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Stage Beige :*

Because they are still dumb and stupid, enlightnment is a waste of time, and btw Stage Red and Orange is the best, and this gurus were raised in some shitholes without any education, without anything, so you know, It is really a big shame that enlightnment is represented by such dumb individuals, that's the reason why there is no point at persuing it

But of course, Red and Orange are the best

Beige is actually one of the best stages, It is the member and foundation of the great Red and Orange

That's great

Interesting

Everything is, it depends on your perspective, it could be both, maybe turquoise embodies this quote better, maybe it understand this quote in a different way than yellow, maybe yellow understands it but turquoise is feeling it, it's certainly a tier 2 quote from the spiral because the tier 1 believes in objective reality which exists independent of your perspective, the yellow can understand this but still do not fully embodied it

It depends, this quote is also defined by perspective

Exactly, the yellow is the inventor of a great ideas but the orange is the one that makes a practical use out of it and that's actually great cooperation

That's Pretty Interesting

When I was just sitting after my meditation periot, the hearing in my left ear in a sense disappeared, and then I've stared to hear horrifying voice from far away, and this voice was surrounded by some other scary sounds, it was talking to me but in some very unknown I don't know if you even can call this a language, but it was definitely a talk because the tone of voice was changing

I mean look at all enlightened people, they move slow they talk slow they are very low functioning in almost every possible way, I've never seen enlightened good looking or successfull individual, they are like walking dead, what's the point of becoming like that ? Mystical experiences are great but this enlightened people like Eckhart Tolle or Sandghuru who reminds me of some homeless individual who is extremely low functioning, I just think that that image of enlightened individual is horrible, I can just shot myself in the head and get the same result or in my opinion even better result because what's the point of living if I'm low functioning

I've had a couple days of break from my daily meditation habit, and I felt so horrible because of this, it was like hell,today I am back and I felt like if I was drinking cold water after days without it, or sleeping after days of sleepless nights, everything is functioning properly again, does it mean that meditation is also an addition ? Probably, but it's pretty great one

PsiloPutty, Nope, this experience is completely new to me

Felling so good like if I was in a dream but all the time 24/7, and so relaxed and great like in a dream state, what do you think about it

Is it even possible, to see the world around me and myself and to feel it as I am felling my thoughts in this sort of nothingness and no self conscious

That is in a sense beautiful, when you see completely different perspectives, or your paradigm of reality changes due to some substance or drug, you can see everything differently and reality will never be the same, nothing will ever be the same, reality can be shaped into whatever you want it to be, and is always shaped into something else, also everyone lives in a different reality

There is no hallucination, when you say that someone is hallucinating you just say that he sees a different hallucination that you do

All people are just another objects from my perspective, I mean look at it, I have no prove that they are not just walking objects, maybe I am the only conscious individual, everyone else is just another object

There is no schizophrenia, everything is hallucination and not real and completely dependent on perception and perspective, schizophrenia is just another reality, when someone says that someone has schizophrenia he is just saying that that person just lives in a different reality that he does, and there is no way to know which of this realities is real, there is no such thing

Phoenix666, exactly, but mostly you have to be proud of your weakness, see it as a strength

Sometimes the weakness can reach so high level that it becomes strength, for example you can be so paranoid that you will literally see more when something happens, or you can be so addicted to something that you will become more creative to get it, weakness is in fact the strength if you can see it, you can make very great use out of many weaknesses

Typical people are the worst kind of people that there can ever be, they are not talented, they have no special abilities, they are easy to manipulate, they just are not fully anything that's why they are nothing, maybe about 1% of the population is special and is born to be the best, because of the special talents, abilities, looks, and everything else, there are just people who are a lot more than humans, for example Shaolin monks which have amazing non human bodies capable of incredible things, or talented artists gifted by infinite intelligence itself to create like gods in human skin, or CEOs, or beautiful celebrities, I can't even describe this feeling of how superior this people are and I can also become, but it's there, and I will achieve my dreams to become on of them because that is my birthright, I've been in a lot of castings and was once in a funny Tv show, but in this year I will be pushing to the fullest, and everyone around me knows that this is my last year to become a famous celebrity, because I won't wait any longer, couple of years ago I've made a video in which I was masturbating and the whole Scholl and other schools seen it, even my parents were in school to talk about it with the school CEO, But I was feeling like I was alive, think about it, I was walking and talking with my friends and every other people walking pass me were saying something about it, not to mention all of the girls which kinda didn't know how to react but were interested, this video of mine was watched by so many people because while masturbating I was laughing in a extreme funny way, like if I was in a Manic episode, and this laught was so childish, I was just laughing like a little child, and then I send it to a couple of people and then it turns out that hundreths by now even thousands of people watched this, so I've had this kind of drive since I was 14 years old, that's why my parents were in school because it could even by in a sense crime that I've committed, just hilarious situation, but I was very proud of myself, in the same way that I was proud of myself when I was in a TV show in last month, and I hope that I will be proud of myself forever when I'll finally become a famous celebrity

Every drug abuse is spiritual, and stemps from the need to escape this physical reality which only limits you, every drug from subtle to hard, all of them serve the purpose to escape this physical reality and experience something else

You can make use out of any weakness, you can make use out of everything