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@fridjonk Just found a list of psychedlics that can give me an experience of love. https://www.actualized.org/insights/psychedelic-receptors As you can see the Imidazoline1 receptors can give you a good chance to experience love. LSD does not activate that receptor.

Any other then mdma?

Your question is based on duality. Your god. Your basically asking "can we ask yourself for help?". Your basically asking if it is possible to ask yourself for help.

Try to just keep the mind silent for long period of time, maybe it will reveal your true self in this very moment. Here is my formula to show your true self. Focus on your true self+silent mind=True self

easier said then done.

I hear a lot of great things about kria yoga these days

So what is the most satisfying and rewarding thing you can pursue the truth or sex whenever you want? So lets say you had a lot of sex when you were younger and then you decided to pursue the truth. If you had to compare sex and truth what would you say were the most important and satisfying you did? I would compare my self, but i have never had sex.

Sorry, but this was a bit hard to understand could you explain in more detalis? Just dont give me all the details of sex.

I dont know why, but for me this duality bettwen external world and me is collapsing slowly. I meditatet one day and became even more conscious the fact that i exist and i'm like holy fuck what is this existence. I actally got scared of existence. I dont know why but i'm now seriously doubting there is such thing as external world. Am i just writting this to my self? Just being open to the possibility that all of reality is me is alreade too scary. That would mean that i'm all alone. Although i'm just at the tip of the iceberg.

@Leo Gura What chemical? Is at a new psychedelic you have discovered?

no That is actally a very good question. I'm actally not sure. I think it is possible, maybe if you have a higher dessire or passion then sex. You can contoplate that question and see if you get to an answer.

When you say legal do you mean that you can buy it from the store without any regulation or are you saying its decriminalize?

I dont know i would not say this is so triggering not for me at least. I can get triggered when i read artical about people spreding myth about psychedelics like for example one time i read a guy wrote that LSD had no legitimate medical benfits. LSD have been used to cure depression and trauma.

My poo is very brown, when i look at it.

Wait is the world ending. Is it game over? Will we all just die because we dont have enough oxygen.

Next year i'm finally old enough to vote, so how do i find the most conscious people and politics to vote for. I dont know how America works, but where i come from we have different parties to vote for. The right is more stage orange and more for free marked and less tax for ritch people. The left is more socialist for more goverment regulation. My question is the left more comscious then the right? How do i measure what is the most conscious parti? Is spiral dynamics a great tool to measure for conscious politics?

@Fishy I live in Norway and in high school weed is pretty much normalized. Many people smoke weed when there like 15 to 23. I guess many young people are more open minded to weed. Its actally pretty normal to smoke in high school.

Scandinavian contries i do consider orange/green. They might have more green then America. I thought Scandinavian contries would be more open minded to legalizing psychedelics, but they are just so closed minded, even tho they have some green in them self. Weed has been legalized in some states in America and in canada. How can contries like Norway, Danmark, Finland and sweden not legalized weed and psychedelics.

Do you have a silent mind. I find self inquiry to be better when my mind is silent.

When Leo explained that non-existence did not exist i finally understod it. The duality bettween non-existence and existence collapsed. I have heard Leo talking about that non-existence does not exist before, but i did not really take it seriously. It just went through one hear and the other hear. While Leo collapsed the duality between existence and non-existence i immediately became conscious that everything is existence. My heart beat was raising and just said wow. Is there more depth to understanding? Am i just scratching the surface?

I know people like to use psychedelics can give me an enlightenment experience. But there is little point in having an enlightenment experience if i come back and i'm still addicted to gaming and other stuff. My question can psychedelics remove addiction and other obstacle to awakening like still buying into materialisme? sorry if my english is shit.

@ardacigin I realized nothingness and just sat there and suddenly i realized that i was not looking at my feat and that i never existed. I realized no-self. I had a big panic attack. It was not permanent. Unfortunately i got back to my ego self in some few minutes. It did not stick.

I am no master in meditation, but i can silent my mind during self inquiry. Well not always, but sometimes i can. I actually manage to silent my mind and have deep equanimity my few first time doing self inquiry. I also manage to have an awakening experience with 50 min self inquiry. Maybe i was just lucky. For some reason when i am really serious about self inquiry and i concentrat i can suddenly silent my mind. Once i silent the mind wired shit happens to me and i my consciousness changes. I am basically in a different state. Maybe this is an cool ability i have or it just might be luck. I have to do some more testing and see if i'm able to silent my mind at will. I just find it wired that i can silent the mind for minutes with doing meditation just for 8 months and far away form mastery.

I have been geting pretty frustrated with self inquiry latelly. I manage to get a enlightenment experience just doing 2 or 3 days self inquiry. In the beginning i had many experience of emptiness. This summer nothing, but looking at this emptiness or in other word my true self and waiting for awakening to strike me like lightning. I dont know what is happening. Maybe i was just lucky in the beginning. Self inquiry sorta feels like playing online video game. Gamers always want to be the best and get all the good stuff. Many gamers rage quit when they lose. I also almost just want to rage quit doing this self inquiry. Any advice how to deal with furstration?

Did i say i do that?