Schahin

I know brother. Its is just a curiosity, I find it extremely curious to know how the "mechanics" of awakening work. Awakening means you start to realize that you are existence itself. So now I become curious about this amazing reqlization. Is it a gift being granted by your own highest authority in a complete conscious "act" or is it accidentally realizing it or rather stumbling over it. It is just a curious curiosity what is your opinion?

Hey there, So you are god, and dreaming your own dream. To what extent is it possible to manipulate this dream? Can you as god eradicate illnesses, disorders, homelessness, corruption, poverty etc? To what extent is manipulating possible or isnt it possible? How about eradicating an illness in yiur closest proximity like within your family? Lets say your child/husband or wife developed a mental or physical illness. Can you as god heal that person consciously, magically? I imagine that god is dreaming but once god awakens, he or whoever awakens can like in a lucid dream change the dream to help others. Or is it ratger that God is already awoken and dreams it exactly as it should be dreamt and we cannot change a thing? That somehow is paradoxical because it is your/my dream, you and me we are god so shouldnt we be able to change it once awoken from it?

This is exactly what I find so confusing. There is no external god, yet there is no free will, and no determinism, and no plan or destiny either

I see what you are saying. Id still argue that in gods infinite mind a world with no illnesses is also possible. No need for there to be cancer, illnesses, homelessness, and so on... Ultimately it is all imagined so why imgine suffering in such an extent, cause its mostly humans suffering of animals under humans. Wild animls dont develop these civilization illnesses. The question though is, can someone that awoke to its nature of god change things in the dream? Or is the dream preset and if god decides for someone to be mentally ill then no magical action can change ght even though yiu are intimately god (but you cannot change a thing)

I imagine a perfect utopian dream with no illnesses, where noone "suffers". Sure it might be an experience for god to experience homelessness and illnesses. And when it isnt in our close proximity we just discard it at beneficial to the absolute. Ultimately when you have a close family member that suffers tremendously 24 hours due to a mental illness, then I as a human would just like to stop. What is the ultimate benefit of suffering so tremendously for a lifetime anyway? Mental illnesses are only amazingly disturbing illnesses, no cancer family involved to take care of (lol). Also cancer is a parasitic form of something that did not exist before and was creates due to environmental poison, bad health, stress, emotions, severr trauma and so on. So basically the ideal would be to keep creation healthy because these illnesses are also very typical of humans and are mostly civilization illnesses. Wild animals almost never have to deal with any of these things. So yeah the fundamental question would also be, is god consciously wanting to experience that kind if illness, or does it give enough power to its creation in order for the sick person to take care of his/her health? And if that person ultimately succumbs to illness anyway coukd we fellow humans help in a magical divine way as we ourselves are intimately god? Is it so weird to desire perfect health for all of our creation after one has awoken?

Nice hehe well I tried LSD once and DMT. LSD is weird in my opinion hehe but opinions differ. Its so edgy and not natural, shrooms on the other hand have all to do with nature and plant consciousness. DMT was also strange I like LSA alot. It gives you major nausea but it is the knowledge seed, it gives you so much true understading straightaway with no need to die

I ate the seeds plenty of times, honestly the nausea passes and if not just an orange or honey to calm down your gut. If you start low with 2 seeds most things are fine and amazing. Exaggerating is the bad thing here. Just chewing on a single seed instantly makes me laugh ans realize being and perceive the devilish things I do. I find complex extraction methods highly weird and not good because it goes against the traditional and natural way these things are meant to be consumed. Seeds are to be eaten and not to be raped by different kind of chemicals. That is why DMT is also so weird, in that it acts way too fast and has no guidance whatsoever.

We talk alot about how free will does not exist, and cannot grasp it remaining in the ape/monkey mind. But over time we have glimpses of god and realize that its all god and we dont exist and that ll our suffering was also due to the will of god. But how extreme is suicide? What does it imply in terms of gods will? Is it god wanting to experience such an extreme state of darkness and desperation that he ultimately kill himself? So why do all religions judge suicide then? It seems paradox under these premises, what could suicide significantly show in terms of gods will, in terms of human free will (where ultimately the human doesnt exist and god does) ?

