
Aeris
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the last paragraph makes me think of what I told my brother yesterday. tho it doesn't mean we should accept to live only on a weak system and accept it. ACCEPT IT, live it, and if you can, kill it
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good views, but in the case of a mental affair, like I sell you with a smile a defectible object, is different than non manage your monney correctly.
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my head
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Honest This should be known by the common. Very authentic answer there I can sense A full episode on ego projection and differentiation between authentic projection carved in love vs falsehood devilry projection
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I don't know I only use to listen music mostly without lyrics or just angry sample. ( Mostly angry current dubstep noise ) When I was listening metal as a teenager I didn't understand a word in rap or others genre. To answer I think everything you do is written somewhere in your mind' you just can't Access it. People who use to sing along a rap lyrics though totaly mindfuck themself.
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Do what you want. The 'karma' is very real. Not all buyers will appreciate. You'll not win long term if one decide to physically broke you because you scam him. Do not do others what you wish not get. It doesn't mean you cannot act red. But consciously Fuck people. It's sure that once the seed will be very angry and if your life is worth 500$ humm If someone scam me joyfully and I know where he lives. I would burn his house without him knowing I would even do it for him to not link me. I would find him on fb aswell. And when I m vengeful It's only if justice has to be incarnated by me. Which is rare but when I act 'red' you wished not be my ennemy Don't think everyone people you sell things are weaks monkeys. The more dangerous could look the weakest.
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I never followed leo, leo has been the reflect of my own inner will to pull string from the universe through the use of my innate force to find answer to my questionning. I m not thankful for leo to be real, I m thankful to me to having makes leo a part of my reality. ( Am I truly joking ? ) I only watched how to makes a girl squirt 2 months ago. Shame on me
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escape from ?
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I m reading two books currently. all the answers for most of the questions are there : REALLY clear in thoses books, Robert_Greene_Mastery Anders_Ericsson_Robert_Pool_-_Peak__Secrets_from_the_New_Science_of_Expertise I was already aware of most teaching in there, but that's good to reframe and read more consciously ! why some people can work 150 hours a week without having needs to go for others activity, kind of answered totaly. ajasatya, your work seams very interesting. good luck with this, you're right about your own empathy. I probably looks devils and red, but most people here believe they are at a higher mental dev that where they really are, including myself. but not everyone is led to this path, for me being a bridge from orange/green to yellow/turquoise/coral through music and art is more my path. it's hard to push people to go into the dark night of the soul as my own LP haha I had to abuse, drugs, alcohol, and everything to just see the groundlessness of my habits. I still do drugs and shit, but I m not really addicted to it, maybe I still want to do weed. That's my toxic point and I probably have others, but everyone has pro/cons to his personna and have still work to do on whole the tiny fragment of ego backslash. I just tended to abuse aswell, leaning and achieving ( especially video games, that looks like simulation of real others worlds experiences, pure psychedelic life view ) , sooo I just abused everything to the point that life purpose work is the only pleasure remaining meaningful now. and having balance in my "humans affair" like having sex and calmness is part of the job at doing the LP. Balanced life is the way but enough talk, I m gonna bed
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funny haha exactly my thought on what is truly a "stage coral", he doesn't embody "looking evolved" because the situation is not above yellow right now, so he knows his place in current nature states ( society is nature ) a man so : he knows most of his problem can only be resolved by himself for himself according to his personnal situation in his current context. you should act orange/red if you want to help people to go at higher tier one day, doesn't mean because you totaly look like a red/orange that you are not coral. remember what leo said, you cannot understand stages above your own, only project what you believe people are "into". You could aswell not having this goal at all, but be aware that peaceful lifestyle doesn't come from the sky ( or maybe .. ? ) when leo looks not open minded for instance and devilry occuring in him, it's not, he is just doing his own agenda, and that's totaly fair & clear to me. ( see what I m doing here right now ) being passive is dangerous to the world ( or maybe not, but it could still be a "waste" ) life purpose could be more like pushing society to go for a yellow mindset at all cost. anyway after psych, you feel that the world will go where it has to go, because everything evolve as an entire sea & all my talks are not trying to convince people, they provide exercice in my communication skills that I m working on currently. ( and I m happy if people can reflect on upgrading their thoughts and experiences for themself, or even point to my flaws ) so maybe some people will be driven just to live a passive life, it's not a problem neither, they can still inspire some active people to pursue their actives goals. And anyway, everything is ephemeric, so everyone, takes a sit, maximize your pleasure ( be aware I m not sayin it in the materialism orange view of it ) > and try to not be groundless and meaningless for the rest of your days. giving pleasure to the entire society assure you to be around more "evolved" people. so helping people, is litteraly helping yourself. Maximizing joy is not about having more materials/girls. or maybe you should just accept the man sides of things, and embody more your feminine and be the man-girl you should be. So you are exactly who you need to be right now, and no one has to follow your evolved path. ( and if so, why should people evolve to be likes you ? is that truly "open minded" ? ) for me a part of being man, is about to be competitive but as healthy as you can ( & respect your rivals )
