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@Hardkill The price you'll pay for it will be miniscule and insignificant if you do it a few times. If you do it for weeks, months and years then yes, you can pay a big price for it.

@Matthew85 Yes, thats correct. Nice idea. Aubrey Marcus is a serious spiritual seeker and psychonaut. Him and Leo would be a very nice combo for an interview.

@Regan Maybe i am sadistic but i like how everyone will lose their battle with attachments. Poeple cling dearly to their attachments. But God is not having any of our bs. God is teaching all of us a lesson but we're too stubborn and dumb to understand. This is why death is needed. To finally wake us up for good.

Joe Rogan is a self-centered idiot with no particual social concerns. I don't like him. He is not a Gandhi, nor a Martin Luther King. He just cares to be comfortable. I am not blaming him. He can't do better than that. It is just what it is. He won't go out of his way to change the lifes of other people. Only superficially he will try to do that. And only as long as he remains super comfortable and in a position of privilege. I don't like anyone who works for Dana White and the UFC in general. He works for a company which pays elite world class athletes pennies. These world class athletes get in the octagon, get permanent damages/injuries that will annoy them until they die. Meanwhile Joe Rogan and Dana White are shooting HGH and enjoying the whole spectacle like nothing is going wrong. Like a father who rapes his daughters and then they sit at the dinner like nothing is wrong. UFC is like a modern Roman Gladiator spectacle. The only difference is that they don't usually die. Other than that no big differences. They still are treated like pieces of expendable flesh lol. This is not stage Green. Joe Rogan is clearly a materialist atheist. You can see that with his interactions with people like Sam Harris etc. It's a shame he still doesn't get it what psychedelics are trying to show him. Maybe because he is too busy shooting testosterone up his buttocks and smoking weed here and there. I can't picture Joe Rogan meditating or doing any serious consciousness work. I can only envision him lifting weights. People give him too much credit.

@NeonLayf Look what you are doing here. You are seeking reassurance. You are chasing certainty. You are engaging in Compulsions. This is why you still suffer from OCD 13 years now. Everytime you are reacting to a fear by doing compulsions , you basically teach your brain that your fears are legit. Then your brain sends you those thoughts over and over again to make sure you're safe. The brain just wants to help and protect you. If you stop reacting, if you stop doing compulsions, then eventually the brain will learn that you are no longer in danger, & will stop torturing you with those urges. The only solution here is to be courageous, and embrace uncertainty. Accept the fact that maybe you are sexually attracted to your mother. Stop trying to get rid of sensations, thoughts or feelings. That is the problem right there. You experience a bunch of things, you put a label on them and then you are trying to make those things go away. This will never work. Stop engaging in compulsions otherwise you will be forever suffering. Of course this is easier said than done. Practically you will be suffering enormously for few months before your brain changes. But even after few weeks there will some relief. It takes i found 2 years of work to fully get rid of this monster. Recovery is possible. I have done it. The uncertainty will never go away. You just learn to live with it. Ocd is a gift also. You are focused on details that the average mind is not. Many people are not ready to stop the compulsions. Maybe it takes you more years of torture to get to that point. I don't know. I speak from experience. Normies who haven't suffered from OCD don't understand you. They can never understand you. So i feel you man. I know exactly what you are going through. Either you are stoping the compulsions or you live a life of pure misery until your 80s. Your choice. OCD is the worst thing ever. One of the worst things that a person could suffer from. There are many resources out there that can help you. I will post some below. But if you are not willing to change your ways then nothing can help you. Only the most courageous people overcome this monster. Because you will have to face your fears and accept them. You will have to accept your worst nightmares and do nothing about it. The people below have had OCD also. And recovered from it. Recovery is possible. Don't believe the bs that OCD is chronic. This has never been proven. Get angry at OCD man. How many more years and energy will this monster steal from you? This monster has significantly reduced the quality of your life. It has made you hate your life. How much of this bs will you allow? Stop feeding the monster. You are running around in circles. Compulsions will never work.

@mandyjw I disagree. Survival is not just a thought. It is a fact of existence.

I think Everyone would prefer the truth of a matter rather than the bullsh*t. People think they get closer to Truth by religion, science, reading books, listening to podcasts. I beleive the desire for truth (truth in general) is a core feature amongst every person. But people are just kidding themselves. They get trapped into web of lies withour knowing that they do so. Maybe most people prefer survival over truth, but we can't deny the fact that everyone is pursuing the truth in their own ways, everyone would like to know what happens after death for example. Everyone Consciously would prefer to know the truth of a matter rather the bs of a matter. That's my take on it. Noone consciously decides to believe in bs.

I believe in being spontaneous. I don't think about giving approval or not. I Just do it or don't do it. The problem is when you do it mechanically with ulterior motives behind. The problem is when you fake it and not being authentic. I stopped giving compliments when i don't really feel like doing it. I always try to be as honest as possible.

