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  1. Posted

    I want to write out a few thoughts:

    Abraham Hicks work is not about having desires, yes. It's about not having the desires, surrendering, being yourself. But if you follow the rope of love you will have what you want. Strange logic, really.

    Simple metaphysics of everything. There is an experience of one thought at any particular moment. Thought is run by a feeling underneath.

    Feeling generates a thought, thought generates an experience, the experience generates feeling, feeling generates a thought...

    How to have a beautiful (beautiful from your perspective) experience? 
    The usual way, which may seen as not optimal is trying to 'solve' something by overthinking...
    We can call it 'logical mind'. Logical mind is not a bug, it's feature! If you are staying on the top of the skyscraper, there is a simple logic of "surviving" which may help you to not jump, so you can experience more love.

    So, what you really want? You want to be loving. How to do that? Meditate, psychedelics, follow good feeling.... blah blah blah. I already was writing about it, now something new for me...

    If you feel low, realize which thought is putting your down in the current moment.
    Then, identify on the emotional scale of Abraham Hicks what feeling generates this thought.
    Then, try to move up little by little until you are loving...
    It's not about thinking something else to move your mood up. It's about looking into the current thought from the different perspective, re-contextualization you may say. Though the outcome of the exercise is precisely the new quality thought. When you are at the top of the scale - the new thoughts, new 'solutions' may come to you which you couldn't think before... What an amazing time to be alive, grateful till eternity. :) 

  3. Posted

    Ask me how I'm doin', I'll say "okay, " yeah
    But ain't that what we all say?

    If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
    If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
    If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
    If you want love, if you want love

    I've always tried to control things
    In the end that's what controls me
    Maybe that's why I'm controllin'

    Tellin' me it doesn't mean it's wrong because it feels right

  4. Posted

    It's interesting how you see the blind spots in everyone else but not your own character. Why is that?
    Maybe because you don't give a shit about another person so it's easy to see everything as it is.
    And when your monkey-mind shouts "important" beliefs it's hard to see the spots in your character.
    How sneaky it is!
    But still love everything :) 

  7. Posted · Edited by dimitri

    This is just words for myself to help me, I know nothing:

    You don't want to have what other people have.
    You don't want to experience what other people experience.
    You don't want to have people around you what another person has.

    Nothing is wrong. You can be Hitler or you can be Jesus.

    Listen to your feeling. Don't think too much about how to decide, choose what feels good.
    Be spontaneous, be, create, love. Don't follow the logic road... 
    Small loving step by small loving step and you are Loving.

     

  8. Posted · Edited by dimitri

    This is just words for myself to help me, I know nothing:

    You can't run from Yourself.
    Check the feelings, constantly! Make a tiny step towards a good mood, loving state.
    Like what? Like eating apple, deep breathing, making tea, walking, whatever you like.
    When you are in a good state - imagine. Imagine what you want. Feel through your imagination. There should be almost no difference between you imagine it and what you experience now.
    Be grateful, for everything, for every interaction with a human, for every event, nothing is accidental.
    You are creating the whole thing including your current character in a play.
    Accept what you have, you created it for yourself.
    Listen to people, don't judge them, don't give fucking advice, everyone has a unique path.
    Feel compassion to people because everyone is you.
    Be honest with your feelings. Choose what you want, not what 'others' wants from you.
    The only thing that stops you from your dream life is you, your resistant thought, your beliefs.
    Want to have something else? Dissolve your old beliefs, create new. 
    Whatever you focus, whatever you believe comes to your life.
    Be a Human, don't react - act, let it go, breathe, love, accept, feel.

    On a personal note, what is helping me:
    - good sleep
    - walk in nature
    - reading what I like
    - meditation
    - psychedelics (also you need to be careful with that this is a strong tool)
    - 3d printing
    - coffee making
    - cooking
    - listening to people
    - hiking
    - climbing, gym, running
    - just be present in the environment, zoom into something
    - sunlight
    - origami
    - poem writing
    - green tea
    - photo making
    - doing something at home, like cleaning, improving the home environment in any way
    - smiling
    - dancing

     

  12. Posted

    On 1/28/2020 at 3:35 AM, Psychonaut said:

    Everything is moving forward and trying to go as far in its development as possible. A plant is trying to grow as tall as possible. A chicken is trying to eat as many bugs as possible. This is so that it can become as strong and live as long as it can. Everything is surviving and moving upwards in the spiral at the same time. The universe as a whole in all its fragments moves forwards.

