Aaron p

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  1. @UnbornTao I think upon realisations I've had from just the few answers in this thread I am indeed going to be careful with psychs. I definitely feel like I'm still Gona use them but I might not go for proper enlightenment until I'm slightly older. My plan may change, but one thing that will not change is the fact that I know I am destined get enlightened at some point in my journey. I recall Leo saying that there's no need to rush too fast
  2. @jimwell https://www.mentalhealth.org.uk/statistics/mental-health-statistics-lgbtiq-people It's pretty well documented that people who suffer with mental disorder and psychological illness tend to move towards LGBTQ+ area. I personally feel like they put the horse before the cart with a lot of these articles though because after they identify the fact that people with mental illness are more likely to be LGBTQ+, they add on [what, to me, looks very assumptive] explanations such a "LGBTQ+ people are statistically more likely to have developed mental illness because of their oppression." And this is probably true to a degree, but cultural science in this day and age doesn't seem very inquisitive about the true causes and what comes first...mental illness or LGBTQ+ tendancies. 100 years ago they were seen as perverts...and it just seems like we draw the line wherever we want. What about incest? I mean love is love. And the age of consent...it's 12 in some countries I'm pretty sure. We here recognise that just because society says something that becomes widely accepted as truth...that means very little concerning what truth actually is. I've no doubt homosexuality and transgenderism has some natural truths to them...but there's a shittone they aren't teaching us about how it's connected in some ways to certain kinds of perversion, drug abuse and mental health disorders. This is also not a popular thing to say so let me just reaffirm that I'm not homophobic or anything and I completely disagree with oppression of any kind on LGBTQ peeps.
  3. I don't know what I'm talking about, I am what I am talking about
  4. @Leo Gura I knew it, I fucking knew it. Yeah. I feel like moving forward in life is like pulling a plow through a field, psyches allow the plow to go deeper, but subsequently it will be harder to pull forward... ...but then again, if the individual has the determination of a bull, the strength he'll develop pulling that plow will be immense. Then I suppose it's just a question of whether or not the individuals values lie in being strong... The power in a 5meo trip can be hard to handle, but I know for a fact that I am one of the strongest motherfuckers there are...and It feels like I'd be insulting god not to use the strength I know I have to use psychedelics
  5. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0Nvtr8rAJSEtVimBTwVKq5?si=3wy6QQAZQKKYvDWWudwwfA&utm_source=copy-link
  6. When your bored instead of letting your mind wonder randomly let your mind fantasise and visualise about a future image of yourself as how you want you want to be in the future. If you can make it a reoccurring habit it can heavily influence your subconscious and you can start attracting it. Also it may not feel like it does anything but every choice you make to think a certain thought or to re-theme or re-orient things in a positive light does have an effect deep in your mind each time
  7. @MrTouchdown don't fkin kill the body mate, don't hurt it if you can help it. Yeah there are different layers of reality l and the only absolute level is that everything is ultimately immortal. But your allowed to acknowledge the human level of reality to. Like yes in the absolute sense your family don't exist, but Leo has talked before about how our realities interject with eachother. Even though that's not actual, you don't have to pretend as though you don't actually understand that your mum would experience really bad hurt if you killed yourself. It may not be absolute, but your also not a complete dumbass, you know that in your mother's absolute reality, she'll go through grevious pain if that happened.
  8. LSD laced condom, you could literally fuck someone so hard they enter another dimension haha
  9. 3am: wake up dead 3:15am: dead 3:30am: dead 3:45am: dead 4:00am: dead ... 9am: RESSURECTION 9:15: 2 shots of vodka 9:30am: back to bed 10:00am: take a flight to las Vegas and do pickup with Leo 10:15am: flight back home 10:30am: back to bed .. 11:15am: smoke 250mg DMT while sleep walking. 11:45am: turn into ghost rider. 12midday: back to bed.