Ι believe synchronities exist. My theory is that if you enter an increased level of Consciousness and you are pure of egoic bs ''you'' can alter your reality and even manifest miracles. Maybe like lucid dreaming. Only very few spiritual people will be able to do this though. God's power is not available to the average Joe. But this is a very tricky subject. I am still not convinced about many things. And definitely there is a lot of possibility for delusion. Once i believe that i was able to speed up time. But still i am not sure if it really happened or not. Maybe i was just deluing myself high on psychedelics. Dismissing paranormal is underestimating God's infinity.

Leo says that ''i'' already have experienced everything. Also other gurus have said that everything has already happened. I agree with this notion. But i am not grasping it with my mind. How can i have experienced already an infinite film reel when it seems that i can keep on experiencing the film reel forever without an end. This seems to me like a paradox... Or i am not getting it. If there are 3 movies , i can already have watched them all. But if i attempt to watch an infinite movie, i will be forever watching and never manage to watch the entire movie..Basically i am finding hard to understand how everything has already happened when it is meant to forever be happening.

I've got a weird arrythmia where basically my heart kinda stops abruptly and then restarts all over again (This is how it feels). Lol. This has made me think that i could die at any time. Maybe one day the heart won't ''restart'' again. This doesn't happen all the time but it happens on a monthly basis. Still though i get this delusional sense that i am gonna live another 30-40 years for sure. (I'm 28). I think almost everybody thinks this way. That they are gonna probably live for many years to come. This is not grounded in reality. Because the reality is you cannot be sure how much you're gonna live. Statistically you could make assumptions and estimations though. My fear of death is at a level of 3. Even when i think i'm gonna die, i don't usually panick. I don't get paranoid over death. BUT having said this, at the moment when i am dying, when i know for sure that i am gonna meet my Creator, i don't know how am i gonna react. Maybe i will get utterly terrified when i realize that i am actually dying. But now i am kinda cool. My grandpa actually, before he died. He got so terrified that he was no longer responding to any of our questions. At that time he knew his time was coming. He got extemely Terrified and just didn't move. After that he went on a coma. I still think that his mind made him go into a coma because he didn't want a conscious death. (Maybe that's bs , idk for sure). Because generally he feared death more than most people. He didn't want to face death. He was always avoiding it. Even when he was in his 80s, he thought he could live for many years still to come lol. How much would you say you fear death from 0 to 10?

@vizual Yes i can relate a lot with what you're saying. Many people say they don't fear death. But when death comes they get terrified lol. But some people don't get so terrified. I know this from experience. And one time where i was close to dying i was fearful but not terrified. I was kinda accepting of the idea even though i didn't want to go. Einstein is a remarkable example of someone who embraced death.

@mandyjw The scale represents some degrees of fear though. 0 would be total fearlessness. 10 would be utterly terrified. Whereas 5 would be a mild fear.

@PurpleTree It depends. If it is painless i don't mind going slow so i can get into a deep meditative state. But if i get captured by a Mexican drug cartel (i get nightmares about it lol) then i will be praying to be over quick. These animals really enjoy torturing you. Lol. Not fun at all being God sometimes i guess. This is why Kiki Kamarena is a hero of mine. This guy suffered more than Jesus did and he still didn't betray an of his co-workers. Truly amazing. Truly god-like.

@Godishere I just wish taking a psychedelic was easier. Sometimes i get incredibly jealous of Leo. He has massive access to tons of psychedelics whereas i need to risk few times a year to get my hand on some shrooms lol. Shrooms are the best though (for me). Always provide me with an enlightening experience with no crazy visuals or weird bs. Just pure heightened awareness. I love the clarity associated with some psychedelics. Much mind bs goes away and you just see thingss for what they truly are. As for the infinity part. Only once i actually became conscious of infinity. Still the most incredible realization of my life. And i am chasing the same depth of englithment ever since. This was truly an enlightment. This is when i got my hands on some acid.

@Nahm Thank you for the kind encouraging words Nahm. I hope you're having a nice day

@Loba Sometimes i get a sense of a relief because i am thinking that if i heart suddenly stops beating i won't experience too much of a painful death. It seems like an easy way out lol. Have a nice day also.

@ZzzleepingBear It is a hell of a ride

@Vibroverse God has experienced everything because he is Everything already at this moment. All possibilities are here right now.

@Vibroverse I think God has already experienced everything though because God is everything.

@Nahm I like entertaining this idea. Thank you.

1g gram is a good starting dose for most people. For me it was too lil and not worth it. Just got a slight buzz. Take no less than 1g and no more than 2g for your 1st time.

@Nahm I also want to make that feeling go away. That is also a problem i think.

Sometimes i do enjoy highly pleasurable things without any cravings afterwards. It's a gamble most of the times. I liked what you said about the ''sticky'' effect. Its true. My brain never gets stuck into meditation sessions for example lol.

@Loba Thanks for the advice :-)