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The short answer is yes. I self inquired into my true nature for 50 minutes, with a silent mind. I looked at my feet and closed my eyes and opened them again many times. After that i looked at my feet with silent mind and then I suddenly I realized that there were no one looking at my feet. Then i got overwhelmed by this emptiness all over me. My heart began to beat like crazy and it felt like dying. This was how my first ego death felt like.

I wish this will one day happen to me and not just a small awakening, but like from 0-100

Is Sahaja samadhi like being on 5 meo-dmt 24/7 for the rest of your life? I really want a taste on sahaja samadhi, so how do i do that?

I just wonder when you guys talking about becoming financially independent whilst starting from scratch, what country are you guys talking about?

@pluto Will do

Then that means that i have to die then

@winterknight Isn't sahaja smadhi permanent? Isn't sahaja samadhi an enlightenment experience that sticks?

This one was confusing?

What is a rear-naked choke?

Do you mean physical death in the sense of me harming my body or ego death?

@Leo Gura I died once in an enlightenment experience i had. I know what death feels like so now i look forward to my death in self inquiry. I'm ready to die.

I dont understand how game of thrones can help me with self inquiry. Arya Stark is not there to find out what her true nature is, she is just telling him about where she came from.

What about questions like what is My life purpose or what is science and society. I dont think enlightenment answer these questions. There are many more questions enlightened people might have about the world that they dont know the answer to.

Are you dead yet or is your ego stil alive?

My first enlightenment experience came when i was sitting out in my garden late at night. I was sitting there with a sillent mind and laser focus. From that day on i have decided to do my self inquiry at night time.

Dont tell me that Nootropics has the same legal system as psychedelic. Are nootropics more available then psychedelic?

It sounds dangerous to combine two subtence. You maybe need to at least start with smal dose in both Ayahuasca and 5-MeO.

Do you think i can have a mystical experience with listening to this audio?

To be honest i would chose the blue pill

I have been doing a lot of self inqiry lately and just detaching from my experience. I notice that all of my experience is changing and that is not me, but i'm also aware that i'm still pressent there even if the experience is changing. This I is not really there, but im aware of it. This I is just completely formless, empty. Am i just bullshiting my self here or am i onto to something here. What if this is just a feeling that the true self is aware of. I dosent really feel like feeling tho because it is not a normal feeling it is not really there either. It is really hard to explain. If anyone have gone pretty far on this path to enlightenment, can someone tell me if im just deluded here and i'm just bullshiting here and i need to keep looking

Exactly i can't put my finger on it and yes it seems tiless. Im sorry, but i don't know what it mean and what it is.

I have not read it, but i wil definitely check it out

Hunt for rabbit or go and fish. You can go to nearby shop and get food to survive Start a fire You can pee outside and poop outside where people dont see you. You can use grass to take away the poop in you butt

Almost? So you mean you have still have control, but everything else is not you that is in control of the now.