  10. @Illusory Self aw shit dawg nah sorry. Just do some research your looking4 "iOS screen time" manager app or something
  11. The government really needs to do a better job with sex education in mainstream education. But yo what about all this stuff that there's noticeably increased mental disorders with people who were LGBTQ+
  12. You don't need to worry about having a stance or taking the stance of no stance. Any dedication to anything other than direct experience whatever that is, isn't advantageous for awakening. There's nothing wrong with dogma if you simply prioritise direct experience. You can become dogmatic about not being dogmatic, then you can also become dogmatic about not falling into the trap of becoming dogmatic about not becoming dogmatic. The key is relaxing into direct experience and realising that there is safety with direct experience but also recognising that there is a place for articulated analysis and conceptual understanding in the right formats. Really there's nothing wrong with anything, just always prioritise whatever is proven in direct experience
  13. Also check it out. The tree of the knowledge of good and evil (the tree of egoic birth)...and the birth of dualistic language from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. And Adams apple lodged in our throats ever since, giving us language
  14. This is a brilliant question, really really good. In fact, it's such a good question that just by asking it I can tell that your a real one. Because this question is inevitable for a true seeker to stumble across. And I have the perfect analogy. As far as I'm aware...when Leo and other powerful teachers talk about the inability for knowledge to give you an actual experience with God can be compared to how gaining knowledge *about* a girl isn't the same as knowing her by having hardcore sex with her. It's a different depth of knowing. It's not learned information, it's a spontaneous explosion of actuality. In the nondual sense now, you can get theoretical directions and good concepts (which are required) but it's always key to remember that it's not information that is real awakening, it's a spontaneous explosion of actuality. Of course the mind doesn't know how to do that, because it's not the one doing it. It's more like letting go of doing it. Like entering a trance. It's all about Identity. Instead of trying to know something, directly identify who or what it is that is knowing in the first place and don't resist. Eventually it should feel like a trance as opposed to a school class...a shift in energy and perception like a trip. Knowledge isn't bad. Having more knowledge isn't bad. Instead of trying to get rid of knowledge (not needed) allow infinitely more knowledge to pour into your mind and just allow it to become translucent and see through it. Knowledge and theory will still be highly advantageous even after enlightenment. The world in which we live may not be physical but it has rules and laws at this point in time. It's not a sin to remember how this world works and get better at working with it.) Another phenomenon that I experience and I suspect Leo and others experience is this weird mind palace effect. I've no doubt it comes with the ever increasing visualisation oriented "figuring out" of reality style that I feel comes with deeper awareness. Leo's said before that he can't remember the majority of the stuff he teaches us...this is a cool phenomenon. He is speaking from direct spirit. Looking at the vast depths of Leo's knowledge, or some knowledge of my own you would think "how the fuck does a person remember this" but it's not exactly remembered. It's more like instead of putting information in your mind, your mastering your awareness of the systematic structure of the mind itself and speaking without thinking...it's such a super power because it literally feels like someone is sitting beside you at all times giving you all the information you need to be successful in every single situation. It feels like it's not even me typing this right now. 1 John 2:27 Bible "But you have received the Holy Spirit, and he lives within you, so you don’t need anyone to teach you what is true. For the Spirit teaches you everything you need to know..."
  15. Hail leo
  16. I have this incredible incredible ability where I focus on EVERYTHING at the same time in my subconscious and I just go from one domain to the next fixing things here sorting things there and it feels all over the place but then eventually everything starts to take incredible shape and I'm like wtf I didn't even mean to do that
  17. I do 20 minutes body building workout most mornings then regular temperature shower. A good physical exorcism drives all of the energy up and forward. It's incredible what short intensive morning workouts do for your daily energetic drive.
  18. I think leaders thrive on leading others, nearly like they need others to lead to move forward themselves like Leo's learn as I learn approach. It's nearly as though in a strange way the people being led are leading the leader
  19. Probably Gona watch the cult video through later...someone go through it and pick out the key definitions and differentiations between cult and non-cult and put them here. Usually a cult has a few primary features as far as the limitations of my experience in one. - they instill fear of leaving by some imagined external bad thing that will happen to them it they leave. - they value conceptual conformity as opposed to genuine truth seeking (even though they disguise their conceptual conformation as legit truth seeking). (Group think). - they usually idealise the leader in extreme ways (which is literally the definition of worship). - there's usually some manipulation in there. Cults seem to attempt to lock in certain things whereas actualized is built around breaking free from ideation in a solo format. There's nothing wrong with respecting our leader and observing the amount of effort he's put in. I mean he's kind of a badass like.
  20. @Ima Freeman yo...playa. check it out. As far as I'm aware free will doesn't exist. But this truth is a twisty one because it goes so deep. If you decide, "you know what...fuck this, I'm fat, I'm lazy, I'm poor and I'm a bum...let me revolutionise my entire life and get money, pussy and God." And if you proceeded to do those things (which you can)...that too will have been an automatic reaction to something someone said to you...like pressing a light switch on a wall...a signal that can open your mind to the possibility of awesomeness...then your positive choice and reaction to it after deep intellectual deliberation (because of your pre-existing contemplative mind-type)...all of this happens robotically at very deep levels. It's a strange one...if you were to make a choice to change your life, you can...you can choose to do whatever you want If you recognise that you can choose...but strangely, the free ability to choose is simply a deeper level of a predetermined, inability to choose. Whatever you choose, no matter how free, how wild, how spontaneous...it's an automatic process. But this isn't limiting, it's a challenge, see how far you can stretch your predetermined choice This one is incredibly deep
  21. @ShardMare I think another healthy facet of this is also being aware of the fact that, while you are better facing the darkness, you dont have to live there. Meditation is literally distracting yourself from your thoughts. It's unhealthy to ignore negative things if they need dealt with, but it's just as unhealthy to be obsessed with the identity of constantly fixing yourself. Understanding that there is a difference between facing negative things untill their dealt with, and focusing on negative things all the time(even in an attempt to heal them). there will always be negative things, knowing to be open to the arrival of healing [and being conscious enough to sense when such has occured], and to letting go of the past so your self can enjoy it's human existence is important to <3
  22. @Leo Gura Leo what do you mean by "cult like dynamics" could you give a few examples