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ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Aeris I do no negate the importance of thinking. I emphasize thinking in alignment. Imagination is a tool. Not a prison. I do not aim to do any more work, really. I aim to see work loose it's meaning completely. Turn it into pure creativity. Supported by passion and will. The operating system of perception you speak of is, in my direct experience, being used for exploration of Infinity. Evolution is what I am primarily all about. But I chose a more creative pathway. I seek no meaning, either. I create it. I express it. This is one form of that expression. The main reason I am active on this forum is because I am not currently immersed in the writing process. As soon as I get back to music for real; this form of expression may become irrelevant, completely. Bubbles poppin' in and out of existence -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ivory ❤ They are mine as much as they are yours -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Aeris Podcast? Music? Tell me more. A lot of mutuality. I myself am on vacation...from nothing I aim to remain that way. But I also aim to make a huge "comeback" and create some musical epicness. And more. I as well am cuddling a lot. She's gorgeous. Each time is the first time. I feel like playing cults as well, on the side. But in my own way. I do not mean to overblow the thing. Leadership is not really my cup of tea. More like creatorship. I can assist; guide, for a while. But I'd rather lead no one. At the end; they'd all be pissed at me for teaching them nothing, leading them nowhere -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Hello @Aeris Glad to see ya. What made you make the assumption? The simplicity of my words may not be apparent to all. To me it seems; I couldn't be expressing things any simpler. Indeed I do use meaningless words and give them my own meaning and purpose. That is precisely what I am after in general. Delusion can be no more if there is no one there to be deluded. Insanity is a story. Btw; what have you been up to? Was not seeing ya around. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Karas "you" is a label. A pointer. Pointing towards that which cannot be pointed towards. Nobody. Nothingness. The answer is not occuring. The answer simply is. And it is not an answer unless it answers your question. Whatever it appears to be; it comes straight from nowhere. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Karas Take a look ahead. What do you see? That right there; that's the whole universe. That is God. All of it. Whenever you look the other way; a whole new universe is born; created. And you are it's creator. You are it. You do not influence actions of others. "Others" are actually you. The laws are your creation as well. It is all about becoming aware of those limitations. As they are probably buried deep in your subconscious mind. You are unconscious of them and their source. Once awareness shines through all; integration may occur. In real time, continuously; right now and forever. How would you describe your being? What are you? How do you feel inside of your being? Are you alive? Do you breathe? Where are you located? Here's a hint: not your city, not your state, not your country. Not even planet earth or empty space. Try to feel into it right now. Where are you? -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You are not an ego. You only think you are. The ego is a part of your imagination. A story. Through the power of the same imagination and aligned, inspired action; you are able to manifest whole new universes. Anything you can and can't possibly imagine. It is, however, important to recognize all for what all is. Be aware of all. Use all in alignment. Including imagination and manifestation. You are Consciousness. God having a human experience. Becoming aware of your true nature. Of your infinitude. That is awakening. And you are already waking up; by asking such questions, feeling pulled towards topics like this, etc. You can read my previous thread, if you desire to attain more in depth information about the process of manifestation; Bless! -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@seeking_brilliance Done I would never "unfriend" someone who's seeking brilliance Thanks! -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Of course not. No such thing as "apart" from anything. Absolute Nothingness is God; premanifested. Formlessness is the true form of God. Of all there is. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@SriBhagwanYogi I took both at once -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@seeking_brilliance Pat, pat Not a member; would appreciate your assistance. Sounds fun -
ivankiss replied to Highest's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You speak the true true. In my current direct experience; the individual is God - God is the individual. None came first. None came second. All exist simultaneously, eternally. And none exist at all. Inseparably, continuously. The individual is, indeed, a flawless expression of God. It is through the individual that God is able to walk through his creation; heaven or hell. Walk through God; as God. Explore, experience and express God, forever. Individualization or fragmentation is exactly how God is able to know God. Be aware of God. Forget God. Remember God. It is miraculous. Pure magic and infinite intelligence. -
ivankiss replied to The Blind Sage's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
