Aeris

All the facet of adhd are my worst habits. People with inattentive ADHD make careless mistakes because they have difficulty sustaining focus, following detailed instructions, and organizing tasks and activities. They are easily distracted by external stimuli, and often lose things. They may leave projects unfinished and appear not to listen when you speak. so I use weed, it makes me focus some would say that is a bad habit cause I smoke it in the EU way, with 60% tobacco. ( btw, stop smoking pure, that's a total waste, but yeh thc oil is my futur goal ) I don't see anything wrong with me really, it will depends what I go for in life. I never feel that the 10000 hours of video games I did was a waste ( some of it, but very little ), I m proud and happy of each hours "wasted".

You need : mushroom 2g or more. findind a bunch of hippies Friends A lot of music Move this body Contemplate !

Yes and even people who find that life matter more than death. No one never die. Dreaming and being is absolute non sense. Créatures eating shitting taking shapes atom talking fucking ass. It's incredible. It is non sense that there is nothing After death. Because maybe you can't kill yourself. Having an opinion is always painted with the human ego mind who think through the lense of his survival and basic script. Maybe you'll have to live forever as a soul and there is real others dimensions. No one can claim It's true or not. But if It's Infinite in the absolute and there is no time. It means that the Logic of such universe. No death possible & eternal repop like in a video game. Humans are nature and so their thoughts are nature itself.

what is the goal of achieving such a result ? just curious, I m looking for a yoga that would help with the fact that I live mostly sitted on a chair.

Maybe it could with a really really sharp mind. Don't forget mind is aswell god and nature itself. Deny the mind is dangerous aswell as taking mind for real Mind has not to be demonized but tammed and improved. Starting to not trust mind is a step toward improvement

This aswell is a side of reality. You cannot project into thought what is not at first ' inside the mind ' Personal context relative note : If you see shit everywhere it is maybe that you're full of shit ( haaaaaaaaa )

Don't be mean. But never remains weak. See I m not strong of body. But I could laugh on dead babies raped. When someone Fuck with me. I'll look for the trigger point to push them in a existential dread. Disrupt their reality. Take their beliefs and make them eat their own tails. It's love in the end. Free individuation and a ladder to join my level. You don't need to be violent in the common sense. We get what we seed. Best way is avoid taking your Time and focus on low consciousness talks. Or take an accurate lenses. A better question tho. Why your réputation at work means. Is that important ? I fight once at school because a kid was lying about me and fucking my way to survive stable in the establishment. He talked talked and I crush his head in the physical sense. Don't do that. I just mean. I know what was this feeling. But I couldn't avoid school

Language is meaningless in the absolute. But in the relative it helps works and project complex abstract process. If doing that is useful or useless is a matter of perspective to 'me'. But I think of langage now like magic energic spell. It means prob nothing just point an internal pre process. Your sub beliefs no matter what they are. Dual non dual. Words are meaningless. All this whatever x & y or scripture or culture or everything in the manifestation before writting a thought. All this in the end is aswell pure complete air. From a god perspective Einstein is equal to the one who likes to smell his own farts. To me the absolute is that there is none. I m walking and thinking on pure Sand. If my thinking delude me to believe in a 'logical process' deeply now. I know it's my 'truth'. We are like Galaxy we expand toward Infinite nothing ! All my sentences there are aswell groundless relative shit. Just like yours. When you are 'more aware' It's only you who scales yourself based on the Rootcore. On nothing ! But aswell on everything. If we can think. So the universe does it. If that's holy natural or what. Depend. That is all beliefs in the end. you put on a relative beliefs and make it absolute. Who is the one who pretend he can understand life only through a séparation of the self/body. Maybe the 'materialist' have a side of truth. We are clearly operating from the dna scripture of the universe. Even thinking all this is 'god will' Destiny / biology. Prior to thought there is maybe 'body' who allows thinking. Believing one or the others ( spirit vs body:brain ) is only a relative belief. Both are true and wrong. Nothing and everything. Or maybe I m just on a belief system

Turning point !

