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Lol. Yo homies, the left have to be careful they could inflamed the right so much that they cause them to become so strong and relentless that it could start a civil... situation. Let them have their dumbass parade and wait for it to fade. (Also I know this statement is probably incorrect and that in fact it will take every tactical method to remove trump, don't tell my lower self it's wrong).
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Its cool to be kind and fluffy, but the idea that you need to be nice all the time can cripple you. I abandoned the *principle of constant* niceless long ago. Replaced it with genuine love, directness and reality. In other words, I keep it real.
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Still pretty young. Once again we have no idea what your situation is, so it would have to be you to consider all of these points and make them coherent in your own mind. You've got a bit of time? Just sit with some relaxing chill music and contemplate on what you actually want from life. It can be an experience of enjoyment and love felt deep in your stomach as you just sit and visualise and ponder the fact that the entire earth is at your finger tips and there is nothing you cannot do. Granted you'll need to work for it, but focus on what makes you feel fulfilled. Really man, you should fuck with life purpose and Leo's foundational material if your noticing these kinds of issues like self esteem. You need to lay a proper foundation. I'm realising this more than ever myself
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@OBEler plenty of time for extra research, won't be doing it for a while
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Oh shit your right, hell, you can combine a lot with 5meo. Looks like its only deadly if you combine with SSRI's or MAOI's. amphetamines and cocaine are still labelled an "unsafe" rating. Man Im super super pumped to try the mdma+5meo combo. I know we already know this one, but for comprehensivity sake; there are multiple 5meo combo rankings. 1. Low risk & synergy 2. Low risk & decrease 3. Caution 4. Unsafe 5. Highly dangerous And 6. Serotonin Syndrome (risking death) Mdma + 5meo is a level 3 "caution". I think I recall that they potentiate eachother though so maybe lower the dose the first time from both..? Ketamine is even safer, a level 1 rank. Fucking pumped.
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Ok so this is a good practise to get into, with spirituality and in pretty much every situation in life. Not to say that you need to have a hard and fast action plan with 34 steps and know exactly what your going to do to get to a desired end goal or outcome...but it's really powerful to always have the end in mind right at the start. Know what your doing and why. Do nothing meditation is cool, but you *need to know why your doing it. Try not to float aimlessly in life. Always have *some kind of plan with a clear desired result. Your not alone here btw, I used to frequently find myself in meditation and after half an hour of sitting quietly I think..."what the fuck am I doing?" Not to say that do nothing isn't good, it'll quiet your mind...but it'll lack power. Psycs can help with throwing you into a state where change is demanded and you can formulate creative solutions to problems...but just be aware that you really need to have a super stable and establish base for solid tripping. Remember, psychedelics will still tinker with your neurochemistry and that's what governs things like self esteem and motivation. The last thing you want to do is to accidentally induce more psychological instability or dysregulation. You could end up fucking yourself up more. Young brains need to be handled with care. Ok so recreation. It's ok to be honest about this. Fun and beauty is fine, but don't tell yourself it's for self improvement if it's really about fun and beauty. Drugs won't replace years of dedicated focus and strategically investigating how to constantly adjust your self improvement methods until you eventually force a checkmate on some of your real world problems. Stay with us here in this community...Leo's content is fabulous. And free All of us here help eachother grow and develop. I'm not taking psychedelics atm, I used them irresponsibly. Making posts like this is actually partly what I do to help me process my own mature approach to chems. You will become a juggernaut if you focus on the sober exercises. Somatic healing techniques (see Leo's ep on holotropic breath work). I trip only very occasionally now. Don't do what Leo did with psycs, he makes regular juggernauts look like my guinea pig, squeak. Think about waiting till your older for hardcore tripping. Not to say you can't trip now, but you should join the actualised movement and learn mysticism theory. If you like this kind of flavour, who knows, maybe with a slower, more paced and calculated approach, you could make significant progress towards enlightenment.
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Diexonol-4 When ingested it lasts 4 hours. It has strong visual elements but has the safe, comforting elements that ketamine has. It pulls a soft silk blanket of calmness over you while you enter a tranquil dimension of peace and gratitude while transcending human existence. It has the unimaginable bliss of 5meodmt but it comes on so slowly that you don't even notice it happening and before your even aware, your in heaven. In a tranquil garden made of light and orgasm's. Then the compound actually makes you have orgasms lol. then it gives you the ability to spawn shit in.
