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@Parallax Mind question what Love is and go down the rabbit hole. You need to start easy and then go deeper and deeper. Start with hugs and kisses, the easy stuff, then go to material things, think of presents that you buy for others, are they Love? Flowers for your loved ones. Thats literally your Love to them! Then look at your chair and contemplate how the chair is love. It was meant for you to sit comfortably, so you could relax etc! That's Love! Then look at your windows, thats Love bacause it protects you from cold/wind, it helps you to stay warm, THATS LOVE. The roof over your head also is Love. The rain is Love for nature, for trees because it will help them grow. But its very relative! Some times rain is cold and it doesn't seem like love, but think of rain on a hot summer day, that's Love! Understand the relativity of Love. The sun is Love because it makes you warm. Do this to everything and you should break through and see that everything is actually Love, to the point where whatever you point your finger to is LOVE. Even to the point where you understand that your dead body WILL BE Love. It's that's radical! Even your death will cost money which other people will aquire and they will feed their family off of, that's Love. 😉 a peace of shit is also Love, not for you but for flies and plants. Look at it holistically. Good luck contemplating. ❤️ Question what Love is and you will understand what reality is.

@Bruins8000 Death is synonymous to change. People just take this word too seriously and misunderstand it. If you play with clay and create something and then twist it and remold it to something else the last form or what ever that was "died". Ok lets say you hold a rock in your hand, there are atoms electrons etc in them, the moment it warms up in your hand it changes to the micro level, that means the old one died, as soon as you let go it will cool down and once again it will die from the last form. Your body is forever "dieing" (changing). But it's so minuscule that you don't notice, but its the case. Material things cannot be permanent. It's just how it is. This question of "If the universe is infinite then it's possible" is just logical mind masturbation of the ego. And that's why you are stuck 😉 some questions just can "paralyze" you. You need to KNOW when to let go of these questions.

Love is the only reason material reality exists. Without Love there would be no reality. This is a very hard inquiry, but once you grasp it you understand what reality is, it's nothing but Love.

In the end all you want is Clarity. To see reality clearly, to see Truth without any of your ego's lables good/bad/like/dislike on things and situations. God falls asleep to itself because God wants to feel like there is Others. Because you are all alone. This illusion is so perfect. Wait a little, dont deep down right away into this journey because it's not easy, believe me. There will come a time where you might feel like you are going crazy, insane, like you are loosing everything that you "had". I've been on this road for 6 years now, and only NOW I got my shit together grounded in Truth. But I still have so much to do/let go. Be very cafeful with using psychedelics, they can put you in places/experience3s where you will need a couple of months to get back on your feet and in that time you will fall back big time. Im not saying this will happen, but take caution, psychedelics aren't toys. Sometimes Truth just breaks you to peaces. I would recommend you learn some kind of spiritual practice that you are comfortable with and could do daily. Nothing beats hard work, it's gradual and sustainable. Good luck, I know where you are now, hope you will find the light.

@freddyteisen I do, but it's in my native language. From the most basic 1 hour sessions to advanced 2 hours. Maybe with time, in the comming year, I will release my own how-to videos exclusively to this forum for hard-core people. But I still have to do some work for myself in order to teach it to others, especially video formats because it need a lot of info because doing improper yoga can actually do harm for the psyche.

@Javfly33 2 hours hatha yoga + 35-60minutes Kriya. I know this problem, people are too busy with "stuff" in order to go deep in this work. It's only done if you really want it. I don't force people in doing this, but if you wanna be serious about it then dedicate time to it.

I remember this one time I've read Leos blog on God. I don't remember the actual post, but as I was reading a sentence came up with something like - "There is nothing outside of God to limit God of what he can be" that was a new realization for me of how reality is the way it is and God can make it the way it wants. And at that moment my room started to get brighter right in front of my eyes. And it felt mystical. So yes, when consciousness expands, you actually see things brighter, clarity comes.

@freddyteisen I dont wanna force you, but I would highly recommend you to practice yoga daily. Physical+Kriya. There is no way mental masturbation will stick with you in day-to-day things. But you will have to sacrifice something in order to do your sadhana, it takes a lot of time. up to 3~hours daily. But once you break through it's effortless non-duality. People always want a fast way to being awake, but I have to tell you there is nothing but hard work to this. Of course with time you will spend less and less time in yoga+kriya, but initially you will have to spend A LOT of time and effort. The thing with yoga is that you need to align your inner energies and break blocks in your body. All of the karma and traumas are locked in your physical body and it's in the way for God to live through "you".

@HMD The one who is breathing is your body, hence YOUR, but not YOU. What is yours by default cannot be YOU. You are the Soul/Consciousness/Spirit which has not yet awaken to the fact that it is not the body, it has mistaken the identity. If now you would look at your own hand you probably see "You". Now do this, when going out of meditation look at your hand, do this over and over again, with enough focus and attention you should no longer see that you are the "hand" which is connected to your body. And if you get a little glimpse that you are not the body then recontextualization would occur.

@Javfly33 Yeeeeep. Going out of meditation is amazing, first it's pure beauty, peace and then after a couple of minutes you can actually "see/feel" your mind putting labels on material things ruining this bliss moment and so Maya continues.

Love you.

@Gabith The Soul does not choose where it will go, it will go where it fits. I didn't have a father and my mom did not love me enough that I would be a healthy individual, but I know that I cant't blame them for that. The things is that I earned this suffering because I did something wrong in my past life/lives. And you have to take full responsibility for this. It's easy to point fingers and run around in circles doing philosophy about this theme, but I see people just not being able to wrap their head around this theme of birth/death and karma. Why? Because it's really hard have a mystical experience to the nature of KARMA and its mechanics of how it works. Until you dive deep enough with psychedelics or meditation and not grasp of how karma works you will never understand it by hear-say.

