Aeris

yep I just had a selfish reflection on this matter, something triggered the box. yes winning the lottery will not help in anyway with getting a real state of happiness or spiritual growth it could even create a contrary paradox and you'll feel lesser. and I don't believe in the human with under dev mind, to give monney to charity especially if you don't sustain your life at the moment, that is the beautiful picture you would paint to why you diserve this monney "more". ( I don't know about op ) in reality, you would not have enough monney if you won the lottery ; because the entire spectrum of stupid possibilities opening in a short time into your brain of what you would do with this monney would be too huge.

it's totaly possible, but it needs a true shift within you. I m the proof you can be trans-rational without any proper survival strategy and no monney, completely lost on the question of "how to makes monney" It doesn't make it easy. But I could be a psych or a lifecoach. But in the meantime, I prefer art. I put all my eggs in art, but I m a underachieving machine in term of material prospect. I produce on average 3 minutes of music for each 1000 hours of work. My strategy is working super ultra hard until deafenisation, insanity, and all that ! I give my 100% for no penny at all , and probably no penny from it before at list 5-10 years.

People who believe in nothingness after death to me could be deluded. Could be that there is only life after life, who experienced true physical death here ? "Eternal return" makes almost more sense to my ego, even from a physics point of views. The universe is more like a giant sand falling machine, You'll not "reincarnate" as in this world/ lifetimeworld , but reincarnate as the entire universe turning upon itself again & again. the only way is truly becoming god and infinite within this framerate and stop the wheel, or maybe god itself can't. explain me how you get " good karma ", what kind of actions will help me increase karma ? I m all sited

Or musician and any works of art. Though this is a goal above monney. Beauty

Does god like humans who hates gay and abortion ?

can you expand on this idea of "partial credit", cause I could use the sentence, life is about balance, it makes sense, but very relative to where I rise the balance.

Interest in art is pre philosophy ? - Lot of sex with everything breathing or not (total enlightenment)

PUT YOUR HANDZ DOWN Give me thus weed right now

I don't deny race but what's the point of knowing this for you ? What does it change ? If there is a point to make that's probably cultural values. Genetic play more a role of passive. For me there is race and if they are one thing about them they all succeed equally in stupidity Does that makes everyone stupid ?

Please I m all for it' I enjoyed a lot Robert Sapolsky introduction on YouTube if you know about why not create a free Channel on YouTube with donation ? I know it's a bit of work but it could still financial help. you have I believe a really good teaching when you write. You enjoy teaching and I m sure you would convey your experience to share on your own unique view on those subjects. Lots of your powerful posts are losts in chunked data of this forum. Spiritual biology 3.0

my girlfriend is born with a perfect cat, that is a good surprise because I didn't ask anything, but I watched a video once on the fact that a lesbian girl was drawing all sort of cat-girl engine. May god be blessed I got even a better cat than in porn apparently, now that I compared. And my bias toward woman with big boobs HAA STILL THERE I CAN FEEL. I hate fake boobs anyway, that bother me to touch plastic don't you ? but I m still having deep emotional issue, I find that the B is good, but I have a big desire toward D, I don't understand is that a sigmund freud thing ? it kind of ultra excite me, this big boobs are the thing I m always looking for when I fap, seriously I m not addicted, It's inner work for the real thing. I really need to inquiry why this need for big boobs, my gf has beautiful boobs, but they are not big enough to ULTRA EXCITE ME. I need to penetrate her mind and stop the visual neediness, but I m an artist, am I lost in this boobs quest ? Why that's only meat in fact, plastic, meat, whatever, but damn. Anyway I lost my self a bit there