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the core OS-ego is fixed to competition, when your physical life form would be threathen tho, the paradox of being again the selfish "competitive monkey" will comes. being aware doesn't mean you can beat your own natural shit. you're by definition a competitive creature, and if not in the framework of society, humans vs humans, it's at list, you vs nature. ps : many feminine guys hate me, because I m too masculine for people who doesn't want to reflect on the test that I incarnate. I tended to be over autist masculine ( I m still sort of I suppose, I don't fix to mind ideas ), kind of like leo, that's why "feminine" was always my weakness to understand until a very long age. ( 23y+ ) and I believe an evolved man, would still compete, but against himself, to be more than himself, to strive above his own self. belonging/being is more feminine, compete & resolving is in all "males nature", looks more animals documentary, only my observation. Ho sure we are not "animals". But we are the reflection of nature.
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his ego would backslash too hard before he even catch the tail of the ox. unless his business is already helping the world. business in itself it not devilry, if it's a honest & authentic business, what 95% of business are not though.
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Who is to say that some musicians makes the world a better place, and others not ?
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When someone ask me If I want to eat, I eat. When I m at home, I eat when my stomach tell me, "you need to eat" simple ?
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it's when you totaly lost your mind after having focused so hard on it, that you kind of get the shocking electric truth. but I m still having the ego trying to fix me to the ideas of an identity:ideas and others bs to makes sense of my own nothingness. All this to say, spirituality and enlightment is not mere philosophy, it's an erazing of the OS of the brain, where most "materialist" tend to add software or hardware. Stacking shit on each others ( as I did for years ). the change is not material, the change could be seen as like surviving from a gun shot at 1 meter of the head. if you don't feel it, this means there is no awakening, only a pile of new delusion stacked. True awakening, you know you could have go straight to mental hospital, if you didn't experienced this kind of threat on your ego. Not an awakening. - to my experience and what I've read extensively. true enlightment, what leo didn't truly said, is not about "reducing suffering" like a magic pills. it's about provoking a shift in consciousness ( with violence ) but this violence allow "love". of course it needs concepts to road in the maze ( what leo provided very well, and should be thanked for, what most esoteric chart try to point to aswell ) I fully awake after multiple dosage of 5Ht2A activated for a month, then BIG dark night of the soul. I tend to go violent, then tender when it comes to know thyself and the law of reality, at first it sounds like a childish play with words. You cannot understand this work if you just lack of the first thing, "being open minded about people views", and having a quest for understanding reality itself. This month I'm killing completely the thought identity remaining, will work on my "being"/kill my infinite boredom and met my higher purpose. here what we do as a metaphor is purging the entire OS. Unspirituality is just a belief, maybe spirituality is aswell a belief, ho what, everything is ? what is a belief ? All words are mainly belief, symbols, we all can only know "truth" when we see it and get it for thyself. You don't need psychedelics, but in our fixed mind society, they are a good way to radical work on your openness to "esoteric ideas/spirituality".
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yes your mind is about creating stories on how something will happen, this is mainly bs. two ways, avoiding thinking, or rewire how you see reality. read more girls on internet, or talk to more girls, learn to know them more, just that, don't try to get sex at each interaction, focus on learning to know more about girls, all kinds of. that is a good exercice, you'll not have any problems if you know that deep down you're for nothing more than social interaction, talks and knowing more, people like to be listen to aswell, so be a good ears. ( only in the phase of being comfy with being with girls, then phase 2 will be another mindset ) don't fear rejection, enjoy it. you can read aswell the topic of leo on the basic ideas of getting girls, some good ideas and point there. ( it's just one view though )
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I should have created a list of points, it was separate from this advice of mine. ( look for the topic of leo, he is in the section of the forum and has been made less than 2 weeks ago ) You reshaped my words. My bad maybe. "tinder" or whatever, is a way, and there is no difference between electronic meeting and pua or whatever how it is made, everyone else who say the contrary is fos or never had great experience of it, because it doesn't worked for THEM. every way means one common thing tho, being creative & engaged about your way. PUA is not a better way than tinder, all ways are goods, or shit, depends of you and what fits your techniques and what you expect/reflect & wish for.
