
Schahin
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Schahin replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
That is interesting but evolution to what? They might not suffer at each others hands but do make lots of animals and plants suffer way more than in the past. It is definitely not a utopia, for me it is already so annoying to see humans walking around With their dogs on leashes and castrating them, at if they are their slaves. Have you been to India already or similar "third world" countries (whatever that means) , dogs there Walk freely in huge crowds not bothering each other not fighting and enjoy their lives as free non castrated animals. They still come and make friendship with humans, because dogs are just awesome friends. I have seen castrated dogs here that still wanted to mate but couldn't though, its because they have no education about what happened to them that they don't care, it's still cruel though, not the business of the human of the dogs want to reproduce. Its putting them on a leash taking ownership and castrating it that makes dogs in our countries fight with each other because they lost all their social dog to dog abilities. On the topic of adultery, of course dogs are different here, but the human nature mostly is one of wanting to find love and binding to some certain person, but still so many humans manage to simply be unfaithful. Dogs don't have these issues they don't marry and want one person forever, although I have seen one dog couple already (in Brazil). The question though is, regarding what is said in the Bible and that Jesus died for the humans and their desire to be sinful, is it possible that God knew exactly that it will experience a form of animal that can bring on so many social problems? Certainly in gods infinite consciousness there are worlds and species that are just utopian, living in great harmony with absolute love for each other and nothing but goodness -
After my recent I am everywhere realization without ego transcendece, it keeps being a little bit difficult to swallow that it is just me here and I am all alone. It also doesn't sound right, can it be that there is infinite absoluteness but also other infinite absoluteness. It just is totally weird that it is just me here, that still seems like kind of an Identification too (me) having various personalities but always me. Does the God modus have an identification, God= I am but God= I(dentity) as well? Back to the topic, is it weird to finally find out you are all alone, is it sad? It is still weird that there is no other, it sounds somehow sad, don't know how God (nothingness) feels about it
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Schahin replied to ActualizedDavid's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Explain better hehe you are trying to transmit something very valuable -
Hey there people of the good, I Haven been Posting quite a few On this Great forum and try to research more on this topic. I'd really like to know some fundamental differences and Benefits of These compounds whereas The Bufo Alvarius has 5 Meo Dmt plus other molecules and comes from nature itself. Pros Bufo: it is Natural and Carries a certain benevolent toad Spirit With it, which maybe guides the experience? Con: it is only smokable, which might even be good because You have to surrender as The toad Spirit forces you to Surrender without you Being in control? You need to do it with a shaman which could be good for guidance or maybe not good as you need to be alone for this. Basically other psychedelics I prefer not to be alone, but this one may be different. Pro 5 Meo: it has various RoA and becomes therefore more gentle and gives you time to slowly Surrender (or maybe Not?) Con: it is Synthetic and Lacks other compounds which Could Roundup the experience and make it more Natural and pleasant (comparison Mushrooms and lsd, Mushrooms being my favourite as it connects One to nature and lsd just seems like I put a finger into an eletric socket) I am curious to hear more opinions P.S. I have only tried twice ayahuasca long ago, once mushrooms and once LSD and one really difficult half way through Bufo session which gave me an immense panick attack because it wss low dosage so I am not too experienced but I wish to end the last session by doing it correctly
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Are there no coincidences because from the absolute perspective everything has already happened or are there no coincidences because goe has a certain plan working towards its own development? Would that second version therefore not be destiny?
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Schahin replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It was said several times by Leo and I heard it through other spiritually advanced individuals also -
Obviously there are many angels, nature gods, African gods, indigenous spirits, hindu gods. I know all are ultimate you. But like the illusory separation of flesh I imagine them to be powerful, intelligent separations of ascended spirits (not sure though). But obviously they (who are ultimately you) exist and are always alive like us, during ayahuasca and other psychedelics these gods and angels many times show themselves to us. And also in the African (and other) religions, they come to help us humans while we encounter difficulties mentally be it like exorcism or just general help. But ultimately what and who are they really and why are they most of the times invisible?
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Myself have not reached Enlightenmrnt just yet. I am a few months away from it. But discussing with people who have I hear bith arguments. Be it someone who reached it through 5 Meo Dmt or through self inquiry. Some say we humans have free will other say we don't and ee are merely an illusion and everything happens through god. Why do different answers come up?
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Schahin replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You are right man. Its time to stop asking this question once and for all and just seek -
Schahin replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I Dont have them but I will go to the respective country for a transformational journey. For peyote it would be in Mexico and for ayahuasca in the Amazonian jungle. I mean psychedelics but I presume they have their spirits which give guidance in the experience. I had tried ayahuasca twice now than a year ago and found it nice and very frightening too -
Hi people If you had the chance which of these spirits would you rather recommend for deep healing, transformation, self knowledge, spiritual growth? Which one offers more guidance? Also which country suits better to travel to for the spiritual growth. These spirits lie in different regions as well. Would you say ayahuasca is rather heavy?
