allislove

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  1. You probably started to watch Leo when he tried hard to make a girl squirt. Now is completely different story. Imagine these deep heavy "I am God, everything is imaginary" videos put into 13 yo brains..
  2. It's not like black or white. If you blindly believe what Leo says actualized.org is a cult for you. If you use Leo teachings as pointers to discover Truth by yourself - it's not.
  3. Haha, great story. I finished the first season 5 minutes ago. It took me 3 days. And now I'm starting to think out of the... Maybe, Leo is just a machine programmed to tell other machines to realize that they are God, but in reality... something like in these series happen... and all these insights after psychodelics and so on are just programmed... Now Leo should read my message and answer: "doesnt look like anything to me". LoL
  4. > Reality could also not be imaginary? Reality doesn't need any word. It's enough for Reality to just BE.
  5. I hope he will create a new course in the future: "How to transform your life using psychedelics". Now, his courses are good, but they use so basic selp-help techniques. But anyway, the course has helped me to start the road of self-development where I discovered Leo at the end. Grateful for that.
  6. I understand (at least conceptually) that everything is God's dream, that I am God, but still the birth of my character in this dream has happened, the same as death is going to happen at some point. So, it's imaginary from God's perspectives, since God has imagined my character and everything else? Since I identified myself as a character, but I am not only character but everything (God). Does my flow of thoughts look legit?
  7. Yesterday I had 1.5g of B+ and they helped me to have a direct realization of how my birth is imaginary. On the peak of the experience shrooms helped me to put awareness on the ego. I didn't blame the ego, I just loved and observed it. That helped ego to relax, so consciousness sank to the ever present space of everything. I saw the ego as a small piece of the space. Then I realized that "I" is that space and not just the ego. And it was always like that. From that space birth and death is imaginary. Grateful for the experience. Love.
  8. Look into your heart and ask: why I am engaging to analyse someone else but not me first?
  9. > I guess it can be threatening to accept that all of life, light and dark, birth and death, is all part of it. Yes, it can be threatening... But who is threatened? Be aware of the ego. But don't blame it, love it, such a counter-intuitive move. Then, you may see who you are, the space of everything. From that place, death or birth is imaginary. You never die or get born. You always here, just to observe your love.
  10. I can't answer your questions and this is not an answer which you are looking for, I suppose. Whenever I encounter synchronicity in my life I try to be grateful for it. I say to myself something along the lines: "This is my higher self acknowledges that I am on the right path. This reality is magic. I can relax.". Wish you all the best Mandy.
  11. That's a wise of him. He is much better in letting go than both of us. But it's true, we all devils in some sense. And what every devil need? Right - Love.
  12. You can't really grasp where to buy cheap Bluetooth headphones conceptually. Psychedelics is the way to realize
  13. @Inliytened1 I can grasp conceptually that my mother is imaginary when she is not in my direct experience, but to really get the idea that everything is imaginary.. I need some mystical experience. Anyway, thank you man and everyone involved in this thread, my question answered. ❤️
  14. @Inliytened1 so, my mother is object when she is physically near to me and she is a thought when she is not in my direct experience? But what this difference brings to us? How it's helpful for realizing my true nature?
  15. You need to be aware of how your mind tries to restrict a thought process. Let's say you start to think about porn. And then mind comes with its belief and says something like: "No, no, no, it's bad to think about porn. I better switch to something else. I don't allow myself to think about porn.". So, your goal is to catch such thought and allow yourself to think about porn till naturally you will start to think about something else. It's easy to lost yourself in thoughts during "do nothing". It's okay, do not blame yourself for that. If you do this practice consistently there will be moments when after you're lost in thoughts then spontaneously clarity, silence of mind comes. Do not try to stop these moments too. Just be silent in that moment as long as possible. The key of this practice is consistency. Let's say you have "do nothing" every day for half an hour. Even if there will be only one moment of complete silence of mind for a few seconds it's already good. Do not blame yourself for having no results. Also, what important is to not move during a session. Good luck.
  16. @Leo Gura It's a mindfuck! I am giving up to understand it conceptually. But what is object in this context? Body of my mother is object? But it's not what I call my mother? That what you mean? I am a bit lost.
  17. Every message from @Nahm's mouth sounds like koan to me. She is only around 2. Yeah, I also was pondering does we teach her or she us (or probably it is just all happening). Do you mean that we have already everything within us, but sometimes thoughts of fear (fear conditioned by culture environment for example) may impose us to forget who we truly are?
  18. @Nahm thank you. So, "how my birth is imaginary" is separate thought since it's coming from the place of rational mind (or fear). About differences between the experience of my birth and seeing other people being born, could you provide more pointers to contemplate? Obviously, I am not aware of the experience of my birth, it's just a thought (story), but I was seeing in 1 meter distance how my daughter were born. I experienced only Love related thoughts in that moment. I basically can't compare these two things since I don't remember the direct experience of my birth.
  19. @Nahm separate... the thoughts which didn't actualized. Basically, any fear related thoughts. Part... thoughts which didn't put any agenda on Now, any Love related thoughts. ❤️
  20. You got to know that the sky belongs to no one You know you got to go