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Do you think of others or just for your own safety ? As long as someone on earth suffer. everyone will suffer one way or another. I Always tend to get fun from the perspective that society 'has given all the goods' the cup is full in those eyes. For me It's conveniant. Society rob us of fundamental things aswell. Like how do I can be living from hunt and fishing ? I can't current society stole earth and poisoned the fish. What about improving things ? Ho no society is good. No society is FOS. There is goods' sure joyfully. But this doesn't mean It's not based upon old stack of shit and should be rethinked. Society is a cage without fence. But it is what it is
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No fap' cold shower pushup life purpose Being calm in mind Non needyness Leo made a great post about it recently. Introvert : Tinder' boldness Extravert : being pua or being hanging in large community with girls opportunity ( sport class' club etc etc ) I don't believe in transcending fully. You need sex or fapping sometimes. You could not fap for a year and dévelop all kinds of neuroticism. Maybe I m wrong you can truly become a monk
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Great post aside. That's one ideal. Everything that frighten our identity or ideal becomes an ennemy very soon. It's not about letting everyone be physically free. Society nature and people are puppet mastering things. You are a puppet master. What do you Hope to reflect and give Being manipulative is a défault state. Can be non neurotic though. could just be talking classic stuff without long time intention' every word can change people mind. Without even you being aware of being manipulative. So you said let everyone be free to hang arond with his ideas. I totaly agree on the mental side of things. In actuality you are cling to love your 'ego bubble' that allow you to think like this. Imagine some frightening ideology appear' you would chameleon ? No If I told you that I appreciate Hitler. You agree on my position ? I think being a man can aswell means being non passive ( I mean defending your own religion ) need to work on this idea. Aside I say this but didn't voted. But that's because my values and conviction are not reflected in the entire system. Enough blah. It's paradox to not want to maintain this idéal in the idéal. Cause what if China and Russie take over the World ? It's maybe a fear of nothing. Though it could become a reality. And no more 'being a Man féminine' etc .. Saying I don't give a fuck is a form of vote to me. Even if white voter doesn't get it and still play the Monopoly. My life and view is close to your viewpoints. Just need more work on being active/passive in term of being. Can you be even an active passive ? I m talking to myself
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Yes what does it means 'to be a man' could you elaborate some pointers ? Édit : answered ok ! So you believe you as an ego you can hold something such as being monney stable ? Alright. For me It's about maintening being alive. Whatever how. That's real. Playing the Monopoly not my thing. I do it. But don't agree with the entire game. Aside mgtow is prob not good. It's good to understand the opposite mindset of radical bs thinking. Always a good learning. Just don't become affect by bs you intake in mind. Be careful with what you subconsciouly feed your mind with
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Aeris replied to ColdFacts's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Aeris replied to ColdFacts's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
very good transmutation of sexual energy be careful. Some siddhis may happen -
I wish someone to give me the key of psych- analysis. very good insights and tools to perform with. I enjoyed this post, I'll read more than once
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Leo told it's a sectary activity loved by chimps, > it's all for sex that we likes music anyway - freud-nisme, we don't in fact like music, we do it for survival and amplify emotion like drug addicts grouping in a bunch of monkeys ( he doesn't really told this, it's just one perspective remixed of his perspective, or better, find for yourself ) I think he pretty nailed it .. I still love music for the pleasure, my fav addiction Music is not how the universe is made, cause waves are maybe like thoughts, so in fact, music is the biggest delusion of all, in fact you only hear noises, but no one knows why the mind is creating sense out of pure nothingness wave frequency, pattern of nothingness but in reality, sure things, human music is maybe only for humans because your ears are in a certain range of frequency reach. there is perspective or metaperspective on what is music tho, but the best way is experience, listening tons of different kinds of song + noise + asmr + all audio, and you'll nail the question for yourself, what is music ? but anyway, I'll keep being a musician