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@Gladius Thanks, would be cool to be focused on self-love. My life is not as shiny as I describe in my journal. I still have problems with health and relationship. But I am on the way of figuring out why I am doing it to myself. I feel the dream board going to help me enormously.

@Nahm It's all fun and games until someone loses an I.

@tsuki thank you. Freshy:

Sunny day, I am re-listening this video again and again. So many insights come while listening. And then I read amazing @Nahm's comment: I also had such realization, that I am not really moving, everything comes and goes, but not me. I am not just a content. I am a structure, the background of everything. Of course, on ultimate level structure and content are the same but enough of non-dual bear for now. Grateful for life. Love You.

I also want to express my opinion I haven't drink coffee for 6 months or more, but then in the super positive day I wanted to drink coffee. I was so grateful for my life, like, what else I can do except just to drink coffee in the best restaurant in town? Nowadays, I drink few cups per day in the morning, all is good. I probably will drop it again after some time, will see. I see disadvantages and advantages of doing it. It seems you are trying to run from underlying problem by drinking coffee. Try to relax, breath, maybe insight will come what the problem it is. I was doing the same with porn for example, or with computer addiction in the past. Have you tried micro-dosing? In such days like yours, use a micro-dose of shrooms or lsd, thank me later. Or just meditate, go walk in nature, make good for you, and there is nothing bad with drinking one cup of coffee. Good luck.

A little of micro-shooting from phone: "Eternal wish to live" "Beauty of lightness"

I want to share my "nofap" journey around 7-10 years ago. I hope I remember properly how it was in my experience. Since I felt guilty from "fap" I decided to stop doing it for a long period of time. I think it lasted around 6 months. Why I stopped? First reason, I didn't like a wet dreams. Another reason, the main reason, if you do "no fap" for too long you look to girls without impulse to make love with them. Say, you talk to beautiful girl and you don't want to fuck her, even in your imagination, because you get used to "nofap". I consider it as a bad thing. So, I see the benefits from "nofap", but you should set your personal balance. The same as with everything else. For me I would say few times per month is completely fine (assuming there is no girlfriend nearby). "nofap" should help to get relationship you want, no other way around.

Let it be. Don't resist, enjoy no matter what. Zoom out and love, because it's you. There is nothing but you, there is nothing but Love. You can relax and see what life brings to you. Because everything is for good, everything is for you. You are you forever. Just be kind for yourself and love it. You are the creator of all of it. The best programmer ever, magician in action, I love you.

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what you'd think And if I'm being honest It might have been a nightmare To anyone who might care I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say As long as I'm here No one can hurt you

I am reading "LSD and the Mind of the Universe: Diamonds from Heaven" book. I have read only 13% but it's already worth the price for me. I've got new ideas how I can improve my psychedelics routine, thanks to this book. I am excited to make Dream Board 2.0 soon. I realized (thanks to Nahm) that my Dream Board was too dry. I just put there something like "Good health". I have to be more specific what I really want. If I have 20 heart-beating points of what good health mean for me rather than just two words "Good health", it should trigger good feelings which is a strong signal to Higher Self to manifest it. A good insight (one more thanks to Nahm): manifesting on the dream board (by writing what you want) has no difference compare to manifesting of the wish itself. In other word, if I can manifest the board, marker, my character and draw what I want, I can manifest whatever I want in the same way lol.

"If you love yourself completely you would have no more problems in your life." − Leo

What a night, grateful for the experience Yesterday I took with my friend around 50ug of acid and went to "disco". Before the event I was feeling a bit guilty for using such a remedy "just for fun". Insights from the experience: • everyone wants to feel love • it's possible to merge body and music Probably, I had a micro mystical experience. While dancing I kinda zoomed out too much and everything kinda freezed. I had a realization in that moment that the guy who is dancing now is not me, I am much larger entity, and everyone around my body is me. That was quite scary, I even wanted to go out from the dance floor but then I am calmed down and continued to dance. Amazing experience, grateful for that.

@Preety_India people tried to shut you up but you handled it so eloquent. Cool. Still having this issue.

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@Gneh Onebar happy for you. I started to do psychedelics only 1 year ago. So, I freshly remember what is life-changing, radically open-minded mean.

I have a morning routine for a month or so, it feels so good. ❤️ I start by meditating for 20 minutes. I usually do meditation by putting my attention on breath or some sound, or I do "do nothing" meditation. Then, I play some short (around 10 minutes) video of Abraham Hicks. I do "dream board" exercise while video playing, video is just a background for this exercise. I have a big board on wheels, lucky me. The last part of my morning routine is to dance and sing a song. I usually use this one: https://youtu.be/7vhpBWb6upQ

@Gneh Onebar cool. Just curious, what was the dosage? I did only 1.5g, going to do 2g soonish.

Yeah. I did only 125 maximum and that was already life-changing experience. But I tried 5meo once with a breakthrough, so I feel what is there in a high dose range. Anyway, wanted to thanks for sharing.

I love to take pictures and do micro-shooting from my phone. ...and listen to a great music.

The reason for death is the choice to live The death looks sad because of wrong identification. But in reality death is the most fabulous experience of life. True identification will be revealed for everyone in the moment of death. The good news you don't need to physically die in order to experience it. Imagine you look from the point of eyes now while reading this message. Death is something like you realize that you look not through eyes but through everything. Everything is alive, warm and loving. Unconditional love is all there is.

I am just tripping by reading it LOL.

@Raptorsin7 thanks. Feel like to share: the mindfuck with the dream board is not like you put something there and it's going to be manifested. It's other way around! It's already manifested! It's about genuinely figuring out what you want, so that's gonna happen due to your true nature. ❤️

@Raptorsin7 Awakening sounds big enough for me. ? I feel the board moved me on the next level too. At the beginning, every day, I was putting something new, something big, but now it's just feeling what I already have on the board, and adding more or less minor things, but still the board practice feels great. Godspeed.

@Raptorsin7 thank you, I am curious how is your dream board going?