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Pleasure. @Whoami3 I have no idea about your life situation so I can't speak. I'm getting a small inkling (that could easily be mega wrong) that your using drugs for the sake of it without actually understanding why your doing it. If you have a half baked, sort of whimsical idea as to why your doing it, it'll taint everything else and make it hard to skilfully navigate this terrain, especially considering how abstract it can get. If this is the case my best word of wisdom would be to place a significant amount of your focus and energy on developing radical clarity and self honesty on the why of your motivation. And try to avoid quick one liners like "to heal" or "to get enlightened." Establishing unrelenting clarity on the why behind all of this is a must have insight. Is this something you've thought about before?
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The use of effective analogies is highly effective. If you can compare the point your trying to communicate through a symbolic image or natural physical process (that harmoniously mirrors the point you're trying to get across) it will nearly instantly help someone understand it. It can take years and decades to generate or come up with amazing organic analogies, but they will be golden and you can have them and use them forever. Another superpower in the realm of how to think when answering or contemplating a question is to orient your entire approach to developing intelligence specifically in the form of understanding as opposed to memorization. This will lead to a profoundly different effect you have when generating and communicating ideas. The best way to generate understanding rather than memorization is to literally start from scratch with an idea that you are testing. By this I mean question everything and assume everyone is wrong. (Of course not everybody will be wrong and so you can still use their information but the point of the exercise is to develop your understanding). If, for example, you hear a teacher of some description communicating an idea that sounds really good but you find that it just doesn't fit into your mind easily... The best thing to do is take every single aspect of the communication, break it down into its elemental parts and rebuild it from the ground up in your own mind from a foundation that you alone have established. This touches on the topic of authority and the very mechanics that you use to obtain and ascertain truth.
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Word. K is one of my favorite compounds, I can definitely see myself using it when I'm an old enlightened wizard. But I like it too much iykwim, potential for addiction is mega. The difficulty with addictive compounds for young people, especially marijuana and ketamine, is the fact that it can actually stunt the growth and momentum did a younger person needs to grow and develop as contrast it against the more carefree attitude that a 50 or 60 year old can enjoy because he's already powered through life and developed all the strength he could ever need. Be cautious, and maintain awareness of your bladder. If you start experiencing bladder pain, stop immediately and use a different compound. Also, my btw suggestion is don't do any drugs with, or in the presence of drug addicts. You need a much purer environment. Also be aware that there are different versions ket-S and ket-R with noticeably different psychedelic effects.
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@Chadders I've stopped for over 3 years. Psychedelics need to be used carefully. I think it's part of the learning curve to jump in, get humbled (whole simultaneously getting a notable amount of strength), to then do a tactical retreat for however long is necessary, then psychedelic comeback when the time is right. It shouldn't be a terrifying nightmare...Leo said he got only a few bad trips. If you force it too much, it'll fuck you up for sure. The good news is, doing something like this shocks the ego into super intuition that something massive is here and it knows on some level. Your not the only one with this experience. I'm currently doing TRE therapy (which I was shocked to see how legit it is) although still early days with it. And sober somatic exercises like holotropic breath work. Just to process my past difficulties and stored energetic fuck ups. These kinds of sober practises are probably best to heal and integrate the trips that you've done to pave the way to your eventual psychedelic comeback if you feel the appropriate time does indeed come at some point in the future. That's what I'm doing anyway.
