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Leo talks in this quote about the sex webcam business. And says the following: What???? A little before that quote Leo was talking about how demeaning it is to do sex work...Maybe he means something i don't understand. Because this seems contradicting to me. Another criticism is that he said that girls who enter sex work, they will be traumatized for life. Which i find extremely unhelpful and pessimistic to say .... I think you can work and heal from any trauma. It doesn't have to bug you for the rest of your life. I speak from experience too. But still i found this triggering and upsetting to hear. I've noticed that Leo is extremely harsh and brutal with his teachings.... I understand that he wants to speak the truth but still many things he says are problematic and make people more miserable and demotivated that they were before... Who really wants to hear that they will be fked up for life?? Also i don't think it's true. Some percentage of girls even just view it as another business and doesn't even bother them one bit. You can watch interviews with some prostitutes who are old and verify this for yourself.
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If i am God then why don't i experience that i am God? If i am creating the entire Universe with Infinite Intelligence why don't i actually experience that? I would really love to start creating stuff with Infinite Intelligence. It's just frustrating that i am God but i don't experience it unless i take psychedelics. Any thoughts? I don't know the answer.
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SQAAD replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Yimpa I know that this present moment is God. But i have zero control of this moment, no free will. Shouldn't God have Will? -
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@Yimpa Leo says that God is a Mind with Infinite Free Will. Yet i don't find that in my direct experience. -
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@Vibes Yes i am pure consciousness but the experience that i am having is that of a human. -
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@Leo Gura What do you mean? I experience myself as human in dreams but the limitations of the dream are different. What i want to experience is having ultimate control of the dream. -
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@Inliytened1 I want to actually experience this work God has done to create this. Is that a possibility? -
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@Hojo If i am God, i should have Free Will and create whatever i please. I should be the only one in Control. -
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@Inliytened1 I am willing to do everything to become God Proper. -
SQAAD replied to The Redeemer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Benton Can you explain what does this mean? I don't understand. -
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@Inliytened1 Yes but i want to experience the other side too. Right now i feel like a puppet with no free will or any sort of control. That is my actual experience. I would love to have control and start creating stuff without limits. I would love to experience being an actual God, if that makes sense. -
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@Leo Gura That is not being God Proper though. That is creating stuff as a little, extremely limited humanoid. I want the experience of being God Proper and actually creating stuff as an Infinite Intelligence. That is what i expect to experience as God. -
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@Leo Gura When do i get to dream creating stuff as God? -
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@Hojo What do you mean? That i never get to experience creating stuff as God? Also there is no one here experiencing too, because of No Self and Emptiness. -
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SQAAD replied to Federico del pueblo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
This works great. Changes your state. -
@7:46 of the video he says something like this: I am not sure exactly what he means but i think this is BS.. God created the whole universe for itself so the entire Universe is here for God. What do you make of this statement? Can someone explain to me what it means? Is Michael Singer awake? I have read 1 of his book. He also seems to believe in an Earth spinning in the middle of nowhere... Kinda dissapointing.
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At 9:00 of the video he talks about psychedelics. Then he says: Is this true?? Because i have zero understanding of the nervous system. And i really wanna try 5-meo in the near future.
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I'm currently watching this video. Leo talks about how God is Death, and that basically we are already Dead.. Ok i have some experience with that. Then he goes on to say how identification with our physical body is selfishness delusion and fantasy. What is wrong with survival? I may not essentially be the body but i need to keep this body alive if i want to maintain this current particular dream. It may be a delusion to believe that i am a body but still i need to keep taking care of it. What is wrong with this selfishness (at moderate levels)? What is the alternative? I don't get it.. The most reasonable thing is to take care of the body so you don't have to constantly change dreams. I know Leo agrees with this also. But then again i don't understand why he criticizes survival . Also i believe God constructed survival . If i could maintain the dream without taking care of the body then ok. But God forces us with needs/urges/cravings to take care of the body. I don't really understand what is Leo's deepest point here. If survival is such a falsehood then why God designed this Earth and its creatures so that they have self-preservations instincts and a need to keep the body alive? Leo calls this attachment to survival self-bias but what is the alternative? The alternative seems like pure torture, pure misery to me & doesn't seem to make any sense... Also i disagree with him on some parts of the video. For example the thing i fear the most is excuciating pain and not death. Lastly Leo said: What does this meam? I don't get it. What about Ramana Maharshi and other super enlightened beings who survived for a long time? Were they self-deceived?
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Is 5-meo-malt safe? I really wanna try it. I checked a site which sells 5-meo-malt and right below the description it has this picture..where it lists some chemicals like h302 and others that are harmful.. I don't understand what this all means. Can someone check the picture and give me an explanation please?
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'' The world doesn't care whether you survive or not. The world runs on its own accord. '' This is a quote by Leo from one of his old videos. Is this statement true? And what does it really mean? If it is really true that God is totally indifferent then what is that different from materialism and nihilism? Why do we even talk about God then? Also this makes you feel terrible about existence and everything. It's not motivating or inspiring at all... It makes you wanna become someone like Bukowski for example.. God is supposedly infinitely intelligent and all loving. This is quite different from a neutral Universe.. Leo has said that the Universe/God has feelings and it is not cold and neutral.. Also he has stated that God wants us to awaken. It seems paradoxical that God would use his infinite intelligence to create a perfect universe and yet at the same time be totally indifferent about it.. I don't understand this. My intuition and previous experiences with psychedelics tell me that God cares about its Creation. It's counter-intuitive that God cares to create a perfect ant, yet at the same time doesn't care if it gets stomped by humans and other animals. I don't get this at all....
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Leo says: What does this mean? I don't get it at all... What about super enlightened sages like Ramana Maharshi who lived to old age?
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SQAAD replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Yimpa It might be a self-bias but everywhere i go, 'my' body follows. Is that a coincidence? I know that essentialy i am beyond the body but i need to take care of it as long as i want to maintain this dream. Otherwise i would be constantly jumping from one dream to the next. What would be the point of that?? What would be the alternative of not having a bias towards towards our bodies? Even very enlightened beings such as Ramana Maharshi survived for a long time. God has designed it so that we have a bias towards our bodies. That is the reason we experience this strong drive/urge to survive. It is not by accident. Problems begin if we are too attached though. -
SQAAD replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Yimpa Why do you say that? It is not a delusion if you want to maintain this particular dream. -
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@Moksha Great quote.
