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yes the whole world is "interpretation", but some interpretation are very looking tangible though. like for instance, I totaly understand how you feel about that matter, not probably exactly as you do, but I m sure we share some sense of the idea

good insight, I need to work out on this myself.

radical honest truth. if people become toxic with you cut them out.

natural, fresh, and whole, is a perspective, to lack something, you need an understanding of lack vs full. whole, vs empty. to see something as big you need to create a duality. between a full cup and an empty cup. from a god perspective, there is no chemical, everything come from "here" and everything is alien. food is alien, whole food is alien, looking at your hand is not physical, if you look at it for like 200 seconds, and don't try to think, you'll MAYBE get the ultimate. Then project this ultimate awareness of your hand, and imagine all "science actuality" is in fact, deeply created by minds, minds of human, that are picking tiny fragment of infinite interpretation of the nothingness. Nothingness that is all the things around you since you're "born". Until you realise ultimately that being born is aswell a thought in the now. there is food bad for some, good for others, and there is almost no way to know for sure what's good, that's the ultimate mindfuck, that's why thinking looks more & more like a tool and not like a toxic need that will help me figure out reality. It could, but for this, I need to be aware that I m handling a tool, that I m and I m not the thought. The most self belief people inflict to themself is believing being this or that, like, I m a black, I m a french, I m a dentist, those sort of things, but in nothingness that is the ultimate reality, there is no such thing, and you'll ever be nothing, just like everyone else. & a carni or vegan diet, both could be healthy or killing you, it will depend, of your personnal reaction. Poison is Cure, the cure is sometimes poison.

Love is the movement of the Infinite god through you. God love himself and hate himself. God isn't perfect. God want to be perfect. For me at list. It seams like god is a growing You are free to hate or love. But choices create your reality

god eat skulls for dinner. I m god is the only true result of all the maths possible. The creator of all things. death never existed, cause life never existed. All words have no meaning Nothing is real, unless you attribute meaning to real The only thing that matter is me, because others are just an illusion of me. > All those sentences are interpreted by the reader

After stage turquoise stage coral ! Who is more enlightened. For all we know Hitler could have been enlightened and abused stage red/blue thinking to work his way out. For me a good way to know is. Self value - focus Level of Mastery in his own domain People who never liked art ( to the point of tears ) or created art : totaly non enlightened. Creator' mindset There is only art in the end. So no art no enlightened.

I don't run and I hate moving. Funny thing my body is perfectly balanced. I m just without heavy muscle. Running is useless I would better learn how to create an électric impulse to makes my muscles growth without physical effort. But I push up tho for not looking like an ant

Niceu desu ka would play it

They try to cure me with free ritalin instead of free weed. My technique is basic I m very joyful and all that But that's just spider work - I do love - push and crunch. If you just crush people hang you. Push and pull is the best. You bow you slap. Do it again Double phase Then people project You crunch. If life is not meant to be good enough for me. Then why. Put them all in a synthetic brain. Doesn't change the state of all the slaves outside. Break them free even if they die outside. No monkeys should be rised in a prison

Show her Leo gura first vidéo

Your idea. I m so borred with life at 25. It would not surprise me. If imagination is not Real. The only way is make it happen. Ordinary people and mass suck. Everything that makes me borred suck. Simply : Everything that threaten my way of how I want life to be should be erased not accepted. As a product of the Matrix god. His will is my will. There is nothing to hold on. Ordinary people are equal to your own delusion. There is only you. Shaping. Or you bow head ' or you shape Fuck people that threaten my way of thinking. Or they go to my level or they suffer trying to reach it. The one who can't they are born to serv me. Just like a dream serv you. That's why waking up is relative. For all you know ( your mind ) Hitler and Trump could be aware of everything. Imagine you surrend all meaning you can still cling to old bs. Like being ordinary. When someone wake up. Doesn't make him a saint. A player walking

so it isn't real it's just my junky addiction to chaos ? good way to see things, but what is there remaining when you're out of all addictions ?

There is no more paranormal ? Like hard synchronicities. Massive surge of energy. Was I just more psycho than others ? How do you explain the energetic shift similar to psychédélic that I experienced for week ? there is more ? Or that was just the 'rewirering process' ?

got you, didnt know about the 10 times : I buy it 2 months ago, just a little thanks for having been a part of my journey anyway, I didn't even really care for it, but you tackled my curiosity, books sounds great but very limited with my own actuality. I liked books & video games, and now I m reduced to "practice & practice", langage itself become most of the time a problem more than a powerful communicative tool. aside Ralston that I m on slowly but surely, I m not reading that much neither. With awareness of "duality" it's hard to translate the wisdom properly for one self, cause there will be practice/context needed to actualize it anyway.