"The embodiment" already occurred. You are the absolute; right here, right now. It is merely a matter of how aware you are of this fact. How awake to yourself. How conscious of your infinitude. How deeply you know your essence, your true nature. What is infinite is the expression and the exploration of Infinity. There is precisely nothing to embody. There is only eternal expansion. Movement within stillness. Noise within silence. Direct experience of nothingness. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
A mind would call it mental, yes. But it is trans-mental really. Post-rational. Post-logical. Metaphysical. It is done in stillness. In nothingness. In silence. Through direct awareness. The only work there ever is, is consciousness work. It happens beyond all realms. Prior to all appearance. Prior to all action. Prior to all illusion. Prior to existence itself. If you do not know how exactly; an ongoing process of healing or self-transcendence is taking place. Physical action is secondary. And it is not physical, really. It is a byproduct of consciousness work. A play-out. An experience. It is supported by passion and love. Will and dedication. Vision. Meditate some more. Breathe deeper. Keep expanding. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@seeking_brilliance Wrong. That's also, totally what I mean. But I mean not only that I myself am exploring lucid dreaming and working towards making them experiental more clearly and sharply. Even more lucidly and vividly. Very cool stuff. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@tecladocasio You identify with the character if you are changing things relatively. The change I refer to is not done through the character or physical action. No identification whatsoever. Especially not with the character. The change is eternal already. What will it change into depends on awareness, solely. The character will merely be the experiencer of change. An inseparable part of the overall expression. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Highest I do understand now. Did not come through clearly enough at first. Cool @ajasatya Precisely! What if you never blink though? -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@SoonHei Indeed. But. One character can only do so much, be so much, accomplish so much. One character may be created and meant to be flying on a dragon's back. While the other one is meant to be a regular dentist. Be married and have three kids. Die of old age. Experience nothing extraordinary in his life. At one point a total transcendence must occur. I myself found my way to eternal peace, absolute freedom and unconditional love. My purpose is expressing those in infinite, creative ways. Lately I have been putting together the final pieces of the puzzle of financial freedom. Affirmation and confirmation of success grow rapidly. What about you? What have you been up to? -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@tecladocasio Why do you assume "you" is the main character here? I am clearly referring to that which is beyond the character. Beyond reality. Beyond all movies and illusions. Awareness. Consciousness. That can shift. That can change the channel. That is "you". -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Highest "We live in a world that's like this and like that" is a story. Lock yourself in a silent, dark room. What's going on in your world right then? Whatever you imagine. You see signs of all that which you mentioned because you are attached to the idea of those. You focus upon them. Revisit them. Thus you may also have the experience of those. Perhaps you are unable to detach. Or fully heal. Only you know. You do not live in a world which you do not create. You do not experience that which you are not in alignment with. The world is only reflecting back. It is on you to recognize the reflection. See it's source. Change the core frequency and the reflection will follow. The world will change with you. Easy or not easy; that is how it is. -
A quick, spontaneous download is being received and expressed. There is sense of relevance and usefulness. Progress and expansion are the main motivators; as always. Liberation. Freedom. Peace. What's stuck is a thought. A loop of thoughts. Not you. You may not remember when exactly did you hop on the train. Nor for how long have you been on it. But you know the train is not stopping. It goes on forever. Heading nowhere; full throttle. The train of thoughts travels fast. Has no destinations. The irony is, of course, that all the passengers ever think about is destinations. Sadly; that is an illusion. This train is not stopping. Nothing wrong with it though. It's just how the train is. It's flawless. The passengers, however, refuse to accept this fact. Even though it is bluntly obvious. They are so desperate for arriving somewhere. After all; they have been on the train since forever. It cannot possibly be all for nothing...right? For some, The Truth might have a bitter taste to it. Not all taste the sweetness of nothingness at first. Ultimate control does not equal liberation. But liberation does equal ultimate control. Paradoxes are powerful. Beyond your comprehension. They are exactly how everything is and isn't. The paradox of having free will and control is that one has to completely surrender all need for control and freedom. In order to experience absolute freedom, one must transcend the trap of unconsciously imposing control over themselves and their circumstances, while simultaneously having a desire to experience no control ; freedom. One cannot be free while traveling on