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@mandyjw The scale represents some degrees of fear though. 0 would be total fearlessness. 10 would be utterly terrified. Whereas 5 would be a mild fear.

@PurpleTree It depends. If it is painless i don't mind going slow so i can get into a deep meditative state. But if i get captured by a Mexican drug cartel (i get nightmares about it lol) then i will be praying to be over quick. These animals really enjoy torturing you. Lol. Not fun at all being God sometimes i guess. This is why Kiki Kamarena is a hero of mine. This guy suffered more than Jesus did and he still didn't betray an of his co-workers. Truly amazing. Truly god-like.

@Godishere I just wish taking a psychedelic was easier. Sometimes i get incredibly jealous of Leo. He has massive access to tons of psychedelics whereas i need to risk few times a year to get my hand on some shrooms lol. Shrooms are the best though (for me). Always provide me with an enlightening experience with no crazy visuals or weird bs. Just pure heightened awareness. I love the clarity associated with some psychedelics. Much mind bs goes away and you just see thingss for what they truly are. As for the infinity part. Only once i actually became conscious of infinity. Still the most incredible realization of my life. And i am chasing the same depth of englithment ever since. This was truly an enlightment. This is when i got my hands on some acid.

@Nahm Thank you for the kind encouraging words Nahm. I hope you're having a nice day

@Loba Sometimes i get a sense of a relief because i am thinking that if i heart suddenly stops beating i won't experience too much of a painful death. It seems like an easy way out lol. Have a nice day also.

@ZzzleepingBear It is a hell of a ride

@Vibroverse God has experienced everything because he is Everything already at this moment. All possibilities are here right now.

@Vibroverse I think God has already experienced everything though because God is everything.

@Nahm I like entertaining this idea. Thank you.

1g gram is a good starting dose for most people. For me it was too lil and not worth it. Just got a slight buzz. Take no less than 1g and no more than 2g for your 1st time.

@Nahm I also want to make that feeling go away. That is also a problem i think.

Sometimes i do enjoy highly pleasurable things without any cravings afterwards. It's a gamble most of the times. I liked what you said about the ''sticky'' effect. Its true. My brain never gets stuck into meditation sessions for example lol.

@Loba Thanks for the advice :-)

@Loba I am not taking any medication. I've done tests and seen a doctor few years ago. I have this issue for the last 5 years. But it may not be dangerous at all. It has something to do with how the electricity flows. It doesn't happen most of the time.

It would be absurd for reality to be other than one. Reality being one is the simplest thing for me to understand. But i don't know why other people argue about this point. Even people who seem to be more intelligent and with more credentials than me. Anything other than one is a projection. A fantasy. A social/mental construct. One/Unity is the only reality. You cannot actually divide anything (unless you're deluding yourself) in your own experience. You experience a unity. Have you ever experienced anything other than one seemless flow of Consciousness?

@Thought Art Same thing here.

@The0Self Why do we fear death? From my experience i don't fear death. But i fear pain and suffering. The only reason i fear death is because i don't know if i am gonna be in a comfortable place right after.

I've called my sister fat once years ago. And she still remembers it. Thats a solid advice for sure. Women don't forgive/forget easily if you've made them feel bad.

Interesting. I was taking creatine back when i was lifting weights. They say it is a good nootropic.

@The Lucid Dreamer One of these next lives, is gonna be eventually me being born as a billionaire. I'm still waiting. My turn will come.

Suffering is necessary if you want to really appreciate the present moment. Yes after tons of suffering you don't need any more of it to get the benefits of gratitude and appreciation of your life. I've found that people who haven't suffered deeply don't really enjoy life as much and they take everything for granted. They may even be wealthy but still their life is very hollow and empty of meaning. How can you appreciate what wealth is if you have never been poor? Same goes for happiness and well-being. How can you appreciate those things without their opposites. All spiritual gurus have suffered a lot in their lifes. They weren't comfortable and protected all their lifes. Jesus, Budda are good examples. Jesus especially. Ramana Maharshi losts his parents i think and came face to face with the fear of death at an early age which led to his epic enlightment. He wasn't smoking weed and playing videogames lol.

I'm having difficulties experiencing this life of mine, i don't wanna be experiencing others lifes also lol. It's too much to handle.

@GoobyBooby This friend of mine who is actually from Libya tells me the same things. The civil war destroyed everything. One of his brother got killed also. He was sad about losing his brother..

I was watching this super biased documentary where they potray Gaddafi as the devil and America-EU as the angels. They didn't really explain why Gaddhafi was killed. Yes there was a rebel against him but why, and funded by whom. I had a friend years ago who was actually from Libya, Tripoli. He said to me that things were much better with Gaddhafi. If someone knows more about Gaddhafi let me know.