I use this topic to add a little question do you still add books to your booklist ? still reading books recently ?

No. The World is so perfect because it is imperfect and so it need rework. It's people relevant what you 'understand' and 'believe' The eagle understand he can only fly and eat mices The turtle can only crawl and eat salad. At best you awaken to understand your Real self that is not the one you cling in mind. We could even say that all is predetermined. God is more close of a vidéo game simulating a movie inside your mind. The thought are part of the movie. And even the thought of you. Who want escape your character to become another character. Funny enough you can't ! Big mindfuck That's the ultimate. Enlightenment is human dépendant. Not a set of value to reach. Or maybe there was value to go for it. Who knows

Why ? Wage slavery will be over in 15 years anyway. Google robot taking over the work. Meh ble bleh Why no one do the work. What should be done should be done. It's not like we are free anyway. Everyone live in his own box of cons and pro.

This post enlightened me in the dissolution process of where is attach my attention and own beliefs systems. This dynamic of teacher/teached. Everyone is teaching everyone cause in a way. The receptor' do the focus and interpretation as effectively. Even précise story of my mechanical still remain a contextual story. I préfer focus on art than explain my brain process that clearly. When 'all' is created / groundless It's hard to convey' patience' effort it become very énergy taking. Good good

I've been Virgin until 25. ( But as a ocd kind of behavior for art. I avoided all girls because of high high expectation ) Then I totaly loose my attachment to the défault human self psychosis and my assumptions about life and my knowledge I had a breakdown on my belief system. Loosing 'me'. Like for instance art would makes me rich and having the hottest girls then I would be happy kind of internal belief. This is pure bs of course. Most people believe a story like this though. Why they have to do or think this way. Cling to ideas for shape a self identity makes you sick and powerless. Simply. No more story on why it should not work. Only pure story on why it will work and if not. Who cares ? Like no one. Acting like a character who defeat all fear. Fearless and come back from death. The ultimate knowledge is knowing most of your knowledge is pure bs. Then you stop self bullshit and go through the flow' of your life. My first sex then at 25. was with a 10/10 girls who just wanted to Fuck me. We did 3 times. I just changed how the 'me' hook fish Now I have a girlfriend since 6 months. Cute & smart & 'yellow' thinking possibility. And I love her and her too. Change yourself so hard that all that is in your mind become a brick that you can hold and choose to let go if It's based on fear. Only choose fearless and powerful ideas. Get rid of the entire feedback loop self talk bullshit. Just flow & be water

. .the power of contemplating great sentences and words ~

And we created science. Not to believe in but to try to enlight the darkness I ve Seen Yesterday that fat and sugars' desactivate part of the brain on mouse + observation on young human ( then we should trust or not the study ) Simply put fat & sugar physically impair memory. But it dépend your goal. Even poison could up something else benefitial. But It's hard to observe for your own self. But there is truth in your way to inquiry. Just work on self bias. Everything is body context dépendant and goal dépendant.

Wrong because It's an harmonic in the brain. Like a chord of color. ( Pushing 3 ) I can lead a red business at coral if the odds pushed me to do it. You can't be efficient green if you deluded about stage orange progress to self mastery. If the entire society is red/orange. The whole paradox' of life is killing manipulating and exploiting for a greater cause than yourself. Basicly all so call'd turquoise teacher are just brainwashing manipulating people. But being modifyed isn't 'bad'. That's just my interprétation. But everything is an interprétation

that's a view point. that's devilry and killing who created this technology you're using right now to read me. and you keep using it, knowing billions are dead because of the collective ego who run "science" into him. technology has not been created upon tender love as in walt dysney. the devil is not a human, the devil is the very mechanism that makes you breath. the devil is the thing that push ants to create their nest. TADA we are satan & Jesus ! By nature will ! even if bill gates do it for taxes, it still help people. in fact most of the help we receive is never charity. It's only a way for system to work fine and give always better ressource to the top of the pyramid. ( side effect is the "social benefit of society" ) when you're at the top, you just wish the bottom doesn't fall. Even socialism, is just a form of surviving, not charity, not love, not kindness. only egoic needs that aren't fulfilled. we are all egoic creatures, pushing for ours needs and wish.