Sure but how would you answer the question then? Do you agree that it is confusing, of course I am god but havent the insights told us that an individual human will nevertheless does not exist and it is all gods will? Thats what I have learned so far, which doesnt mean I am not god (allthough you might think I am still confused). But it means that I as a human only am performing whatever my highest conscious self wants to and that I will never figure out how consciously it unfolds step by step I just perform according to thoughts, Impulses, conditioning. .. And so on. If I am conscious enough through lots of training I manage to supress thoughts and mostly be and witness and remain in bliss. Then there are people that are highly unconscious but still perform according to their/my/our highest self who still makes the decisions with utmost intelligence, do you agree? So how does suicide fit into that highest conscious intelligent decision performing? Its a really old curiosity which could be interesting to dissolve, because it seems paradoxical that we have no individual free will but still when it comes to suicide suddenly we have it.

This was your first psychedelic and you started with 8 seeds damn. I know a few psychedelics and first time I did baby woodrose I used three and it was amazing and difficult as well. Two to three seeds already are great I prefer two also. Baby woodrose is damb nice once yiu are aquainted with it. It is actually smooth but the nausea increases the more seeds you take and the nausea is quite a confusing state

Hey people of the good, Can sb supoort me and telling me advices on how to do self inquiry? I have tried it these ways so far: Asking "Who am I" , and then just remain silent and wait for something to happen. Asking "where does my next thought come from" (from the book quantum healing) and then observe the silence in between the thoughts And asking "who is aware of these thoughts" (that I an thinking right now) and then also observing the silence that comes afterwards. So far i keep trying but I imagine that these methods all lead to awakening, in the search of the dreamer of this dream, and probably awakening is like really waking up. Do you have more and better advices?

Thank you Ill view it now

Wow interesting. What do you exactly mean by random destiny? If makes a real good title for a book, but how would you summarize the book?

Lets talk about destiny. Who is talking about destiny? Well it is your imagination so be kind to yourself and see what you think about it yourself for yourself To what point is the life of one person ruled by destiny, certain experiences god wanted to undergo beforr incarnating? Would the lack of destiny imply randomness in life?

Reality and this story unfold day by day in a magical way and it is all imagined by me, but that makes it so difficult to accept I am god. I imagine it from where? If it is from here and now how can I not manipulate it in any way? I am God deluding myself thinking that I am not God, so would that mean my imagination is the law of attraction delusion factor that unfolds reality? Or is my big and higher self imagining it without itself ever being deluded but being like a father who knows and creates with utmost intelligence? Being god but not having control and not being able to manipulate reality (for the good of course, eradicating illnesses, corruption, inequality) makes it sometimes difficult to accept myself as god. It makes me realize always the trinity which Christianity mentions, that god is the father the son and the holy spirit. So you are the son but there is still the father (that is you too), but the father is in no way deluding itself ever. It is always the pure god awareness which creates without the sons consent. And the son is deluding itself, ultimately all are one, but one is deluded the other isnt. I cant wrap my head around how that works. But who said that god can be explaines? If god could be explained it wouldnt be god Let me give an example to clarify it further: Ill see a very bad shaped sad homless person having reached the bottom of existencd on the street. I look at him and think, okay he is god but he has no clue yet and thats why he is in that shape, or rather he is the son of god and his father (his higher self) wants him to experience this state of homelessness, abandonment and lostness, and no matter how much the homeless man tries, as long as the intelligent father prevents him from elevating he wont be able to elevate, which somehow sounds like destiny. What would be true here? Can the guy ever get out of his state by his personal will?

Are you sure we will never know? How can you be sure? You are intimately god so maybe there is a slight possibility to realize something

I corrected the title, it wasnt meant to say good, but god. Yes indeed my mind is immersed in content but I thought forums are for that hehe. I could sit here still and contemplate a long time also, still it would take a while to respond to fundamental existential questions, maybe I wouldnt even get there. Even with psychedelics I cant seemto figure out these fundamental questions about the nature of why and how. This forum is a good hub to clarify a few things and then relieve the mind that way from more unnecessary questions. Like that thing with the homeless I asked. Obviously when you realize oneness and become spiritual, people at the bottom of society do care you infinitely more and it would be interesting to find out why they are in the state they are, that wont change there state but it is important to backgroundly know why and how.

