seeking_brilliance

I can blow pressure out of my ears, sounds like wind blowing out. I don't even know how I do it but I can ?‍♂️

Leo is #nobabies. They're cute tho

How to start living more intuitively.

I wish we could collectively stop referring to God as 'he'. Maybe that's step one

Of beauty too, not that mental illness isn't beautiful ? ???. So true. Was just noticing it in my husband earlier, which of course was because I was noticing in myself. Would you like to talk more about this interaction with your parents? Are they in a dogmatic religion? I'm confused, what does your dad want to happen? You need to prove the power of God for him to finally believe and accept you again? How old are you? You can objectivey women anytime, if that is the desire which arises.. Who said you couldn't? You've never had a lucid dream and screwed a hot piece, not caring that they are you? ?‍♂️ Also, you can't suspend belief like when watching a movie or play? You say you aren't depressed, yet I am picking up on a cynical melancholy. Why do you need total control? So you can control the things in your life bringing suffering? Are you bored? I'm totally calling my deja vu 'dejaVuddha' from now on I'm curious how much experience you have with lucid Dreaming and /or astral walking

The nature of dreams : I am sitting in a room, eating cake. -me: yum, I sure did put alot of work into this, and it paid off! This chocolate cake is delicious! -chocolate cake : if you think I'm delicious, you should taste yourself! Mom walks in and I suddenly remember that she spent hours making this cake for me, and I shower her with gratitude for the delicious chocolate cake, which I now remembered has toasted marshmallow spread across the top. Mom really knows how to cook! -mom : I'm glad you like the cake, child, it's your birthday, remember? And so it is. Happy birthday.

I'd start examining false memories and how they basically instantaneously build the dream

Entertainment value

When the thought language broke down, what remained? Any feelings that needed to peiced together into words afterwards? What exactly do you remember about the experience of looking, and how do you remember it?

@ivankiss there's that soul ?

I quite enjoy each of those 'sins' in measure.... Better not to worry too much about it. I say it's the fear of sinning that leads to suffering ?‍♂️. Although yes of course each one of these can bring indirect consequences that also lead to 'suffering.' being human is fun!

Last night during a series of false awakenings around 11 pm, (and following a short nap after some green) I flew out of body, into the back yard, and then up into the skies. I asked to be shown infinity. Expecting some kind of fractal imaging to appear before me, I was instead met with several images appearing in the sky. I had a few resets, (back in bed, body exit, then fly into sky and ask again) and finally the night-sky was filled with sparkling constellations of a multitude of Disney character images, filling the sky so much that they were elbow to elbow, and animated. After another reset, these images started to take on color, and suddenly Mary Poppins began singing to me. I couldn't see her constellation at first, but followed her voice and then there she was in front of me, sort of dull and shimmering, but in full color like an image from the movie. Neat, but not really a satisfying answer to my request of being shown infinity. Then, without realizing, the dream transitioned to this storyline where a bunch of people were stuck in this barnlike restaurant, and after a while I realized that this was from a novel I was writing and many of my edits and rewrites were all existing in this place--We were stuck there for torrential rain or bad storm or something. I began talking to a dream character, who was also a side character in my piece of fiction. She was heavyset, african american, and had a great smile and energy. I remembered writing her, and remembered she began as caucasian; but I changed her character to this newer version sometime back, because it fit better. There was also some sort of ambient mystery and government type people chasing me around this place-- as if playing out storylines that are being written in my waking life. When I awoke, and suddenly realized I was never writing any such novel, I also realized my request had been granted. I had been shown a taste of infinity.

@Adamq8 @Nahm @ivankiss @seeking_brilliance

I enjoy www.spiritofthescripture.com 's take on Jesus

@seeking_brilliance ?‍♂️ I didn't make such claims I only revealed the protestant Christian paradigm

Q: who, when, what, where, why? A: love But leo.... Bonus question: how?

Count to 20 without losing track. Then 50. Then 100. Good luck!

(recounted while I think of a better question) Is love a verb, noun, both or neither?

Just human

Are you sure you aren't confusing physical pain with emotional turmoil?

@The0Self I already am, actually

@zeroISinfinity hell yeah! @Zigzag Idiot glad you liked it! I'm picky about my classical music... Let me find another good one.. Oh here's a good classic

Same question the Christians have tried to answer for millennia. Why else would they develop the concept of Satan? Surely God couldn't allow evil, it's all Satan's fault! But... God made Satan and let him loose on the world, how strange... And then of course if someone dies in a car crash, or of cancer, they just say... Well, God just called them home early. ? This question can't be answered with logical thinking, at least not without huge recontextualization

Well I'm sure there are many who say that. Are they wrong?