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read the book feeling good by david burns. here is the legal links to download the book. it helped me to overcome social fear and anxiety if not even depression at all. https://archive.org/details/FeelingGood-TheNewMoodTherapy look the right side on the website to download for pdf or epub for your kindle device even. if you trouble acquiring the book please let me know and I will help you through. i read and I understand what you've written, I know how its to be in your situation and having know nothing about how you'd help to the situation. nobody should left in darkness so okay, go ahead and start reading the book, let me know about your process and I can help you if you're having trouble about understanding any chapter. let me get notified by mentioning me in a reply or via PM, blessings

tell me one word, I don't need your cover-ups, don't cover it with a statement or a sentence. you now what's missing. GIVE the one word. Let it be heard. Opposite to meditation which i categorize it as an staying as passive against life (which is fine and great! no doubts!) there's also another approach of meditation which is a counter to passive-meditation and expressive. In my experience, gives great results, search for osho dynamic meditation. I followed upon a youtube video of dude called Elliot hulse. And please let me know whether this helped you any via PM or mentioning my name in a reply. Blessings

What's the end goal here? Come on people, let's be open. What's the end goal here? Why we do this? Why? Gonna tell you what's the end goal, in whatever way you put it, here is the end goal: A man thrusting his stick into a woman's hole. Whaaaateeeeever you want to wrap this up, you can't ignore this is the end goal. This is the end goal. I don't mean this is a bad thing nor a good thing. You don't just categorize this observation. You must embrace this. This is not different if you're a man, or a woman. This is nothing to be ashamed of or to be denial about. Or if being in a position of receiving is humiliation. Whatever way you wanna achieve this, in whatever identity you want to be in or so called opposide polars: emotional, intelligent, loving, caring, weak, sissy, toddler, pussy, scrawny, thin, drug addict, coward, loser, who cares? why you debate? please, in my humblest intentions, think about the two questions above. it will give you the power you needed. it will break the resistors attached to your brain. as many helps this to you, it helps aswell to me whenever you solve this thing inside your mind, let me know and let me notified about your process or reply in this thread or via pm, sincerely, blessings upon you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f8z7-xjZF6o&list=PLBhbvIcrYOHXdN4Us7EN-8RCFy6UuKwRe&index=2&t=0s This is a incomplete list of my all musical work, enjoy and share your comments with me via pm or mention. Blessings

You wanna be in more good state. That's why you want enlightenment. if you agree with the state above then please keep reading, if not please try to understand and agree it for yourself. If you don't agree, do not read further.

Also I would like to add something helped me when I get stuck in my meditation habit of years, which was: Give off FULL CONTROL. That's all I can say, go and experiment with it. If I say personal experiences here, one word would be enough to poison you. Actually the whole sentence above might even poison you on some level if we keep philosophical here. But no, It won't. The sentence itself is enough. Go and experiment with it. Hope it helps. Choose to be happy, not for the conditions set for happiness. Then yet you smile because you get it doesn't exist, yet not existed even the first place. It was your you. Thought it. Blessings.

Good story bro. Leo is my best friend, I really appreciate his existence.

This is the end. Hold your breathe. I shall shatter you into pieces. You're pathethic scumbag. You think, you exist You think that you think Who the fuck are you? I am the only one alive, not you. You're just a loser, you've been always a loser. Now you see that I am everywhere, you can't escape this. You've been always a loser, modifying your agenda and escape from your little pathetic self. Guess what, you've been always alone. You've never actually existed. Nobody cares if you'd die right now. Who cares about you anyways? I am everywhere now you know the truth. I built this. I am the doom, I am the love, I am the hate, I am the truth, I am the everything that you can imagine with your peanut brain. You don't get it. I am the everything. Now you feel. You tremble? Because you've been always weak, you thought you existed, but you did not aware that you had flaws, those've been raised up to a point that you even think you fear. There's nothing exists yet persists but you fucking resist WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE. In which part you've stuck, you make me stuck too. You're a joke. GET OFF NOW

Fuck your three things I hate you the most and going to destroy every possible way of you whenever I face with you. You cannot imagine how I can be destructive against you. You wanted this, I shall bring this to the every living particle of yours. YOU HAVE NO ABSOLUTE IDEA THAT HOW CAN I BE DESTRUCTIVE.

I hate you

No placebo or something tricky, but, what people are you exactly talking about?

Thanks for sharing your experience

Am I the only one feeling like this quantum hoax is getting attached to everything and feels like it is losing its pure essense and meaning to me.

Yeah that channel is awesome. Read how to think like a mathematician book if you're more interested in. Also read the Euclid's elements book. I don't know why they don't teach us the essentials and where these are all came from. > where this is all came from > where this is all came from >tfw I learned newton never used F=m.a instead expressed force as F = dp/dt EDIT: that's Riemann summation at it's core btw what vid you've just posted

they're actually held in computer memory and exposed when you discover black spots, meh asides I get what you mean.

Because you believed it to be bad. It's not the other wise. In fact wish people understand this is that much simple.

Mistake: Separation Thumbsup

yes it is possible, i'd recommend watching satsang videos at the moment of your time, I'd offer moojiji's satsang videos on youtube.

WARNING: Don't do this. I am not responsible for anything. you agree that you are 100% responsible for any damages that may incur from following this. Use it at your own risk. WARNING: You may damage your retina and do permanent damage to your eyes. Use it at your own risk. As an alternative to Leo's hand exercise, I used to do something which is similar but find more effective than hand exercise. If you can't concenttrate to do hand exercise yet for 5 minutes, don't even bother doing this. You can close the thread, this is just yet another mind masturbation for you. Take a small hand mirror, if you have a magnifier that's a bonus. WARNING AGAIN: You may permanently damage your retina with concentrated lightning reflected from mirror. I both do this exercise while standing up or laying down, close your one eye with your other hand. Hold mirror so close that you can only see your retina. Look to see if you can spot someone. Self inquiry questions are soo good at this point. if you have a magnifier, align it in between mirror and your face. You gotta hold it in proper place to find the focus. As like the hand exercise, you would set a timer and follow along. EDIT: One important thing is to relax the other eye, don't force it to be closed. Let it be dark with your hand covered. Just focus on your eye to see where this is all happening, where is the all projection happens and find an answer. If you know how computer games work or rendering works, try to imagine where this all rendering is happening and can you see the real you behind everything? Good luck.

You're taking leo as so much granted. He's just running a show of actualized.org videos.

Lol dis mirror thing reminded me that when I was a child prolly around 3 or 4, my favorite activity was to pull my pants off and jump to see my nuts flap in mirror when no parents at home. edit: not kidding. edit: just saw that I stacked 3 posts, if some moderator is itchy about it feel free to remove my 10 post counter or something if its the deal. sorry about that, but actually this looks nicer somehow to me.

or would expand to something greater. who knows. just forget about it

This is some fucking beautiful couple of phases out there that nothing can describe