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Christianity can suck my nuts

I don't get the sense that you're in a dire situation right now. Which probably means you've just stabilized at a functional level of addiction... I'm not sure if I'm recalling accurately here but I think I remember you saying that it was a serious compound. It's up to you bro but if you notice yourself going years and years without being able to shake the chemical and really nothing else is working and it's still having a really damaging effect on your life and if I were you in that situation ,man, I would be taking all forms of drastic measures to put many brick walls between me and that substance which could very well look like you having to give up that work of helping addicts maybe even just for three or five years until you're completely stable and strong and then coming back. Every situation is different and I don't know much about yours ultimately you'll have to Intuit how to deal with it yourself and it depends on how severely your current addiction is impacting your Life and for how long it's been going on and whether it's been getting better getting worse or staying the same and for how long it's been like that. Certain situations like if it's just being a recurring replicated exactly the same situation for multiple years than logically you just have to deduce that you need to take bigger action. Maybe bigger steps away from all of that environment totally. But yeah like I say it depends on the specific logistics of your situation. Even the fact that you're on this website making posts and actively engaging speaks to what kind of person you are is what I would say as well as an encouragement. You seem cool

So ultimately I'm pretty sure non duality postulates that the doer is illusory at the actual on to logical existential level of what is literally real or not real. Although if you really wanted you could say that it is real but that it is real as an illusion. However the problem with this information is that if it is delivered to a person who doesn't know how to interpret it correctly it could result in a problematic amount of demotivation. Since a person might think well if I'm not the doer that I can't do anything therefore I'll just completely relax and literally do nothing. There are people who do that kind of thing they may be become intentionally homeless but they can never escape having to do something without actually dying. If you do not use the muscles in your arm to lift rice to your mouth and use your jaw muscles to chew and swallow it then you'll just die. So these people have not escaped doing, they're just doing less. But they're still doing. At my current level of understanding I have a very pragmatic and simple metaphor for this exact question of free will and doership. Have you ever heard of those hybrid electronic bicycles where the motor is set to kick in when it senses that someone is peddling... I think the relationship between your effort and god's influence over your life and body are much like the relationship between the manual effort required to pedal the bicycle and the automatic electrified support motor. In this analogy neither can function fully without each other. In reality what I'm actually saying here is that if I'm correct basically you apply an appropriate degree of selfless effort, god hastens and compliments your effort by giving you power, your effort mixes with god's power, the potentiate each other and the result is a cooperative movement between you and God. I get the sense that I'm not too far off with this one although I'm not sure.

Needed this thanks bro

Mmmm I had bacon today

Delete everyone you know who uses any non-psychedelic drugs. Especially the soft ones, double especially weed. Until you delete all of your drug using friends (and I mean all of them) and stop going near them...enjoy addiction. I say this with as much love as possible bro

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I suppose it depends what we are meaning when we say success. Success to one person could be emotional success or spiritual success or relational success... But then again there are the standard forms of success which would be wealth fame and lots of sex. Maybe a big house and a nice car. But I know that Leo knows that that stuff doesn't bring the highest fulfilment

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Yo this thread has turned into a circle jerk. Stop overcomplicating it

Yeah to look at all Christians as a symbols of Christianity I think could be like looking at all the extremely obese people in a gym as symbols of health and fitness. And I know that Christianity along with all religions is seen to be extraordinarily profound is extremely disjointed ways at when you get enlightened. But everything is profound up there #gang

Check this shit out Here Mr wommack speaks against religion repeatedly and talks about false and true humility. He exposes current religious delusional ideologies that meekness and weakness are synonymous. Jesus was very anti-religion. He taught the apostles how to receive insight directly from the holy ghost and said "it is better for you if I go." Which is why I constantly underline the fact that jesus (who's real name was Isho/Eshoa) wasnt a Christian! Lol, nor is God

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Christianity is a massive trap. I mean it's a good thing for many many many people like h addicts and stuff...or people who literally can't govern themselves without dipping into chaos or destruction. It's a very good dumb handle to hold onto if the only other option is destination-fucked, but the same person could easily use Buddhism to hold onto and would be probably better off. A lot closer. I was born and raised into Christianity and studied it at incredible depths as a child and young adult. Honestly I love it, but only because I'm skilled enough to know how to interpret it. It lead to a lot of problems in my life. My family didn't have any real world help, all they were taught was "sing to jesus" and you'll go to heaven...which resulted in mass chaos and pain in my family. The real world requires a real religion. A religion that is wayyyyyyy more intelligent, powerful and accurate. A religion that is so powerful that it isint even a religion. I am so fucking glad nonduality and mysticism and enlightenment is real, I'd be fucked otherwise lol. It's a dream come true. When I discovered this...I screamed. Bonus notes: You can check out the books of the apocrypha (catholic scriptures removed by Protestantism), the lost books of eden and Mormonism. Mormonism is interesting. They have a saying: as man is, God once was, as God is, man can become. They also are led by their intuition by something they call "the burning in the belly" or some shit. Also some of the gifts of the holy ghost are legit like prophecy, word of knowledge, word of wisdom and I think speaking in tongues is legit. But it's all subject to massive interpretational inaccuracies, so yeah. Also if you need some Christian half mystic info check out mooji and Andrew wommack. But be warned, wommacks material is highly deluded. Take it with 100 pinches of salt.

Also a cool paradox: whatever you think you are - you are that! Cuz you exist only as what you think you are. A cool insight that I had is that it's actually the ego that says "get rid of the ego." And so my methodology is to allow myself to fully be the ego, but to maintain a clever recognition that what I am is not it. It's kinda like how law enforcement are aware of certain criminal organisations but allow them to exist because at least they can then work with, manage and moderate the crime when they know where it's coming from like a necessary evil. Also high level law enforcement knows that if you cut off one head, three more take it's place.

I would personally recommend replacing all meditative practices with just sitting and simply intuitively feeling around in the mind the mystical, magical and impossible aspects of reality/direct experience. If you think you don't know what I'm talking about, you are wrong.

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@Leo Gura did psychedelics make your health worse?

God is sexy

People said he had a sex cult disguised as a genuine spiritual community lol dumbasses I think it's my destiny to set up a genuine spiritual community disguised as a sex cult

@Spiral Wizard https://open.spotify.com/track/3LpHzQU2CZzZJGdUWV79SI?si=zS4-Fu0kQv2qPQUmAxRGyg

Have you ever had extreme physical anxiety? The feeling of like weirdness in whatever body part...like it's empty of...itself. it's kiiiiiiinnda similar to that, at least for me that's how it feels. Also from my spiritual journeys into other realms I would say that it kinda feels like it just feels hollow