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@Terell Kirby I am not referring to any ''I'' in particular. Just to the experience of existence itself.

Why Reality has to be so brutal and scary at times? Couldn't the design be different? What is the point of getting tortured in the most horrific way possible by some Mexican drug cartel or what is the point of getting abducted and raped in your way back home as a 9 year old schoolgirl. This is all senseless suffering. Pure misery. Horror movies with a sad end. Personally i am a very sensitive person and have been deeply affected by the senseless brutality around me. Also i have watched gore content which can make you despise God. This brutality , this harshness of life maybe shows that God doesnt really give a damn about our well being which is scary. Reality is so brutal that its not even funny.

@Seraphim If God is allowing this epic levels of torture and pure misery then thats bad news. I don't care if God loves or not torture, epic misery and etc. I don't like it. Nor anyone else. Thats the problem right there. Life on this planet is not a walk in the park. Just the opposite.

Leo has made some contradictory claims on his videos. On instances he has said 'you think you are a human' and on other occasions he has stated how we are so limited by this body and can't love like God. From my experience I am a limited human being or it would be better to say that I have always been aware of a limited human body is with me wherever I go. (deep sleep would be an exception). Any Opinions about this?

@peanutspathtotruth What do you mean by saying that there is nothing substantial in the feeling of the body? By saying that the body is constant i mean that its more constant than pretty much any other object in my perception. I always have felt and seen my body. Its always with me unlike a chair or something else.

@Gili Trawangan When meditating i have tasted this sense of emptiness. Felt like i was an empty canvas. It's really freeing to be nothing in particular for a while.

@peanutspathtotruth Saying that you're a human makes a lot of sense since your body is always with you. The toilet sink, houses, bridges and other people are not. Your body is the only constant thing that you can't get rid of and always stays with you. This is why materialists believes that they are a human body & I can't blame them for that. It's the logical conclusion to make (I'm not saying its right necessarily).

@Matthew85 What is my true identity?

I just read Leo's last post. Personally I take turmeric powder and I live in Greece. Should I keep taking it? I'm confused...

This video suggests that dairy is actually 'pretty darn healthy for you'. But i've heard all sorts of things on the internet. There have been many ridiculous claims made about dairy. The guy in the video has a PhD in Nutrional Sciences so i give him a lot more authority than other fools on the internet.

@Opo Thank you!

@Nahm Thank you bro. ?

Schopenhauer says that life is inherently without worth. Is that true?

@iboughtleosbooklist I have recorded videos of myself every day for 10 months straight. It's definitely worth it. You notice certain patterns that you wouldn't notice otherwise and you gain life changing insights. Recording your self is a form of self observation.

Interesting post. I've had some paranormal experiences myself in the past which have left me puzzled and confused. I think there is definitely something to this.

I have little fear of death in general. Even when my heart hurts I don't get terrified of dying. I am very afraid of illness though bc of all the suffering and discomfort associated. The moment when you realise that you are indeed definitely gonna die, that will be the true test of how much you fear it or not. To me death is a liberating thing. I like my life but I don't freak about losing it. I don't view this incarnation as something that should never end. Just the opposite. Death will free me from this life into the unknown which is kinda scary and cool.

@JayFueel A serial killer is a product of environment and circumstances. Its hard to say that anyone chooses to be evil. The truth is that some people have had a really really really shitt* life with abuse and neglect which turns them into monsters. There are no evil people There are only miserable people that can't help themselves spreading that misery everywhere. Imagine that serial killer and how his innocence was stolen from abuse when he was younger.

@JayFueel @JayFueel Many of the things Leo talks about can be confirmed. Take a strong psychedelic and see.

@JayFueel Anything that is not happening in my direct experience right now is a story. It could be a valid story or not. If you were talking about Alexander the great that would also be a story. I believe Jesus and Buddha probably existed. Sometimes myself I pray to Buddha bc it makes me feel good. I don't get too attached to the story though. Because I don't know how accurate it is or not. I think it comes down to a matter of preference. The reason I prefer Buddha is bc his story resonates more with me. I am willingly create the duality between me and Buddha bc I feel like I need the help from someone above me. I don't feel ready to collapse that duality.

@JayFueel I don't know if you are just trolling or not lol. But it would be insane to me that you follow Leo's work and you seem so attached to your stories. This work is about direct experience and not belief.

Nice trip report. Enjoyed reading it.

@JayFueel We could say that Reality embraces rape but not us. We as limited humans can't accept rape and other things which cause staggering levels of suffering.

@JayFueel Those are stories.

Will God Punish you if you end up killing yourself? By 'Punish' I mean maybe you'll just be reborn into similar shi**y situations just so you will overcome em in this reincarnation. It seems to me that this life will affect the quality of my next life..

The ego has no control over Reality. I get that. But let's put the ego aside. If I am the creator of the entire universe I would expect to have some insane mind boggling powers and being able to create anything I desire with nobody limiting me. Instead of that I find myself being a human with 0 free will. I find myself being the character of the video game instead of the creator of the video game. Basically it's like I am God and not God at same time. This is how it feels like. Will I ever actually start creating stuff and being more involved into the creative process of God? All of that part seems hidden from us. I want to experience being God proper and not just a character.