@JosephKnecht Of course it's better to LOVE. Feeling loved is way weaker than feeling Love for somebody/something.

It's funny how the more conscious you become the less internet you consume. You just see how awful it all is, just to make a buck people do such stupid things and then think they are successful. Even the big start influencers are the same - STUPID. And the same goes when you get less conscious the more internet you consume thinking that you are getting somewhere with all this free info that you consume. Thanks for the video ♥

@Twega Just learn some kind of powerful sadhana and stick to it. Sadhana, work, sadhana, sleep. That's the most simplest solution. And the rest of the shit will auto-correct by itself. If you are conscious enough on a daily basis you will just live in Truth .Truth/Light will guide your life on itself.

Dude. See YOU have close MALE friends. We don't. THAT'S A HUGE FUCKING DIFFERENCE. If you don't have any experience when talking about this particular situation don't even stick your nose here and give us shit that our advice is toxic.

@Maratib People eat shit out of stress, because you can literally feel a relief when you put junk food in your mouth. It's almost as people stress out and let their minds feel safer when they consume calories to think they will not starve. It's a wicked mechanic when you start to notice it. When you no longer get stressed out at work, or you relieve some of it through meditation or other practices you no longer crave food at the evening, thus dropping weight. Also when you start doing consciousness work you notice that eating bad food is influencing your through process. You can literally THINK different things when you eat different foods. That's why a clean diet in our work is SUPER IMPORTANT.

@LSD-Rumi You got a point there. Beautiful! ♥♥♥

Contemplating my life, what to do, where to direct my energy. I though why am I so ignorant/stupid. Why am I in so much pain. And I went deep into who am I specifically as an Ego. And down the rabbit hole I went. I understood that majority of my problems occured that I didn't have a father in my life (I grew up with my mom). And my body had this disfunctional type of energy to it, it seemed like something was way off. Like some kind of "energy-cord" is not attached to me. And I understood that this body was born out of un-happyness. That in some way in the process of making this body there was a lack of energies to make it functional. And I understood that I'am FILTH. This body is stamped with darkness in an energy way. And this body can only attract darkness (other people who are of the same filth energy background) and there is no way I can attract good energy people, it's just not possible. It's like you are a LEGO brick which can fit another, but I cant fit some, I even saw some kind of triangular shapes that matches some people and some dont, it was super amazing to actually kind of see that stuff with my minds eye. And then it hit me that God put me specifically in this body for my past-life karma. I saw my Soul was very dirty, just darkness, as "Evil", that I have done something really bad in the past. And this life of mine that I'am living through is actualy hell for my Soul, the stupidity, the filth that I attract in my life is all for my past-life karma. And in that moment I realized that I will have to life through a thousand more lives of suffering in order to "wash off" my Soul. I was on all four on the floor and cried like a bitch in the eyes of God, begging mercy for my Soul. But God was silent, observing me sort of "It is what it is". And the most painful thing to realize was that I will not finish it in this life-time. All of this knowledge, all of this undoing of my egoic shit will not get me I'am using this word vaguely - "Enlightened", because God will never accept such a Dark Soul. That was painful. And even I randomly contemplated that suicide was stupid too, it wouldn't get me anywhere LOL. I have this life and I must live through it, there is no short-cuts. Actually this whole insight that all of the shit that I'am going through is my karma kinda made my life way easier. I mean I earned this. And I'am taking it like a man. This experienced was core breaking for my Soul. It's like a mirror was shined to it to see what it actually is. The paradox is I don't understand how could this body with this kind of "darkness/filth" stuck to it have so much light radiating out. I can just speak of myself as this - "I'am Filthy Light"

@Rishabh R Never talk about your personal life with your friends, young men don't give a fuck what you are doing, most of them don't even care about it and they will mock you for anything that you are doing above the norm. Believe me I've been there, and the less I talk about how my life is going, what I do in particular, and what kind of experiences/insights I'm getting the better my relationship is with my friends. Of course it's shallow, but they no longer have anything to grab on to, to mock me. Just hide that shit. Learn to own your stuff and don't "leak" it.

@Osaid Too many questions.

@acidgoofy of course there are numerous perspectives. This is just one that I grasped with some pain because it was very personal, hense why I said that I wanted to know what I was as an Ego, why am I in this particular body. You can sort of expand yourself to infinity and grasp that you are everything, but this time I wanted to target it right at my this being that Iam living in. So the more you know yourself the better your life flows. But wow what a life changing experience that was. I can't blame anyone for the way I'am, I always blamed someone for my problems, but the thing is I have to take resposability because God put "me" directly here to this filth/darkness of a body, this is my karma. And I have to live through it because I earned this. It made me much more humble of why am I the way I am as an Ego. And now my spiritual work is way more important for me because now I know the importance for it, it's no longer just a hobby.

Now I understand why some people in my yoga class wont go anywhere near me. Even moving yoga matts to other parts of the room in order not to be near me (there are some people who are way way ahead of me spiritually that I meet them in class). And I mean in my core I'am a wonderful person, nothing evil about me, I'am very kind and helpful, but the shit I was stamped with at my birth I can't wash or change any of it. So people kind of misunderstand what kind of person I'am from first impression. Maybe they see my Soul as Darkness idk.

@LSD-Rumi Hope you get well.

@LSD-Rumi So you are still taking it or you just did that one time?