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Get some instant release antipsychotics like olanzapine. These are trip killers. If it starts to go in a negative direction, pop an olanzapine and you'll be out of the trip in less than an hour. Also don't trip if your in a bad place mentally or physically. You need to have a nice, safe launch pad. You can also combine mdma with psychedelics to guarantee a good trip. But be careful, mdma is addictive and notoriously impure. If you were to combine mdma with 5meo (which is what some of Martin balls 5meo facilitator friends have done hundreds of times with amazing results at removing all fear) and there turns out to be an adulterant in the mdma (speed, or meth, or heroin) your fucked. By fucked I mean you could die literally. So just be careful with the combos and do extensive research and testing on the combos. Also don't use mdma with LSD unless you have a plan to redose at the 6 hour mark, you don't want to have an mdma comedown half way through your 12 hour LSD trip. Personally your best bet is carefully tested mdma+shrooms or carefully tested mdma+ AL-LAD (it lasts only 6 hours). Although I really think phenethyalamines are best; 2-CX analogues (like 2-CB) or mescaline. These are reported to be much gentler. Fear isn't useful when tripping, I see no reason to dogmatically cling to the idea that you need to play big balls and not mitigate psychedelic fear when the option is available. (Even with these precautionary measures in place, it's pretty guaranteed that at some point you're going to experience negative consequences eventually with psychedelics... Play this I mean some form of fear or perhaps a spiritual emergency. It'll be significantly lessened if you take some of these measures but not removed... Probably. One of the best analogies I have ever generated is the weight lifting analogy. Relation to what you've called "negative consequences" (fear, terror, possible induction of a traumatic experience) you need to develop the intuitive ability to discern and differentiate good pain from bad pain. As I've described you're essentially guaranteed to experience pain join the enlightenment journey, especially with Powerful psychedelics. So what is your job to be careful to know when you're going too far in the wrong direction. Like lifting a heavy weight in the gym... You want to experience the pain of the micro tissues in the muscle breaking down in preparation for building up stronger and increasing the size of your bicep, however you want to know when to stop immediately if you feel a twinge (the muscle tearing, or maybe you're pulling a muscle). This differentiation you can only be skillfully and intuitively determined and discerned by you.) Bonus: it sounds like you might be struggling with some kind of energetic problem with your lack of motivation. Maybe move country? You could also check out to see if there's any psychedelic assisted therapy centers near you... Incredibly, because a lot of the psychedelic assisted therapy centers are still very new there's a high chance that you could get psychedelic assisted therapy from a trained professional for free if it is still in the clinical trials phase. In fact they might end up paying you. Just something to keep in mind 🤷🏽♂️
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Aaron p replied to Yeah Yeah's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Aaron p replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Not even Jesus claimed to be good. (Mark 10:18 "Why do you call me good? No one is good except God alone,). There's a bit of depth to this statement of his, my interpretation is that this is him pointing to the fact that he is God and that "good" is a word that not a lot of people understand. Perfection has little to do with subjective human mortality that comes from mental judgements. Becoming immortal might make you inadvertently behave more lovingly, but this behavioural adjustment is only a byproduct.. a secondary matter. This is where religion falls, it sees holy living as a primary matter. (It also dictates what qualifies as "holy living"...). This isint to say it's cool to be a complete devil, but it's just the rigidity of religious and social morality that causes confusion. Consciousness is far more natural and cultivates personal transformation rather than moral information. (Consciousness reveals to the mind that hurting others toxifies itself, like a pipe that has acid flowing through it...it's going to eventually affect the pipe itself). Fuck, Jesus was supposed to have walked into a Jewish temple before he was executed and started trashing the place and assaulting people John 2:13-16. This is of course assuming that this portion of Christian scripture actually happened at all. But the point stands. I've just realised I'm going in a completely different direction to the OP, oops. -
Aaron p replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Which constitutes the majority of society. Just don't go near people who are dangerous / selfish / un-empathetic. Don't go anywhere near them, don't talk to them, don't give them anything you expect a return on unless you have a method to enforce an agreement. This is a big insight. There are so many degenerate scum bags in the world and they try to infect good people with their own degeneracy and a lot of the time they succeed. (Side note, try not to let this insight destroy your hope in humanity there are many people who have significantly less selfishness who require way more offence to try destroy you. Buddhists are decent, just go to a Buddhist center for friends and associates.) Bonus insight: people who exercise radical self reflection and self honesty are safer. Second bonus insight: seriously beware of "nice" people. Niceness does not constitute safety. Everyone has darkness, if someone doesn't hide their darkness, they are at least honest they work with their shadow and control it. Ultimately there's no formula to identify safe Vs unsafe people, you have to become skilled at discerning which are safe and which are not. Look how nice this little guy is Nearly makes you Wana go give him a hug in the water how cute -
Aaron p replied to Rafael Thundercat's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
I actually think this video is more powerful than usual...getting rights to literally admit that their fascists is kinda mad. When he hesitated after being asked if he would condemn Nazi's I knew it was a good video. -
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Honestly bro, I'm quite clueless with American politics. I'm Irish. It's just my intuitive sense when I see the right freaking out. I just intuitively sense that it might be the gender stuff. I'm a recovering conservative myself and I know that my conservative family and friends are more emotionally triggered by transgenderism than any other area of the lefts policies. For some reason, any time a political stance of any description pertains to sex, genetils, or gender, emotions flare. And I know that emotions are the things running the show. Actually it could be argued that I have a unique vantage point to view this stuff considering my proximity to right ideology. I was it. Although I could be wrong for sure.
