Kiko

I cannot deal with life anymore. Everywhere i go i see people suffering and try to survive working wage slave jobs, kids with illnesses, people with mental health issues, poor people. Live is miserable, my soul is crushed. I am depressed, the only reason for me to live right now is my family and my gf.

I was suicidal the last couple of days. Right now i feel a little better. Actually the only comfortable thought that i have during the periods of depression is that i can kill myself so all of that will end, so that gives me some reliefe to move on. Since everything is love that means that suicide is also love right? Ofcourse i am not advocating suicide and i am aware that suicide comes from scewed interpretation of reality.

The only way out i can think of is suicide

Guys i am really dissapointed, Every time when i try to set a date with a women which i dont know through social media it never works. First of all i consider myself as average looking in the face and tall and muscular body, i dont have very good profile though and I know that. The last straw happened when I texted with one girl back and forth for couple of days and when I asked her out, she said sorry but we barely know each other, she was so super kind that I felt that rejection didn't even happened. So there are couple of reasons that this happens everytime: 1. They see me as ugly 2. My text game is week and I don't build enough rapport (which I don't think its the case) So I know that online games definetly works for other dudes, so the problem is in me, for me it doesn't fucking work I wont even try anymore, because I am so frustrated with same scenario over and over again. I forgot the mention that I am not targeting super attractive girls, just normal girls, some of them are below my attractiveness for sure. I am 24 y.o What do you think guys?

Thank you for your comment, nice to hear prespective from a female.

Further comments and advice will be higly appreciated.

Thank you man, its really encouraging to hear that...

I don't kwon man I feel like a fucking loser..

John Anthony lifestyle is preseting himselfs as one of the best. I personaly follow him on youtube and i thing this guy is not bullshit. Can somebody that have experiance with his program can give us some feedback and wheter he is so good as he presents himself?

I have a friend who have sucess with girls on social media he even found a very cute girlfriend through instagram. (He is short but good looking) So sucess with social media is possible as long as you have good photos. Another friend of mine has zero pictures of him in his instagram profile, only pictures of his cars - Mercedes S class and G class. Believe me or not this guy can get whatever girl he wants. AND I AM STRESSING THIS AGAIN this guy is not good looking and has zero pictures of him in his profile. When i am hanging out with him i just see how the women reacts when they see his car, they are ready to sleep with him immediatly. I agree that if you are good with girls you wont have problem to get lots of girls, but dont tell me that money are not important or irrelevant, everything is so easier with them

That seems like Letting go technique by david hawkins?

First of all good job, so in your case spirituality were the biggest piller to deal with depression. I have depression pattern which occur every once in a while for about 10 years in this emitional states i feel very lonely and worthless.. I finnaly decided to give it a try with therapist but i have a feeling that its not gonna help me. What exactly concuesness work you are doing?

First of all do whatever feels right for yourself... Can i ask you what is your ability so you can get a lot of women and how old are you?

Thank you for the daiteled answer.

How to up your value as a man?

What makes a guy a player? and in a nutshell what causes emotional stimulation in women?

Hey man feel sorry for you i hope you feel better now. I find myself very often in that kind of thinking and feeling scared to death with the external world. Every time when i have suicidal thoughts i tell myself that that victim mentality is just a state of consciousness right now and it will pass.

You feel sorry for what? We are living in a strange world.. you were beaten up and now you are going to apologize because you watched at her boobs? How could girl on your age beat you? I wouldnt let girl beat me, maybe if she just give me slap its ok.. but black eye thats too much...

Hi guys, I have very serios problem with very strong feelings towards a girl which we hang outed last two months in same friend circle. I think she had some interest in me in the begining but things didnt worked out... I just cannot stop thinking about her i cant focus, i litteraly spend the most of my day thinking about her and i am talking about obsession The most hurful thing i believe is the though that she will never like me and i will never have a thing with her... its very painful and i deep down hope that one day we will get togheter..... She is best friend of my best friend so its about time i see her again.... How to deal with that obsession and that painful thought

Hey thank you for your support i really appreaciated it.. I started crying while i was reading your comment...

As i retrospecting my behavior and my attachment and obsessions with girls, i started realize that they almost have nothing to do with that, they are somehow like a trigger for repressed trauma. As i am digging deeper and deeper in my mind i realized that i dont feel enough and i am constantly seeking validation from others. I am constantly running away from something i am introvert by nature but i dont like being with my self for long i am the happiest when i am around people. Back in 2012 i had trauma related with my OCD and i still havent figured out that problem and this shit keep ruining my life. Long story short: One guy who wasnt very good looking touched me and my mind told me that from this day i will never have succes with girls and in general and i will become ugly like him. Since then i really dont have succes with girls and i really became uglier. I know it sounds crazy but this is what really happened i have suicadal thoughts every day, havent visited therapist because i think it wont help me.

Thank you

Hi guys, I am man 26 years old. I find myself very needy and codependent when it comes with relationships with people especialy girls. I am looking for love and fulfilment unconsciousnessly every time i like a girl and becoming very needy, and i never manage to get that girl. I do everything not showing that neediness and i am very careful with my behavior. However i thing that people and especialy girls can sense that in me. What is the problem with my neediness, why i get so attached to people and invest so much emotionally even if they do not reciprocate.

Hey, First thank you for the comment i really appreciate.. Actually i have someone to talk about that, and that is her best friend also my best friend What do you refer to expression my feelings to her, i already asked her out twice and she canceled it with excuses in the last minute, so its already clear that she is not interested.

I have same problem with girls who treat me bad and disrespect me. I think there something that pushes me toward this bitches...