    The plant grows as large as possible so the atoms that make up the plant can be absorbed by the animal with the highest potential. The fragments that make up the entire earth all acquire energy that enhance their potential. So to say it in a new agey way: The atoms are all increasing their frequency and vibration. It might sometimes not always seem that we are moving forward. However, we are and the frequency increases and the vibrations become faster. It seems it becomes more unstable. The potential is higher and the fall from this height is increased. The potential for great and for terrible things is increased. It has always been like this, there is light and there is dark and they exist in unity. Without distinctions there is nothing.

     

    At a certain point a critical mass will be reached. There will be a tipping point just as in an epidemic. It can be contained for a while, but as soon as enough are infected it cannot be contained anymore. Being awake and seeing it from the top is not like an illness. This was just a metaphor. The process I am talking about cannot be contained. The truth is too strong and too good to be contained. It will always reach the light. Just as a good virus once created will kill the entire human race without any chance of survival. I don't wish to scare you. I really don't want to scare you, merely point out attachments you have. If there is any reaction or feeling of sadness towards what I have said. I didn't mean to invoke this.

     

    However, as a human being one of the things you will do is let go. You have a lifetime to learn to let go. Every stone will be turned around to reveal what lies beneath. You will express everything that you will express. You will experience everything that you have to experience. You will also experience that you wish to not have experienced some events. This is also included in the things you wanted to experience. Everything needs to be experienced by someone and you are the best one to experience it. Also the negative, repulsive, ugly and evil things need to be experienced by someone. You have been chosen and from a higher perspective you have chosen this yourself. You actually wanted to feel what you are feeling now. You desired to feel everything and you wanted this. What you are feeling and reading now is what you want and have always wanted.

     

    Just as a woman needs to trust that when she surrenders she won't be taken advantage of, you need to trust. Do you trust yourself? Do you trust your intuition and that you have provided all the necessary ingredients for yourself so that  you can reach your highest state? Do you trust that you can find what you are seeking within yourself? Do you trust that like every tree that has been planted as a seed into the ground you also have a seed in yourself? You are a walking seed that has been put out into the world to sprout and shine bright. Do you trust that when you let go of everything that you will find it and do you trust that it will be what you have always wanted?

     

    It might seem like this has ended abruptly, but this is all I have to say for now. I wish you well. May you find what you have been looking for. May you be healthy, happy, fulfilled and experience what you came here for. All is good and well. Relax, it will be ok. I love you in a way that you might not believe is possible. 

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  16. Posted · Edited by dimitri

    Leo's latest video inspired me to write a small poem in Russian. I write the poems only for about a week :D 

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    Я Сталин, я Гитлер, я людоед.  
    Я Мать Тереза, я Исус, я Мухаммед.  
    Я ты, я мама, я сын,  
    Я все они, я по горло сыт.  

    Я открою глаза, я буду любить,  
    Я отпущу все страхи, я буду жить.  
    Я не буду стыдиться себя самого.  
    Я пришел сюда чтоб испытать одного!  

    Любить.

    In this short poem is everything what I ever wanted to say lol.

    I'll try to translate it to English (thanks google translator), so you can understand it, but I am going to loose the rhyme:

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    I am Stalin, I am Hitler, I am a cannibal.
    I am Mother Teresa, I am Jesus, I am Mohammed.
    I'm you, I'm mom, I'm son
    I'm all of them, I'm fed up.

    I will open my eyes, I will love
    I will let go of all fears, I will live.
    I will not be ashamed of myself.
    I came here to experience one thing!

    To love.

     

  17. Posted

    26 minutes ago, mandyjw said:

    Eh, yeah a large percentage of them are seemingly quite stuck on one subject. I often try to interpret the lyrics in a way that the singer wasn't conscious of.  Remember, that you create the meaning. :)  When music starts being an annoyance rather than enjoyable I just take a break. Or there's always chillstep or instrumental music. 

    Sounds good, thank you ;) 

  20. Posted

    Cool. I discovered him yesterday for the first time. But I think I understand what you mean. I remember watching old Leo's videos , how he changed himself over time (and us).

    Sometimes for me it's hard to listen songs because you see Love signs everywhere, so for the last few days I listen Russian pop where there is mostly man wants just to fuck woman ahaha. @mandyjw do you have a similar effect while songs listening?