if they overdose that regulate the lazy ones. problem solved. free weed aswell would be great. free weed and universel income forever I vote day & night I don't believe people would do nothing, at worst they do nothing 4-5 years, then they all go for self actualized & new meaning, this is how it truly works. People could work from through passion and put harder quality and even result from this. ( fear of dying is no more there, fear of not having food, and it makes the QI or functionality goes up ) and it makes people efficient. And it will give more monney value to "dirty jobs" no one will do it for surviving, but for getting more. And if no one want to work at mcdonald, I m sure they will be people to work in it. But seriously UI can only be real in a more green/yellow society. Orange is too blind for seeing more than the hole he is digging for society, in fact, for himself. this is a paradox I totaly believe than giving a free income that allow you to live fairly, will push you to engage in true passion and give yourself full. then there will still be "wageslavery shitty job" BUT, if I take a mcdonald. 90% of people work at mcdonald because they need to survive, if they have the monney to survive, this put value on the fact of being a burger seller. means you'll get & the universal & the job you had. it's an infinite subject, but too me, universal income if not today, it will happen anyway. 10 000 humans can have lesser work value than one creating the technology to replace them all. I could argue for 10 hours on why it's good to have universal income. Of course their will be cons. But I think when you study sociology or my self, I cannot believe people would become couch potato on heroïn. That is a fear non sense based argument. Of course their will be this, but there will aswell be people working hard to create community around purging the world from his pollution. Of course in reality, that means, equilibrium of gold and many things to rewire. In the current america society, or a EU country, I m not sure it would work currently. But in 5-10 years. it could be.

though you assume people judge your judgement because you are white. I think this is untrue, that is sort of the new white paranoia in usa. And there is truth to it, I've seen some debate talking about that and "white" defending themself with this now. But that become itself a falacious self defensive arguments. maybe on a day to day with "average people", but surely not that much on this forum, this is one of the main thing here, we are so open minded it put in PTSD whatever begginer read us too much hahaha you can only battle with ideas and arguments, put your little ego aside ( I m talking in the sky here, not to someone specific )

ok my turn I totaly think this statement is true : " Hitler was an angel of love who left too soon :'( " https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DPEvvW3XUAAlfpv.jpg do you agree ? @Apparation of Jack

I got my girlfriend and sex after enlightment, so maybe not. it depend where you come from, I never had a gf before realisation of my own internal problems and false dichotomy of consciousness. I was believing in my thought story about why it would not work, and was focusing on that instead of being in the now in full presence. ( And I was too focused on false dream like being rich to be very attractive, so I worked really hard on art haha, even if that doesn't pay any bills, wasn't that much into girls in fact ). It's when I lost all sense of metaphysical reality that I got it. A bit too deep even. I was anti seduction game. And I almost got my gf and my first sexual experience without seduction game, I took very creativ way though that are my way through my experience. I used my own seduction game outside of all internet schemes, and that worked.

Lol I don't care about race, if there was an absolute value of smartness, I would just suppress everyone of the earth that is dangerous to my own peace and liberty, so almost everyone that is not me. this statement is deeply written in all human mind, that's the survival line. be skeptical of your own consciousness, you assume you're more self actualized than me, maybe, maybe not.

I don't want to enter the big debate and makes my point ultra clear. ( I m french, it's not exactly the same, but the politic treat the same subjects ) to build a house, we needed foundation ( egoic foundation ), if everyone can enter in your house, your house becomes not yours, your values dissolve and the values of the big number become the truth in your house. It's a paradox but if we become tolerant, the whole world will turn intolerant. We need to destroy everything that threathen high consciousness society. Because we will ALL drawn if we do charity because green perspective. yellow society would be killing to save more. that's only the orange elit who see easy monney by using slave they import directly in the country. that is immigration right now. being fair would mean no immigrant at all. Makes the boat stable before opening the door to everyone. means if you accept low consciousness in your house, you become the house of low consciousness and everyone start to drawn including you and your beautiful values of peace & love. Red & Blue doesn't give a fuck. to create peace we have to be ultra violent first. that's not my view, that's what I observed of current reality. And maybe believing we can go up that way without blood, that his delusion. we need to be super mega egoic and without mercy, to keep our ego stable and THEN we can try to help others. from a world centric view, sure others are ours problems. Destroying ennemies is how nature created america, the country who created leo & actualized.org. I m not saying it's good or bad, or whatever, I just analyse. We clearly need if we can; provide help to others country to expand themself !

put it simply, go for new experiences outside of the scope of your current activities / daily habits . the experience you fear the most are the one that expand the most consciousness. if you don't have a gf, getting one, if you never played games, go for for one, if you never learned about a religion, read a book about it, if you never learned about psychology or philo, go read a book about it. ( or listen videos about it ! ) Listen music or go to concert you would have never think to put the foots in before. if you didn't spoke to people, go spoke to them, if you never got a hippie friend, go for one, if you never been into sport, go for it. ( martial arts are great btw ) etc.. of course travelling. and sure psychedelics and drugs aswell. They could even open yourself to experience life itself differently.

