its human eyes. How can he create tornados, earthquake and so on both consciously as the creator and experience it unconsciously as a living being. Based on what does God create and how does he do it consciously and simultaneously experience it unconsciously thinking it was not him/me but creating it consciously absolutely sure it was him because he created it. I hope this makes sense, like mostly things go very slowly but still, sometime that special something out someone comes into our lives that changes everything. So every act must be done consciously by God, based on what and how if God is currently busy pretending not to be God?
  23. I was just thinking, if there is no future and no time, and everything is just an illusion, and Also everything already happened. Then our story, (the human story on planet earth). Or actually only the planet earth itself in future time-line like 1000 years from now already exists or existed too nd already happened or is happening right now. Maybe in a parallel virtual reality. Or do only we here exist now and this story has only come up until 2019?
  24. What do you think about the Bardo states described by the old Tibetan Monks, that say what happens after a person dies?