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Yes that is true, the challenging stuff came up but that was all within a few seconds that is why I thought I am losing my mind. It was all too fast, but would it be a breakthrough dose it would have gone straight into awakrning I think. Low doses are weird, i am not sure if it was predetermined by god to only experience that and wake up and not die yet... Not sure, that bothers me. Okay i thought the blissstage would be just normal, but the psychological baggage you say is probably that phase of losing the mind? Does that insanity continue if taking a higher dosage or even become stronger? I seriously thought i went crazy and never get out and will be suspicious towards everyone all the time living in the greatest fear ever, thanks that didnt happen though

But is this demonization and the rejection already happening during the trip while in the blissful stage? That sounds crazy, I can imagine it happening long afterwards it has ended. As long as it doesnt leave one psychologically damaged or insane I think it is doable, what do you think? Seen anything damaging in someone? I am unfortunately absolutely not in the right set nor setting for mushrooms i think they are more confusing also. 5 meo dmt sounds like there is not even a set and setting needed as you forget your story, and you become the set the setting the medicine the surroundings and everything. Mushrooms last time unfortunately taught me something extremely disastrous in that they are safe and that I could recommend them to a sensible person in my fam for autotherapy, which unfortunately went totally wrong and we still deal with the consequences. Thats why I am keen on trying 5 Meo because I cant afford false or deceiving messages right now I want to be straightforward and on the right path

I am not too experienced no, just twice ayahuasca and one mushroom a year ago. Yeah it is smoked as I did it with a facilitator. Can I ask what do you mean it can be challenging? I mean truth is truth right? For everyone and in a non dual state there shouldn't be suffering right? I am doing it less to explore myself but more to be completely reborn and be able to make straightforward conscious decisions now as I need to make really important sensible decisions in order to help someone I love alot in my family but am super doubtful on how to help this someone, which I have ignored for too long as I couldnt find the right answer and it bothers me immensely

I see that one yeah, well i didnt even have a chance to think about anything or even to take a deep breath it was just pure confusion, no chance to let go of anything as it was way too heavy and confusing and terrifying and me becoming insane and not too high to breakthrough. So yeah I thought the spirit taught me something in that regard, id like to trust and try it again but what do you mean by a high dose can be challenging? Does it mean it could involve any kind of suffering also? It must be better than a low dose in any sense because low dose is just weird. There must be a way to let go smoothly without all the confusion, how can the ego with so much going on let go volubtarily?

I have recently had a sub breakthrough dosage of 5 meo dmt with a facilitator, as he said it jt would be better to start small, he asked the spirit of the medicine to give me what I need and direction, and when I went into the trip it was just panick and confusion. It made me feel like some loved person in my family feels, who is mentally ill, so I am not sure if that was the message I had to receive, as it made me clear how this person feels like. I was too afraid to try it once more, as it shook me too hard. I was kinda awoken into this life but at the complete wrong time and i think the message was to stay clear of these substances, but I really am not sure if it was just wrong to start at a low dosage. I had the sense of being the only one in the world and it has only been me all the time, but not in a nice way, bit in a terrifying way of having thought there are others around but there was noone and I was waking up to this fact. This great sense of panick and confusion did not even let me let go and also i really saw changing my frequency to other dimensions, so that the facilitator started to look very evil to me and as if I was tricked by him. So i am not sure what happened if it was the low dosage or me not letting go or the spirit saying to stay away but I just got afraid of trying it again and then really slipping into another dimension and ending up insane, because that was what I felt

Could the medicine be the one medicine that cures the lives of any mentally ill people?

Well anxiety and phobias are actually well known to be treated by psychedelics. Especially social phobia. I think we should distinguish taking psychedelics for fun or using them in a correct ceremony as a medicine. They are acually medicine, some say a tool for consciousness work, that is true, Many say sacred medicine which makes more sense because it heals you and brings you back to who you really are and burns away the baggage of negativity you acquired which made you depressed/anxious/scared or delusional. The reason why we think schizophrenia is not well treated with sacred medicines I think is more of a common misconception that says that these illnesses are unhealable. But that is just the view of western psychiatry, that really has no idea in the first place. As said before, mental illnesses can be very well treated by prolong fasting which itself is also a the best medicine as Hippocrates said too

Well I meant mental illnesses in general, but for me the important one is schizophrenia, I dont have it by the way. The question would still apply to all mental illnesses. Schizophrenia to me just seems like a confused person, someone that is disconnected to the universe, from its own spirit. I am no chronic schizophrenic to evaluate it better but already had a sub breakthrough experience with the medicine and it totally felt like schizophrenia to me even only for a few seconds but I had the feeling that I'd never come out of that state. The sense of being lost and not trusting your surroundings, being more or less completely alone in the world instead of united. So maybe schizophrenics are always in that sub breakthrough state due to whatever circumstances and factors, and just need that jump to unity and faith.