I totaly understand that perspective, when I was a lot into reality and left video games 5 years ago ( but soon I was back on a computer for electronic music.. all my area of skills is on a computer ) I was like, yes, weird to watch someone fully connected within his mind to a screen, it even could look horrific, I totaly get it. it's like all things, you need equilibrium. I even believe than taking a line of cokaïne to a certain point of life could makes you grow. ( don't do that, but in fact, that's already the case in america.. adhd meds, another name for medical cokaïne... ) one of my rules, is everything you need for feeling complete could be an addiction, ( and I m not out of them ) It's a lot about balance, restriction based on judgement will never get you that far. or it's mainly because you don't know how to take a profit from it then. And that's fair each life need his experience for him to blossom in his way. I would say that there is always two coins of the same piece, there is low consciousness game, high consciousness game, lower consciousness player, higher consciousness player. And the player is even most important than the material at hands. And for all things, not only games. In all things you can find good or bad, what are you extracting ? For me it's a lot about upgrading the accuracy of the gold finding machine, what kind of gold are you looking for, and there is gold everywhere and nowhere. You're the gold finding machine !

I played online games, and worked on team to achieve goal, I talked to many people from differents opinion and behavior ( sure gamer in the rootcore, but every human is a bit ), always judged on their techniques and talking, cause we couldn't see them in real life ( no physical judgement, only soul judgement ). When you got interest in video games more than in life itself, you see everything, the matrix of the game, you overthink the code, the algorythm and how the physics of it work. I think it mainly depend of the interpretation, but most games can give you a simulation of a side of reality that you can expand your knowledge on. In fact I even believe that video games are in possibility the more powerful technology we got to learn faster. Some world are so metaphoric of ours we can retrive and rethink even the "solid reality". they teach me how to learn, and strive for a goal. When you work 1000 hours for just a title in the game, you understand what "farming" is, and that's a feature of life aswell. There is too much to contemplate in video games I could write a book about it. And metaphorically speaking, video games are an extension of what we can see in reality, a huge part of reality is in video games. They are reality, they are not separate. I don't play anymore that much cause they are all very "ORANGE". but that's just because I feel that I have learned enough from them for now, I don't play not because I find them low consciousness, but I have no more interest right now for them. as an Artist I can create pure visualisation of 3D model from my mind, there is no real distinction between games & reality. the only things that change is "HOW" you played thoses games. All activities are a waste and all are meaningful, depending the interpret firstly. All experiences makes you grow, and this one is powerful as a dmt trip. For me that's totaly logic that someone like leo was into level design gaming. They are one of the most closest things from god understanding right now. Technology is an extension of god will. having to work in team, create equilibrium, sense of goal, harmony within the team mates. ( reduce conflits, upgrade harmony ). I didn't play wow ( running for power ) I was more into guild wars ( running for esthetic and "prestige" ) Skyrim is probably one of the top tier game for personnal growth to my experience. especially for "noobs" when you butcher soldiers and burn them naked in the fire cause you stole their clothes, that gives you perspective.

could you guys elaborate on the fact of being an enlightened being. I want to know if I m enlightened or not

CV : very super enlightened master, looking for his servant stage blue for some inner work.

it's almost impossible to hack a multiplayer game. you would need to bypass your client right to allow you the "administrator rights", or give yourself the moderator/administrator right. by creating a new account that is not recon by the source computer / matrix. There is way to hack this kind of game, but that's not easy, and depending the physics you could still not hack everything around, only some part of the game. just food for thought

Totaly what I explained to a friend It's good to read you rewording things. I agree on everything. But did you use Mexican types ? They were absolutely not like others more euphoric and into reality. More strong than LSD. My entire expérience of reality was melting and distorded I could feel a control over the speed of Time with my mind' and everything was slow mo and saturated like a Tarantino movie. Truth is I smoked weed on it. And I think it makes the trip more visual & funny & less ' ultra conscious'

pure mental if you don't practice