Aaron p

I agree. That's a game you don't want to play

Perpetual existential cosmic orgasmic bliss unfathomable by the human mind then it keeps getting more orgasmic and blissful then keeps going thenkeeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going... ?

My advice is, let your own intuition rule out or verify any advice anyone gives u including me

https://youtube.com/watch?v=YD4YT6uQJ6A

Sheeeet...would have thought 2cb would've been nice and light. Haven't tried it yet but would've thought the MD in it would have made it euphoric

@bejapuskas try 2cb sex;)

*stands up in AA meeting* "Hello everyone, my name's Aaron and I'm...an actualized-holic." *Cries* (In shaky voice) "I JUST CANT STOP...I LOVE IT!" *Whimpers and cries*..... lol

Might try plugging some 2cb for a bit of fun lol.

I'm convinced that certain batches operate differently depending on how they were synthesized. More than once I've smoked "5meo" and actually literally (not spiritually) literally nothing happened basically. From 2 different batches? I'm Gona meditate, contemplate and observe myself for 2 weeks then try snorting. If nothing happens Gona mess around with smoking it outta pipe. Depending on how these next few experiments go, might pop on and see if there's any nice HCl. Maybe. Only problem I had with HCl before was it's insolubility. Once way or another I'm Gona make progress with 5meo. The stuff I have works when smoked I know that for sure. I'm pacing myself. Also having super vivid weird dreams lately. And everything's just ever so slightly starting to feel really fucken weird. Lol I think I like it. I'll post progress sure

Might Invest in some HCl after. Gona try snorting some freebase and see if that works better lol. If not I'm just smoking it CBA with all this fucking about

Maybe just different strokes4different folks possibly man. Plugging is nice like, but it's not doing the job for me. Maybe I'll try it again in the future. Gona try snorting

@Chris365 I don't really wana be using 30-40mg every single trip man...I might try snorting. I only have freebase, seeing as you said "it didn't sting much" I'm taking that you snorted freebase since HCl isint meant to sting at all anyway. What dosage would you recommend for snorting first time? I can handle something just above threshold dose

Did this before and same with me. Just got launched straight into unfathomable bliss. I think I'm Gona try that way again. Recently when I plugged my ego started freaking out and started breathing real heavy and I could feel it saying "get the 5meo outta my ass RN!" lol. and I didn't even get past the first bit of the come up. I know plugging probably moves slower and offers more time to disintegrate the ego deeper. But Im the same as yourself @zikzak I need the 5meo train2hitMe *Choo Choo* lol

I like space for some reason

The more I [very slowly] see that I'm creating everything around me...the more I realise that everything is subjective perception and that i can choose to see things in a positive light. Allowing my tangible bliss and love flow into whatever part of my mind is feeling bad. Positivity is good. I mean if I get enlightened maybe I won't need positivity. But right now I do

What do my peeps think about the slowness of the come up whilst plugging? Advantage or disadvantage? I've found my ego struggles a lot more when it goes slowly. Like it has more time to sit and see what is coming and thus freak out slightly...and also, I'm considering giving up plugging and just smoking it because plugging is too much friggin effort to get right. Twice recently I plugged 20mg and felt very little. No bliss, no insane enlightenment states. Thoughts my brethren?

I posted this on the "video recommendations for Leo" page...I hope the mods don't mind me posting it here to. "...cultivating emotions as a means to intuively raise consciousness..." Love is accessed intuively as an emotion. And yet we don't talk about emotions?????? Helo

There is ofcourse muchhhhhhhhh greater depth to Love that includes darkness. The simple *emotion* of love is only the connection to the deep hardcore Love with a capital L (where death is actually Love and all negative stuff is actually Love). And so to get stuck on just the emotion of love would be a mistake, but it seems to be extremely handy to use the emotion since it's intuive

...as a means to intuively raise consciousness alongside hardcore practices. Awakening is hardcore, yes. So things like psychological strength are important... But Is it not also important to teach on how to literally create a more loving/enlightened reality *emotionally* since emotional evolution (with peace love and bliss at the top to.move towards) are an important avenue to self realization in that they can be used and accessed *intuively. ? Do we not need practical teachings on emotional elevation? Or perhaps what it means to intuively open ones heart...maybe make a video on "what is a heart"? I get that what is happening here is destroying egos including your own, and that that requires stringent teaching and heavy practices...but is there no place for teachings about emotions awakening...and hardcore emotional tenderness and sensitivity? ...positivity? Yes the shadow is for the most part ignored in other schools...but do we want to be careful not to let the pendulum swing too far the other way in that we completely forget about positive emotions and grace? What's your thoughts on compassion and kindness...and opening the intuitive heart? (Btw I'm well aware of how the practices work and how the ego is meant to try harder and harder until it fails, at which point the heart and intuitive love and emotions open. I wonder if I'd be the only one who would be interested in hearig your thoughts regarding this functionality and it's necessity, especially for those who have access to 5meo..). Also is it not important that we know how to surrender to love, intuively via emotions so that our ego doesent get ripped away too violently or quickly causing potential psychological damage?

