Aeris

try LSD before each shower, the shower is showing itself

I don't know if it ended I never meant this, when does it end, when does it start ?

aroused ? I still want her, but do I want her ? how much I want her ? good questions. Time will give me answers

attractive reinforcement spiritual books, anyone ?

then the circle is complete, all this, was a pure bullshit.

yep I did that too, we connected through deep telepathy and self understanding. we had a good laugh, walked a bit, but she really wanted me ultra hard so I took my ballz and we fucked a lot <3 I remember myself eating her neck like a good icecream, she allowed me anything. She surprised me with her want ho man she was wonderful, I remember her whispering dirty thing in my ears, it kind of made me so lit. I lost my cover this night. She didn't noticed, I wouldn't break the moment with futile talking, I was the music and playing my instrument. I made her ultra happy she told me so. Such a wonderful and desirable creature. Hope she comes back on my path, Destiny is a real thing

One of my friend got a glimpse of eternality through this, a shitty kind apparently though

some will endure the pain, some will die though.

Direct experience vs concept Create your direct experience & stop overthinking, Start creating what does it mean for you to be you Stop living in fantasy of others if they means shit to you Create your own fantasy

Insects talks has no affect on me. I do not feel anger toward meaningless futility perception. Their biased truth, full of shit, means nothing to me.

it's bullshit for kiddy shit nihilist.

- cold shower - sport - diet - art/reading - sleeping/meditation - meaning Nootropics : - Yamabushitake* - Reishi - Maïtaké - Cordyceps - Coenzym Q10 - PQQ - D3 - Ptérostilbène - Gingko Biloba - Rhodiola Rosea - L-Carnitine - L-Tyrosin - Uridine - Taurine - Ashwagandha - Zink - Magnesium Citrate - Vitamin B complex - Omega 3 / krill oil - Trytophan ( help maintain sleep ) > I take days off, before bed, I only took reishi and lion's mane again for instance. > did my own researsh > I don't take everything, everyday, I do what works for my body and need > ( all products are from german brand ( 9/10 ), they are natural, mostly regulated ( per the gov/law state ) ( no extract ). vegan, no shit inside. at all. )

technique A .. technique B .. technique C .. start rising your own. No teacher, no teaching. Only the one that work for yourself.

Don't reduce yourself to stop break the need. embody a total control over your body & mind nothing dictates your craving for something but yourself

be truly yourself be fully honest don't fear the loss of a-thing ( an emotion, a need ) feel complete. be grateful with what you have / do not have become the best version of your own self intuitively, believe in the universe to provide what you need