the thought train; thinking about freedom, about destinations. Absolute freedom will never come to you in thought form. Although thoughts are completely free and boundless, as well. But, they are merely thoughts. Do you have a true, authentic desire for direct experience of absolute freedom; or the absolute freedom of thinking? Thoughts are direct experience as well, yes. But direct experience can be more directly experiental than pure imagination. You gotta get off that train. You know that. You gotta jump. Drop the storyline. Have faith in nothing. Fear emptiness no more. You gotta trust your truth blindly. Undoubtedly. Passionately. Lovingly. Freedom is out there. Nowhere. Waiting for no one. Waiting for you to jump off the train. Off the train. Not in front of it. The train is imaginary. A thought form. That has to be obvious. Death is not an escape. In fact; there is nothing to escape. Escape is impossible. What is possible is the illusion of escape. The experience of desperation. Struggle. Hitting the bottom hard. Feeling like the whole universe is against you. Or after you. Ironically and paradoxically; all of those experiences are possible because of absolute freedom and no control whatsoever. One just has to shift their perspective in order to see. To recognize the true nature of freedom and find eternal peace. To liberate. Chasing freedom will never free you; either. If you chase; you're back on the train. It's imaginary destination is freedom. And it will stay imaginary forever. Experiental only through that form. Except... If you align action with thought. Or align thought with action. Thoughts are powerful, usefulness and necessary. But their true potential remains hidden until awareness shines through all. Freedom is right here; right now. Always. No train can ever take you to it. There is no need to get anywhere; do anything. You can, however, use your freedom to think of imaginary trains that lead to an imaginary destination. An imaginary freedom. Imaginary fulfilment. Imaginary peace. Imaginary anything, really. Imagine; You have 10 steps to take. You take 3 and then stop. Start thinking about your previous two and the next seven. "Who is taking all of these steps? Where are they headed? Why do they vanish as soon as I take them? Will I be in control of my fourth and fifth step? What about the ninth and tenth? Are there steps beyond these 10? Who is in control of it all?" YOU, dummy! You started walking for no reason at all. You are heading nowhere. Doing nothing. Thinking about everything. That is how free you are. You are just incapable of believing it. For a good reason. It is not meant to be believed. It is impossible for one to believe it. Only being it. Being aware of it. Expressing it eternally. Experiencing it directly. Simply keep walking. Fearlessly. Your steps will occur effortlessly. They will be exact. Precise. Flawless. Magic will work in your favour. Be conscious of your freedom to think. To choose thoughts. Or a train of thoughts. To jump on and off. To play; to imagine. Recognize all of those for what they are. Align the inspired, momentary action with your imagination of freedom. Act as you think. Think as you act. Rest in absolute nothingness and emptiness. Give up the thought of control. Give up the control over thought. Give up control altogether. Surrender now. Willingly. Intentionally. Deliberately and on purpose. Consciously. Be free right now. Choose freedom. Demonstrate freedom. Experience freedom. Be conscious of it's infinitude. You will have plenty of time to think about whether you have free will or not in retrospect. Plenty of imaginary evidence for both sides of the same coin. For no coin at all.
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I need to express this, excuse my arrogance. Will meditate later on the topic; do not worry. So...You experienced complete emptyness; now what? The first thing that comes to your mind, after infinite silence, is to go out there and tell everyone how everything is nothing and nobody exists? And you dare to call yourself a master of some kind? 'The actual fuck. I am extremely irritated by this at the moment. You show no respect to creation. Shame on you. Hiding behind the concept of nothing is the same as hiding behind the concept of ego. Or worse. How often do you use the word "delusional"? What do you suggest that indicates? Could it be that you are the most delusional of them all, by clinging to these stupid labels? We get it genius. Everything is meaningless and empty of truth. There is no self. Jeez. Is it really necessary for you to be stuck on repeating the obvious? Could it be...That you are stuck on pointing towards nothing...Because you are unable to create something? To value? Come the fuck on. Show some respect. Show some love. You are not invisible. No matter how hard you try to be nothing. Being selfless is not something you force. Or be a dick about it. Less self = more love. More compassion. Bliss. Joy. Excitement. Humbleness. Connection. Unity. Brotherhood. Don't fool yourself, nothing. You are still an ego. A massive one, to be frank. You are still where you are right now. What are you gonna do about it? Besides calling everyone delusional, of course. Level the fuck up. Nothing sees you. It's laughing at your bullshit. Stop hating on creation. Stop hating them poor thoughts. Stop hating emotions. Stop hating those who are yet to evolve. Create a fucking meaning. Be the master you claim to be. Sort your shit out. Also, if it helps; I am superdelusional atm. Spare me of your diagnosis. Help me understand this. Love.