@Strangeloop "Hickory Dickory Dock" - Aaron p Edition ~ Hickory Dickory Dock, Get her to suck your cock, If that doesent work, Get her to twerk, Hickory Dickory Dock. ~ Your dick wasnt hard, but it's certainly ok, It doesent make you automatically gay, She might need to be cuter, To ensure that you suit her. ... Hickory Dickory Dock

You may be gay, bisexual or actually straight. Don't just automatically assume that your gay when you have thoughts of men, or even if you do stuff with guys. Your allowed to experiment. Just cuz someone else makes labels doesent mean you have to use them. Fuck the labels, do whatever you want and identify with whatever you want. You might be a straight male who likes looking at dick. I think it's extremely possible for a straight guy to do stuff with another straight guy. Also I personally actually do not identify as straight gay or bisexual. I simply do what I want sexually and identify as someone who has no identity. Screw labels. Also I think it has more to do with energetic resonation anyway, regardless of gender. Lots of things can affect erectile functionality. Looking at too much hardcore porn or jerking off too much is the same as taking drugs. You need a harder hit each time, then when reality comes back it doesent hit the spot. My intuition tells me too much jerking and porn isint good. Also depression and awakening can affects sexual activity and performance. It's not linear. Anxiety can also affect sexual drive and orientation. The mind is complex Try this as a replacement for Viagra... "Maca" under vitamins and supplements Leo recommends it in his vitamins video years ago. https://www.webmd.com/vitamins/ai/ingredientmono-555/maca That'll help get your dick hard. (You can ask Leo if it works hes the one who recommended it)

Knowledge Vs intercourse

Those drugs are too dangerous. Maybe once every 5 months or so but it's not a good habit to get into..slowly deteriorates the mind Plus if you can push past the breakthrough point on 5meo, you quickly realise...you have not experienced euphoria on those drugs. Lol

Ok Im really hesitant to post this...but the Catholic church seem to really be strict with what they define as a miracle...and they look at the hard facts. Apparently there's been at least 70, documented, "verifiable" miracles at a place called Lourdes. Which is meant to be some kind of healing pool. I have to say, the cases they present look pretty robust. https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.catholicnewsagency.com/amp/news/its-a-miracle-lourdes-healing-officially-declared-supernatural-84194 I heard about this place from a netflix show called "down to earth" which is basically Zack Efron, ripped as fuck, pretending to be some big humanitarian hahaha. Gimmi a fucken break lol. All he cares about is his abs, which I am definitely jealous of fuck sake lol. https://grottonetwork.com/keep-the-faith/prayer/zac-efron-feels-power-of-prayer-on-down-to-earth-show/ It's honestly really relaxing to watch. And who knows maybe Zacks abs arent as shallow as we thought. He talks about the earth and healing. But yes! Allegedly verified Catholic miracles

Weed is attractive and thus attracts, 5meo is scary thus repels. Weed makes you feel good while slowly increasing your anxiety and decreasing your dopamine. 5meo terrifies you and gives you awakenings. Thousands of people have stepped into the slow moving quicksand of weed usage, and it's creating another epidemic. Ofcourse it's nowhere near as bad as meth or something. But purely just comparing 5meo and weed. I could pretty much gamble my lifes savings on which one your more likely to get addicted to (especially considering 5meo is actually said to heal addiction). Weed is worse than 5meo in the same way thst quicksand acts as a better trap than just a big blatant hole sitting in the ground. For someone to even have heard of 5meo they will have had to done research, which already shows they're being careful. Also, weed is a gateway drug. It is. And when people use it all the time and become dependent on it...people say "aww your just a stoner man." No, your depentant on a drug that [statistically] will make you more likely to encounter other drugs like coke, md, or k. Ket is especially addictive. Fuck that shit. The only difference between those drugs and weed? You can take weed all the time. It might look insignificant but after one step in a direction, the second step will be easier to take.