  21. Posted

    Wow, thanks Pacific Sage for sharing, the lyrics is mind-blowing. I am 30 and yes, nothing is wrong. :) 



    Yeah, uh

    I can worry, I can overthink things
    That's exactly when I tend to wanna drink things
    Tend to wanna smoke things
    'Til I realized there's no thing outside of me
    That kinda helped me grow wings
    Listen up, I think this is dope
    To love's very different than to own
    Let that sink in

    I grew my hair, but never lost my J Dilla vibe
    Airplane mode, don't kill the vibe
    I had to remind people I was still alive
    I had to remind people of what's real inside
    Yeah, yeah, I'm the "I Took a Pill in" guy
    But even more beautiful with no pill inside
    Feel the vibe?

    I wanted to be Deion, I was more Wojciechowski
    My friends gon' hit the club, I tell 'em go without me
    There's a lot that these people don't know about me
    I always been that dude though, no Lebowski (stupid)
    Old friends never tell me that I seem different
    Ashamed of the way that I used to treat women
    Objectifying
    Embarrassed, but I'll never lie
    Mac is dead, many more are dead inside
    Hideous thoughts in this head of mine
    I'll choose different ones
    Life hit me in the face, but I didn't run
    Perhaps Michigan'll be the place my kids are from
    Ram Dass is the man I got the vision from

    It's alright, yeah, uh
    It's alright, yeah
    Uh, ayy

    I donated all my Jordans, didn't do a post
    They were taking up the space that I needed to grow
    That was a Sage Francis line; I stole it
    But there was no better way to say that
    There is no future, no time
    Look at yourself, don't be so bovine
    Courage used to be something that I couldn't find
    People scared to look at their dreams so they look at mine, yeah
    Whatever makes you feel good inside (it's alright)

    I was in the gym the other day in Los Angeles
    And I saw all of the beautiful bodies
    Running on the treadmills, staring at the screens
    And it reminded me of hamsters running on the wheel
    And that's when I really decided right then and there
    I'm not gon' be a hamster on a wheel
    I'm gon' do it
    Twitter is apoplectic
    Squirrels with acorns
    I said it before
    Ships are safe in the harbor, but that ain't what ships are made for
    I say I am not my haircut, I'm not my body
    Not my clothes, I'm something much more beautiful
    Deeper than even I know
    Took me 30 years to wake up and write this song
    Took me 30 years to realize nothing is wrong

  22. Posted

    I really enjoy to have 20km hikes in Nature with a group of people. You can listen people when you want, you can listen Nature when you want, it's amazing. When I am in Nature for a long enough I have psychedelic-like experience, everything becoming one experience of happening. It's probably doesn't make sense to read unless you experience it. :) 

  23. Posted

    Another small insight which I feel to share and everyone here probably knows it (at least in theory) :) 

    You can do LITERALLY what you fucking want. You can go to сave and be a sage, you can go fuck any pussy, you can go and enjoy nature.
    You can play this lifetime with one group of people more, with another group of people less. You can create new people in your life. You can do anything, anything you want. You can enjoy collecting insects if that's what you want. Try to feel, to realize what you really want, so you have it consciously. It's like a game. You will have it in any case, if you realize what you want you will feel like it's a conscious choice ahaha. 

  24. Posted · Edited by dimitri

    I want to describe a little taste of experience which I had in the latest acid trip around a month ago. I had a lot of insights related to LOA...
    I almost felt insane at the peak of the experience. Deep breathing is the only thing which could help me a little in such a situation...
    I realized how there is a CHOICE, how I create via FEELING that I have what I want.

    Let's say I want to be with person Y. At the peak of the experience, I tried to feel that Y is already near to me. It was almost no difference between me wanting it and having it lol. I'll try to describe. I felt it by my heart, I imagined all the details, it was real for me, that I am with Y...
    At some point, I imagined it so much that it's like 
    − Do you want now this person to come to your room? I can easily do it but that's not what you want. It will make you insane. You want to have it slowly manifesting.
    − Yes, yes, let's do it slowly... 
    Also, the realization that I am Y almost made me cry...I actually cried quite a lot during the trip, but mostly because of eye openings on personal stuff. 

    Grateful for the experience. I had other insights about I am everything, about Love. I could kinda watch through another person's eyes. I had the insight that I can play this lifetime as I want, I have a choice to do anything. I had the insight that I don't need to give fucking advice to anyone. I had the insight that I need to listen only to my heart. I had insight into how I wanted everything that I have now, even the disease. It was a really really nice but hard trip, grateful for that. I think I did perfect integration of this trip... 

    The whole point of this message is to share that it's important to have a good vibe during the trip if you are deep in the trip, try to imagine things you want, try to feel it then see what happens. ;)