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ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Dumb Enlightened Consciousness dumbs itself down. Plays with itself. I do not interfere. Nothing is unspeakable. Unimaginable. Unbelievable. Many resist merging with it. Being it. Thus they merely keep pointing towards it. As if they have achieved something...by being nothing. It's rather funny. This thread is just an expression. For the sake of expression. And hilarity. Nothing is nowhere. No one can point to it, ever. One can, however, conceptualiize nothing, negate everything...for all eternity. No matter how many times they declare there is no body doing anything there...There actually is; an ego holding on for dear life. Creation is aware of it's illusory nature. That does not stop it from expressing itself; forever. Being aware of illusion incaurages creation and expression. Negation can be a trap. A never-ending loop of unconscious denial and cancellation. Instead of conscious inclusion and acceptance. Integration. Transcendence. Love. Unity. -
A strong pull towards expressing a few thoughts about the topic. Synchronicity said now is the time to do just that. The intension behind this expression is to connect the dots, see all aspects collide and unify; possibly creating a higher understanding for myself and all. Spreading some awareness onto that which seems to be blind and numb to it. To a certain degree, of course. I aim to look at the Scientist's and the Religionist's paradigms, from above. Looking down at all, simultaneously. Being conscious of their intentions, motives, ambitions, beliefs, ideas and limitations. Expressing an opinion about those. This is a point of view being expressed; be not mistaken. I am only conscious of that which I am conscious of, right now. The thoughts I express come from my direct experience. They are not necessarily tied to any commonly and widely accepted beliefs about any of these aspects. Science is chasing it's own tail. Here's a thing that should become apparent sooner or later; That which one seeks; one will find. That which one questions; one will answer. Science creates limitations unconsciously and tries to transcend those while still asleep to the source of it's questioning. Science literally imagines problems and solves them with imaginary solutions. Creating a story. A belief system. Which is then accepted by others. It is so ridiculous that Science is being so highly appreciated and so widely accepted. It's literally trying to describe reality by looking straight away from it. Being completely blind to it. Science is all about stories and beliefs. Yup. It is also all about the exploration of those beliefs and stories. A great amount of resources invested in these explorations, yes? Indeed. But again; what one believes one will have the experience of; in some way or fashion. Sooner or later. One will create the experience of the belief, the idea. It's just how illusion is. How reality really is. Sooner or later an imagionary problem will find it's imaginary solution. Be it mathematical, physical, biological, chemical, geographical, historical, archeological, philosophical, or any other really. All pure imagination and the exploration of it. Fundamentally based on beliefs and ideas. Delusion; unaware of itself. Evidence is imaginary. Implies the presence of dormant expressions, such as; doubt, cinicism and scepticism. There is no need for any evidence of that which is obvious; Consciousness. Billion stars and planets and galaxies and whatnot. Trillion years of evolution. Million physical rules and laws. Equations, algorithms, quantum theories of bullshit. Causality and linear events. Time and dimensions. Particles, atoms, matter, anti-matter, gravity, mass, string theories, multiuniverses, black holes and white dwarfs. All jumping around in empty space; in a vacuum. That's a great story. Gotta admit that. It is pure imagination at it's fines. Fiction. Story. Thought masturbation. And unconscious exploration of those. Halucination. It's hilarious. Science is a religion, too. Like it or not. It may be disguised as a highly evolved movement which presents an accurate model of reality. Buy it's not. It's modern age bullshit. Falsehood. Nonsense. Supported by imaginary evidence which is attained through exploration of imagination. It sells beliefs; just as religion does. Science does not exist without it's beliefs and theories about actuality. Precisely because science does not exist in actuality. Science deep down knows this; hence it continues coming up with problems and solutions, exploring those; feeding it all to the masses. Packing it as a belief. A concept. Absolute bullshit and nonsense. Yet people eat it as it is being served to them. Same goes for religion. The day religion realizes that which it claims to be all about and after; is the day religion will be no more. Even more belief. Even more nonsense. Even more ridiculousness. Imagination and story. And I won't even go into the nasty stuff that is happening behind the scenes. Contradicting all that which religion is supposed to be about in the first place. Can you say; "b r a i n w a s h i n g" "m a s s m a n i p u l a t i o n" It could not be more apparent. Religion is not that which it uses as a weapon for mass manipulation. It is not God. It is actually, Ego. Big time. Men might have had divine, mystical experiences, yes. Men might have caught a glimpse or two. But men also took the purity of those experiences and used it for it's own unconscious needs and desires. Made The Truth compliment and support his unconscious tendencies. Use The Truth in such way that he could have even more control. More power. More, more, more. All that stems from the illusion of there being a lack of anything. It all comes from fear. The only lack there really is, is the lack of awareness. Religion is man-made. That which it claims to be about needs no label, no movement, no ceremonies, no mass manipulation, no belief structures. I dream of a day when I will wake up and see signs of religion and science no more. Dead. Gone. Forgotten. One day humanity will look back onto these and have a nice laugh, I guarantee. Just as it is laughing right now at it's stupidity from 200 years ago. It's just evolution. Actual evolution. Not scientific bullshit. The unconscious becoming conscious. That's all there is, ever was and will be. No Buddha. No Christ. No Vishnu. No Mohammed. No AI. No secret alien experiments. No giant multiverse masturbations. No computer simulations. No strings. No physical rules and laws. None of that bullshit. Consciousness. Right here, right now. For all eternity. In your fucking face; religion and science. ( I love technology. But that too, is consciousness, actually. I love mystical stories. But they are just stories, really. True spirituality requires no belief and no submission. Only direct experience and awareness)
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ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Serotoninluv Will keep all eyes open. Thank you.