I don't know about that, the 2 times it was serious I ended in their bed aswell in less than 24 hours. ( but the girls was already finding me very attractive so.. ) I started kissing in the same time I put their clothes off it gives you a better flow hahaha

There is still the music tho

Manga are self actualization to a very solid orange paradigm. on a very flat relative projection. This is why Japan is one of the top high society I guess, they were kings in the East for a long time. Not super high consciousness, but very out of the blue. But I loose myself there, not the point. There is manga higher tier aswell. It's not always the material anyway, you could fap 20 years and get enlightened from it depending your practice and vision. It's always more about how you use it, and what are you looking for in it ? I could watch stupidity and get something high thinking from it. "You" are the master of the interpretation anyway

it's about "us" but for a us to be, there need a I too, don't forget yourself neither, comprehension and understanding shouldn't makes you assertive tho, depends what the will want of you & me. love is not only charity, it's counter paradoxical, but you could kill out of pure love. in fact you cannot act without love for something. good, to know you've been getting out of this and get back on the track, good luck with the next step !

what about 4-5 times in the same night ? we are ruled by mind aswell. what about the guys who go in a mountain 8 months without fapping. Use of mind to counter biology. Mind is a lot tricked by biologic needs though. just as surviving do. Unless you become godlike

weed does it, there is only 3 problems with smoking weeds : - your throat becomes sour if you smoke too much. ( unless we would smoke the thc purely or take it in ) - it's costy because of repression. I don't see others problems with it, it's the best drug on earth currently for the pro/cons it makes you work as hell, always in a meditative and happy states, and you cannot loose your consciousness like on alcohol. You just slowed in thinking or cannot hold big abstract logic in mind no comedown ( just feel a bit tired the day after ) I smoked 20 days straight 2g a day, and stop instant. the problem is I don't do anything aside playing games when I m not on weed. So I smoke to work 10h a day. No weed, no fuel. I never worked without drugs, and I can't, is there a way ?

"the root of all suffering is desire." humm can you desire " without wanting " ? like just so far, when you play a video games, you have a goal, you desire to get it, but you takes fun on the path to the goal, not in the goal in itself, aside, you desire to achieve it in a way, but you doesn't need to achieve, you just do it. but in the meantime, you really need it. but it's paradoxical, you cannot be properly a good achiever if you doesn't give yourself 100% you can use I want to achieve, but in the meantime doesn't attach a feeling to what happens if the desire doesn't work. like using your mind as a tool to delude yourself from your own delusion when they happen, very self aware of the thought story rising.

More stories doesn't prove anything If it makes sense to you and that you see clearly on what you call my fairyland

Same Did you try Electronic composing music ? Just with your background it looks like something you didn't try. Just as a passion tool tho. Don't believe you will get a career from it. But I value it. Understanding music teach so much There is too much for explain For me I never worked in a job casual only few experiences. My survival is sustain on arts or die. Because there is no others paths. I m still dying but gods state provide foods and roof. I would be a gangster if I got nothing to loose. It's more exciting. But. Not today

Heal ? In which ways did you find yourself to be a more loving caring person ?

He knows It's deep Infinite without sense. but he keeps trying to love the boat Or maybe .. I m Rick ! Pickles fuckers

Rick is a coral con scientist

same questions in fact, I'll put him before an heavy dubstep drop, YOU ARE THE DEVIL ! BWAHAHABWHAHAHAHA BWHAHAHAHA

Some people die without enlightenment. Time is absolutely relative So some people can know better in 5 years of practice than 50 years It depends of many factors and how you do the practice and what kind of experience and knowledge you start with. ( Prior expériences ) There is no path for anything litteraly...

clearly stupid mind, it's more distractiv in the end for me, society is pattern of something that is not my creation you can use and love thoughts without attachment in the litteral sense