Lets reveal it here guys. Not keeping it a secret. Its time that people all wake up and we live in a totally dreamy world all together in peace. We can start it through the community here. I am sure not all the psychedelics are known to man and some here on The forum might keep it as a secret, but open you hearts and reveal it. This community should start giving the first shot out there to make earth a beautiful place for every living being. 5 Meo is not necessarily gentle not long lasting Id suppose and DPT is research chemical, how is there not a natural alternative? We should somewhere start to live in an earth without corruption, wars and illnesses and hopefully transform from being an animal into pure light while still living in duality

Ramana Maharshi says every single movement in life is predetermined, However as read many posts here on the forum, some dont agree with this notion. I had an LSA esperience yesterday where I had an insight that it was planned to go through all the struggles in life up to this point of accepting god as the ultimate doer of everything and only this point of life would change turn things around (I had a rough life and am recovering finally which is only due to acceptance of god) That did confuse me though, as I felt that there was no other way to reach this point of turn in life (which is to accept god finally and leave the past struggles behind as lessons to grow personally) There is no free will, everything happens in the now but still there is no predetermination (which Ramana Maharshi states otherwise). I know there is no intellectual way to figure this out but the insights that other people had may help to answer this question. So what actually in life IS preplanned? Like some destined lifestruggles (losing your wife/husband/or any member of the family to death), losing your house and all your life in a hurricane. I mean did consciousness plan on letting some special strugglepoints in life happen in certain phases of your life? Still god is the ultimate intelligent actor and some nasty games that happen to people do seem unexplainable if god did not want it to happen (which is gid experiencing it itself) , what else could describe life? Otherwise it would seem that there indeed is free will and you are totally responsible for whatever happens and need to get by the best you can, that could be anything, from being imprisoned for years innocently, becoming mentally severely ill and braindamaged and thus becoming socially completely isolated, losing dear people to death, homelessness, drug addiction and so on and so forth. There are infinite struggles that one could endure that are only in order for god to experience such a state of being, but my insight told me that it was planned to be so and not arbitrarily.

Maybe its not only due to cause and effect, but god is playing out some special story, and it would be interesting to know the mechanism at least somehow. Surrender to whatever happens and be witness is gold but up until to the point of surrender, did everything happen according to a preplanned decision before birth of each one? If I become homeless or mentally ill in 2020 and am still stuck in ego separatism and have not realized the nature of god yet. Was that occuring already part of the destinyplan before birth? Destiny means some certain turning points happen at certain phases in life. Determinism would mean that everything was preplanned but thats not my question. The absence of free will and the absence of determinism is the confusing part, because how do things unfold then? There seems to be that missing something in between no free will and no determinism, which I would guess is that certain turning points where already decided before birth and god wantes to experience mental illness or homelessness in that particular human character of his. Replace mental illness with whatever life-changing experience. Also how can we dismiss the opinion of the great Ramana Maharshi who said that indeed every single movement in our life was predetermined already, was he totally wrong? Why do the insights counter each other so much?

Yes indeed. Still isn't the entirety of all human thoughts and all animal thoughts that what ultimately creates and makes reality unfold by the imagination of all together? When we sum up that 0. 000000...1 percentage for everybody and everything wouldn't it somewhen reach 100%? Or is it the contrary that the one big you is imagining even our thoughts and we remain out of grasp for that imagination until we awaken and integrate the awakening?

But it is imagined in a way that the human self cannot grasp ever true? An awakening is needed. Or is it the imagination that occurs constantly according to the law of attraction of each human self and is actually decided through our thoughts?

As I have observed so far, the most common way is to ask who is aware of the thoughts and desires coming up and finally you find out that noone and nothing is aware and therefore there is no doer and no free will. Is it like this though? Also what else can be done to come the conclusion that we dont act on a free will but are merely experiencing being in a magical and mysterious way that god and this nothingness is directing for everybody and everythibg

What the link to the video?

What are practical ways of opening your third eye? It is probably a beautiful step in advancing ones own spirituality and being connected to the spirit world.