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Ingit replied to Ingit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Shin Today Morning as I was on bed trying to wake up... I heard my Mom yelling about somethings.. and soon all the tension fear very very bad feelings came up and I was there seeing them and I became so confused with them... I hardly was able to differentiate any and A lots of suffering going inside my head that felt so painful to sit beside and watch ? -
Ingit replied to Ingit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Ero I get what you saying.... I am worried if that my own darkness ever bring me a psychotic episode... -
Ingit replied to Ingit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Shin there is a constant voice all over the day inside telling me, ‘ its I causing the problems let it go, why wont you let go of yourself’’and I am like stressed cuz Its feels hard to let go... -
Ingit replied to Ingit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I want to know the funny thing ?! -
Two days before while I was meditating (20min session daily) in bw the session I felt like prickling itching sensation all over my skin as I just thoughg that was some Body response, I juat cant handle it so That day I quitted my meditation in bw(14 minutes)...Like allergic response(Seriously i dont have any allergies) and Today: Was just meditating as just rembered I encountered certain anxious feeling type and all of a sudden that same prickling sensation came that was so intense like I need to scratch all my body, like there was lots of needles pricking all over my skin... I don’t know how i managed with that but kept focusing my breath and at the same time there was a slight gag and my mouth was drooling from saliva.... and then after around a period of 3 minutes my sensation of like I need scratching became less and over and then I ended up my complete 20 minutes meditation session...wondering what happened
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Nowadays I am contemplating on the thing which claims the identity of speaking ‘I, me,’ in every sentences and Everytime I choose to see what it is, I see it concentrating at a point in my head and then the words stop and then again starts... At some point i feel that I am the body harvesting that thing which is speaking!!!
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Yes Maybe I need to get on my beliefs on
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@pointessa absolutely to the point... Next day the same girl told me how my friend was being abusive and dont like that behaviour of his... I told my friend that how he was behaving with me... he seems to be same
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@Jamie Universe People don’t care about us or anyone, They only think of themselves... I guess we should be more selective in the types of friends we need to have... and stop sticking to hazardous people... I myself have experienced a lot... I give people a lot of love,,, Even if they being bad to me... But people remain who they really are inside...
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@Jamie Universe What do you say on the basis of Spiritual knowledge!? I feel like If I run away from me, I am suppressing my feelings and I am doing wrong with me mentally! I am just confused... Should I watch him speak... i actually dont feel enough power inside me to ignore such persons.. ?
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I listen to music whenever I feel low or midst of suffering, Can It be like I am suppressing my emotions and not listening them...cuz Listening to Music is like IM in a flow....! Just thinking
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I was just wondering cuz I read it somewhere that people often use music as a source of getting rid of how they feel... -
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Ingit replied to Aaron p's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Nice question though? sometimes I am also like Nothing exists, Nothing is real then why do i see them feel themed -
Ingit replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Notice the pause... the space -
Recently I have been trying to explore my emotions but I have been facing difficulties: 1. i cannot find a specific name for that emotion, find difficulty labeling them... 2. As Soon as I stick them a particular label my mind would then question and answer it like, No its a sad feeling oh no maybe broken no its fear..I feel stuck... 3: Emotions seems to be overwhelming sometimes, As I look at them they become quite heavy and heavy... and then I give up... what should I do about them? thanks
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Ingit replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Could I just focus on being aware of awareness..meditation.... Leaving all the other types of meditation... -
Ingit replied to Ingit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@cetus56 yes I know.... What do I need to do with that...I know a situation that happened with me 2 and a half year ago and still I feel I am in, That changed me completely about how I started perceiving world differently, before that I never knew there was something as negative thing. -
Ingit replied to Ingit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
What do you mean by that, you mean special fears or habits? -
Ingit replied to Ingit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@cetus56 yes right..... I have a lot in my left eye and that makes me feel terrible... I cant go out as I become depressed with them... Yes doctor told me that they are benign... But What about all those emotions and pain they bring me... I cannot accept them... -
Ingit replied to Ingit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@cetus56 Yes I agree... I know that I am excessively worried about any particular problem regarding my health... I need to break that cycle... Also i get worried that I get bad emotions and that sucks... I want to get out but I feel Like I dont have a particular technique for doing that -
Ingit replied to Ingit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@iamme yes I am reading that ... Okjay I undertand... What do you mean by saying refuse others help, i mean I generally listen what other people say and Apply If that suits me... -
Ingit replied to Ingit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ajasatya great Thanks... Would be practising Yoga ! Yes thanks -
Ingit replied to Ingit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ajasatya what if I have to live with certain aspects of my life that are the triggers for the specific thoughts? And Yoga... Does It means I need to join some faculty and have some Learnings of how should It be done? -
Great ??
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I am practising with being comfortable with whatever Type of feeling I have, I am worried to go out because i see Floaters in my eye and For the part doctor told me nothing you can do about them, just ignore them....... I feel comfortable being at home in dark sometimes, Today As soon as I went out, There were feeling of so bad, Hurt , worry, ungrateful, unlucky,,,, I felt very Very nauseated if I try to just look into me i mean the origin of feeling and then I feel helpless... is there any method to affectively deal with the feeling when Due to the current situation.