In the past, when there was no medication, people used to heal themselves by not eating anything for a prolonged period. This is a natural healing method if it apllies to every and anyone I am not sure Dr Juri Nikolajew. Russian psychiatrist found this out, while one persoj with schizophrenia refused to eat, and he refrained from the forcefeed practice, after a few days he started talking, and doing activities and by 25 days 70% got healed. Prolonged fasting must be a consciousness work also, as you refrain from the desires of the body and take care of your real self. Basically what I think the story of Adam and Eve was about, when they ate from the tree they pursued their bodily needs and forgot who they really were and therefore left paradise, as they got distracted with human desires and you can only see the true self, leaving all your desires, which are all distractions. 5 Meo Dmt breakthrough probably does the same and makes you remember yourself and therefore could be beneficial just as fasting is, but maybe it would be good if someone really had problems tried it and came here to comment. I had my own experience with 5Meo but it was sub breakthrough and it was not fun, and I literally could feel how a schizophrenia suffering human feels, am a little bit afraid of trying it again, as I think I received the message that was needed and couldnt bring myself through it again, but yes probably after feeling schizophrenic you feel the universal unity and end the schizophrenia. So mental illness could be probably a person that has just lost himself due to severe trauma and other factors. He cant recognize himself anymore and got pushed down by his thinking, Beliefs, bad experiences, all mental illnesses are different but I am talking abiut the severest, schizophrenia. So 5 Meo or fasting could help to remember andbe yourself again and burn away what has led you astray and made you mentally ill. What do you think?

But definitely the great amount of people just live unconscious or rather not awoken yet and for certain people there is this urge of awakening be it that a friend told them about certain psychedelics (my case) or be it through the inner voice telling you something. So up until that point that someone tells you about 5 Meo for example so that you awaken and perform on your free Will. Up until to that point you are rather unconscious and be driven by your thoughts and emotions. So it must be the absence of free will that one receives the voice to awaken, because the inner voice or recommendation of a friend certainly are not just by accident. And then who puts these thoughts and emotions into the human being? If he is God then he himself should decide what thoughts and emotions should arise, which for a not awoken person is extremely difficult. The same applies to dreams, we can't control our dreams unless we train lucid dreaming, so no free will, unless we get the message to train lucid dreaming, which is also hard training for itself.

If the consensus is that there Is no free will, therefore everything is predetermined. Did this view change among the community here or does it still hold true? If everything is predetermined that means, we are just pursuing things that were "agreed upon" before birth? Or do we indeed have free will as we are God right now and change our lifes from moment to moment?

In this dream we are living some things constantly happen over again or remain the entire time. For example Jesus. He is the one personality that seems to have the highest divine figure but why? Who was this man really? And why is he so worshipped? I don't want to be provocative I am only asking. I heard today some videos talking about Jesus, he seems to have talked a lot about himself. I read also things in the Bible that have very deep meaning and are very beautiful written about life but at the end is he the light and only him? Also could he walk on the surface of the water and turn in into wine,this is incredible, but what are all these magic tricks for, it's too long ago also. Also, what does it mean he died for our sins?

Hello dear people, recently I have heard of healers that channel to other beings (I think from other dimensions, or frequencies, not too sure), these beings could be called angels as their frequency is very high. These angels thereby do a surgery on the Astral body of a person and heal him from various ailments. I have asked around in an ayahuasca group I participate in and also another group and the people seem to have experienced healing through this method. Who else knows about it and knows if it truly works? If it worked for me it seems like it could replace the conventional medicine. Is there also a distinction between experienced Astral surgery channellers, better results and so on?

I agree with you, nonetheless I heard that these surgeries are done by higher beings, and they work on the Astral body. So the people would be just chanellers. Have you heard about these surgeries?

I have only heard about it recently from a 5 Meo Dmt facilitator. And then asked in an ayahuasca group where I got positive remarks about it

How to do magic? A wise woman told me, as we are the creator of the universe, we can do magic if we believe in ourselves . I believe in myself or at leaf I start with it, ever since she said it I find out slowly what that means, I have no great spiritual knowledge and like to have a little bit more practical knowledge or know if someone has seen something amazing regarding the magic already.

I imagine becoming limitless, boundless and infinite, and then returning back to an individual human being could be traumatic right or no? I imagine the mind and the human being to be too tight after having experienced the infinity. Like getting back into a tight shoe after having walked barefeet on the sand of the beach or I might be wrong. But maybe there are even other problems not related to the "tightness" of the human life. I am contemplating these things as I have an upcoming opportunity for a Bufo Alvarius ceremony.

I will definitely encourage him to do so but he is so out and busy with his thoughts and delusions, I will try and will be optimistic. What do you think could be a start for healing if he signed up here. What holistic approach would be good? Have you heard anything of Astral surgery yet? Or white magic?

