Zec

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  1. This is hilarious. Honestly wanted to get Leo’s attention and see how many masochistic people like me are out there.
  2. Using meditation to avoid acknowledging and expressing anger. Is it essential to express emotions like anger before fully Immersing myself in the practice? Will not immersing myself in the practice enable me to explode with the things I need to express?
  3. He’s marketing himself as the macho tho he is convincing to charismatic charmer low developed characters. He convinced me to do therapy without even telling me to. He convinced me to make change in ways that could be destructive from my perspective. Tho convinced my soul that radical honesty is not destructive.
  4. I can’t do that. I definitely commit to meditation tho I don’t want to let it pass.
  5. Definitely have emotions and thoughts stirring even more disturbingly during my meditation. Been doing it for 6 months after the beginners meditation video from Leo. Did therapy one time and then ended up telling my dad in a disturbed tone how much I hate things. Which did something tho there is so much more hidden. Telling the truth to my close ones is damn tuff for me. I’m thinkin of doing Brad Blanton's workshop to get this done.
  6. Definitely think all the time how I need to talk to people. Tell people. Thank you for your words. Already ordered the Tao of Fully Feeling book. Thanks for the vid ArchangelIG.
  7. Mother passed away when I was two years old. Been struggling for years with self-deprivation, hopelessness, depression, anxiety, identify issues, terrible relationships, and now digestion problems. I neglected the death of my mother having any significant change to my self esteem my entire life. Tried Leo’s trauma release exercise. Have no idea how to contemplate around early trauma.
  8. Totally conscious of the structures I keep stepping towards. I get motivated to meditate to get more trust and empathy and then stop in order for the structure to be the same. Now understand the importance of meditation in order to break the structure to rebuild.
  9. Dimensions mean memories? Different ways of thinking? Thinking in different directions?
  10. Changing perspective mean changing mind state? There different dimensions of thinking within a different creation of perspective?
  11. How do I tie the creative process to the technique?
  12. Have experienced a couple trials of Leo’s new video. Realize much of the forgiving that I struggle with so much is cause I’ve hurt so many people in the past. I don’t know what to do anymore.
  13. One night me and others dude's were at a bar playing bean bags and usually I do terrible and miss every time. Though after multiple months of meditation and other things I was able to hit the hole 95% of the time. Dead on. Things like this motivates me to do meditation.
  14. One time I tried David Dieda breathing technique. Breath your sexual energy down the front to the perineum and then breath out while imagining that energy going to your head through the spine. It has on of the most energetic experiences after several breaths during the day. I felt the need to ask a girl out at a barista tho I can tell she was kinda freaked out by the way I was looking at her. ?
  15. If anyone feels guilt for hurting others we can talk about it
  16. Think it is for sexual. David Deita has a few techniques in his book. The book is “Way of the Superior Man”. Leo encourages women to read it even more so than men.
  17. Ever try the book how to tame your gremlin? Think that’s what it’s called forget
  18. Experienced hormonal deficiencies due to these experiences. Taken propranolol, lived on my edge doing toastmasters, talked to people bout trauma. Feeling better even during the epidemic and other event. Also Kriya yoga has done wonders.
  19. My buddy has some trouble getting anything posted. Idk if he’s been approved by contractors or however it works. He’s extremely eager to join the forum. He’s really deep into teleportation, very passionate, and very unique in explaining weird topics.
  20. Don’t even know if the experience I had was enlightenment or not. Please help. Lol
  21. One day I was experiencing adrenal distress and doing breathing exercises out in nature. About an hour before the experience I’ve read a book that koi fresco recommended to me and the whole context produced a weird insightful experience that I am nature and everything is nature and it doesn’t matter.