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Schahin replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I don't really know what happened before birth and after so thats why it tends to be mote towarda no free will. But there are a good amount of enlightened individuals who say there is free will -
Schahin replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
So which one of the three thoughts could it most likely approach? -
A few thoughts: 1. If god is nothing then there is also no will of god because nothing just IS (then the question arises how does it xome into being?) 2. God is divided into infinite parts and whatever these parts decide to do becomes gods will too (the question arises: where do decisions preceded by thought and therefore where do thoughts come from?) 3. God is infinitely intelligent and has a plan to maximize and develop its love, what could that plan be and how could we as god become conscious of the plan?
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I had an HBWR trip today and reakized I am everywhere, everything and pure consciousness. There is no place in the world it is all consciousness being conscious of itself. I got trapped in a negative thoughtloop and couldnt get out of it and think I got possesed. I put my fingers in the throat to try to purge the spirits, did not vomit but I felt liberated though. It was horrible man you feel trapped in your own body the only way is purging. It made me realize a few thijgs. First of all, its all me but I will never know how I created all this, so this proves the trinity explained in the bible, that god is the son but also the father, how can I know how this ll was created? And the whole life occurrences do not happen by coincidence it is always super intelligent, but how is that if it is me, then how dont I know how the strings are pulled? Second what the hell are those spirit possesions man?? If everything is you how can there be spirits that want to fuck you up, if they are you too
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Schahin replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
See I kind of think HBWR makes you realize non-duality while still in duality. realized the holy spirit and instantly knew it was it. I realized myself as god but couldn't grasp how I made my environment so therefore I am the son and the son is god too. (trinity says exactly that). And I realized God as a father who is me but as it is trip, somebody must be wheeling the drive and it certainly dass not me as the son especially because I went insane through that spirit possession and knew it was a warning of my father who is also me but I consider him father because he pulls the strings. A warning in order to understand my brother who went insane after a mushroom trip. Therefore I am totally sure of the trinity, you not? But the most important question here for me is what are these spirit possesions?? They are absolutely scary, make you insane and in that moment i thought of killing myself. If everything is you, are these "bad intended" spirits not you? Why do they come and try to fuck you when you are the most sensible? -
Schahin replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think with HBWR that is a little bit difficult because it is totally mentally and its not even in your head but you have like realization thoughts out of nowhere and one of them was about the holy spirit and another one was of pure consciousness. But still planet earth under this trip just looks like a huge artistic creation of the bigger me, which they call father. Therefore father, son and holy spirit. I find it totally true, you don't? As long nobody can tell me how they created the Amazon forest planet Earth and all other planets, I am sure that god is still father and son and holy spirit, I would he happy to learn something new though. Of course they are all you aka me but we just don't know how reality unfolds in its totality on planet earth and also nothing Happens by coincidence, therefore the father in the trinity -
Hey dear people here I know you will all say Jesus is you, I know this but... Twice I used psychedelic substances where I had na intense realization of Jesus by his "personal" appearance. It was both times very quick and fast but it was a sudden realization without a doubt it was him. The first time was the most intense, it was so obvious man, I hadnt used to believe in him but after that 5 second appearance there was absolutely no doubt, it was him and only him, appearing with the greatest love in human form that exists it was so sweet unforgettable but yet I kind of forgot it because it has passed already. I have never felt a human being being so extremely lovely. Today was another moment, I actualky ate frankiscence just to test it, and frankiscence is the material the 3 magis brought Jesus upon his birth, and i had a second quick christ realization but again it was obvious not as obvious as the first time, becayse the first time was just totally incredible. So my question who is Jesus really, I mean of course we are all one. But his appearance 2000 years ago was the most important happening of a character ever and now his spirit coming in front of me just makes it somehow unexplainable who he really was and what is his role as a spirit for humans?
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Schahin replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
At the end was it a beautiful or a painful vision? -
Schahin replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think he died. Basically I asked this question here because I wonder how he said such a thing but the discussion about nonduality here are more that it is not determined and god creates it every moment and the future is not certain yet -
@peanutspathtotruth I am from Germany and my nrother went through something similar, trust me mental hospitals here are so bad really bad. My brother calmed down with esting raw food and cleaning his guts but he remains delusional, which I now am totally sure is a spirit possesion and needs to be dealt with. Spirit possesion is true I didnt believe it either, but I had my own experiences too now. If you want contact me and we'll exchange some informatiom
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I am everything and everywhere. Also I rule over everything with absolute intelligence. But that is god in me, my higher self which makes reality unfold for me. How much decision space do I the human self have, or am I only acting out on his plan entirely and cannot have any control over what happens whatsoever? I just need to let go, trust and accept,whatever my true self unfolds for my human life in a mysterious manner or does any bit of decision space remain to me and therefore I take responsibility over that part?
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Hey people, I am having babysteps towards awakening, and I recently realized that everybody and everything is me. To questions herefore 1. Is it depressive when you finally awake and realize you talked to yourself all the time? Or is it liberating and more of a Hallelujah sensation? 2. Does the game for you end officially (not with dieing, but rather that there is no more joy to it) and or is it a new beginning? Are you now more able to explore your own consciousness while still being a living being? Or is there no more reason to it? Actually we can call it game but ultimately being can ONLY be, so being fully awaken wont take away the fact that god can only be in order to know itself. Not being doesnt work