No unfortunately nothing except a fruit based diet and two long distance sessions for entity cleansing. We live in a small conservative city here in Germany and people with mental problems are just given medication and become very socially isolated even by the own family just me and my father remained loyal to him, therapy is very hard to receive, too much Burocracy and independent research involved, they won't let me organize a psychotherapy for him, they want him to organize it himself which is impossible as he has no energydrive to do anything plus social phobia, and long term isolation and violence /abuse /trauma/mistreatment made him not trust anybody anymore and plus long waiting times minimal 6 months which is too ridiculous as to be asking for true help here. He doesnt know of this forum, how could he receive healing here? I see there is a lot of talk about becoming self conscious doing self inquiry and so on and so forth here, which I read alot and constantly tell him, but it seems that he is not happy with the conclusion that he is God, he wants to be a child of God and get actual healing by God, the conclusion that he is god seems too disappointing. Basically this forum motivated me to get awaken soon, and see if I am in any way possible to acquire healing abilities. I am still looking for practical advice and if anybody has ever seen some amazing things by believing strongly in yourself

Yes that's it I don't know what else I could do. I contacted Reiki specialists, kambo healers but most don't reply back, and we went on a backpack tour for 2 months to give him holidays. After he had the mushroom experience he slowly started talking about it. And then couldn't look at people anymore, and kept talking and talking until today. I don't really know if it is a perception problem he is having or if he is doing black magic but in the current dimension he encounters himself, or if the entities are deluding him, no idea. Because I can't see anything different in this world, but he sees it all the time. And he didn't know anything about it before. He just started talking about it all the time after that.

He is not able to do anything anymore, he says whatever he wants to do the magic thing didn't let him, he can't even brush his teeth anymore as there is magic involved. Until recently he couldn't look at people and so on.and put his cap strongly over his eyes so that he doesn't see anything and didn't do damage with his magic. I had no idea what was going on, and thought he had HPPD, and researched a lot so the first thing I did was forcing him on an entirely fruit based diet which was very complicated to go through with as he was too used to fast food and sugar. But he improved immensely as he was totally out of control last year, being haunted 24 hours running away on the streets and then finally he slipped into another world thinking until today that me and my father were kidnapped and replaced by others and he still asks me what I did to his family, very very sad. Today he is much better due to the diet but still talks constantly about black magic and also that his family is gone, but does have more calmness. Then recently I was introduced to this lady that manages to ask the evil spirits to leave and we did two sessions on long distance as she lives in Mexico and we In Germany. But due to translation problems more sessions should be done. I am curious if it works I just cme to believe about these entity things as she is a Bufo Alvarius facilitator and for me that is green sign for a trustworthy person.

Stubborn entities means evil ones that refuse to leave him and feed off his energy and also manipulate and delude him. Yes he is under treatment but it was exactly this (mis) treatment that brought him where he is today, it was long ago just a minor emotional problem but I was a child and my father gave the responsibility to some bad doctors who forced him on so many things and used violence to reach what they wanted, finally the accidental mushroom use was the ones that made him insane. I can't try anything because I still am trying to figure out what is happening anyway

Yes that's the only thing he wants, I first did not take it seriously but it is obviously immense suffering. I just see myself obtaining these healing magical qualities as the best way to do anything, I have been ignoring it for way too long. Nobody else except this wise lady was ready to offer help and she gave me information I really needed to know. When we talk about black magic, evil entities and possession, what are these things, because obviously they do not belong to us as the lady sad, she said they trick us and manipulate and then things became very complicated as she mentioned also reptilians and other races that inhabited earth and lured us back here after regressing, I have no clue If somebody knows more I'd be happy to know. I know this derails from the topic but could be good to understand what black and white magic are anyways. If they do not belong to us are they separate forces from the nonduality? Are they opposing the allmighty God and trying to do I don't know what?

I would like to heal him from a mental illness he developed after a decade of traumatizing events and abuse and a final magic mushroom use which gave his mental sanity the rest. He obviously lives in another dimension now and constantly talks about black magic which he did not know anything about at all and he suffers greatly because of it. I cannot understand him but want to heal him be it through healing powers (reiki, entity cleansing) or Astral surgery. And also use white magic to be able to attract luck and positive energies to him. Maybe most of this stuff to you sounds like rubbish, but this wise lady that told me about it (she is a bufo alvarius facilitator that's why I give her great credibility) told me that these things all do exist and there is so much more. She even through a long distance managed to get rid off many stubborn entities that my brother attracted after his shrooms experience, that disturbed him a lot but there is still much to do and I want to be able to do it by myself. Probably awakening is the start in order to understand more about these things.

Hey dear people, I understand that thoughts are not part of who we are (they are not us or rather what is our true nature). So if they are not us and they just randomly appear without being asked for and there is seemingly no control over them showing up, could it be that thoughts are the influence of low and high frequency beings /entities trying to send us their messages based on our emotional state. I hear that every person has low and high frequency entities on them and probably let's them in by himself (I am still trying to figure out how exactly, but I think it is through our daily actions, being compassionate, understanding and loving and therefore letting in good or bad entities). So has anybody thought about this subject yet and came to a similar conclusion?