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The main plan is to play and create. God gave beings the possibility to play with everything that they wanted. To play a leader, to play with fire, to play with chemicals. Everything is just play, but from an ego's perspective - a serious game.

@aklacor727 Good luck! Also don't feel bad if you don't make it the 1st try, repetition is key.

@Javfly33 I suffered from this and believe me what a relief it is to say everything that you want and not feeling bad about it. It takes time ofcourse, and also being conscious that you arent speaking falsehood is key. Always speak from a standpoint of Love and Understanding.

@aklacor727 Chakras can't be fully closed. They might close up a bit, but they are always open, some more than others. I could agree with Leo that you must only look at your direct experience. You can very easily see when the throat chakra is closed. Either the person couchs, makes "Ahem" noises when talking, uses a lot of "ummm" is a bit anxious when, can't fluently put words into sentences. IMO throat chakra is the most problematic point in men. They wanna say what they REALLY want to say, but they don't cause they don't wanna hurt someone, they don't wanna get rejected for their ideas etc. My tip would be just say what you need to say, but do it consciously though, don't talk falsehood ego based bullshit, be true, be loving, be CONSCIOUS. And if the person gets angry or insulted it's their problem, not actually yours. Say, speak, be authentic about your opinion! Open your mouth and speak with LOVE and POWER!

@ROOBIO The state of now knowing anything. What a fucking bliss that is. Not recognizing anything, but just observing, just being. The full beauty of life unravels in those states.. I remember the time I was there, I looked at my feet ant I didn't even know what Socks were LOL. Another being awakens to it's highest form.

I love this one. <3

@Flowerfaeiry It will come. Sometimes you have mystical experiences about body awareness. Sometimes God. Sometimes Love. Sometimes something else. But the one thing with these experiences is that the more you get them the more clear they are to you. More total and clear than the previous one.

I don't know if anyone of you do it, but I thank the sun for being today with me, and I always say that I will be waiting for "her" tomorrow.

@dimitri yeah this graph needs to be made more complicated. One day I might do such in depth so the material thinker can somewhat grasp what is being said and why can't he understand these things.

You aren't yet conscious of it. This graph some-what explains why you can't understand God YET.

@The Don Whats the purpose of this post?

@Flowerfaeiry When you are saying "We" you are saying the ego. Which is not you. You are not a human person. The Real You is consciousness/awareness being aware of a person. The person in your understanding the "You" (ego) dies, ends his life. But the real actual you, the highest self is not mortal. That thing has never been born it was always present from the beginning. Don't even try to figure this stuff out on your limited brain thinking. You need a mystical experience into who you really are, then you will understand how the real you is immortal. Go back to consciousness work. You have not reached high levels enough to understand what is being said. Yoga/meditation helps a lot.

I was following this guy for some time (3~ years) but later I understood that he was just pissing his trips randomly thinking that he knows something and doing videos about tripping on substances which IMO were very unclear, foggy and just stupid. But wow what a transformation he has gone through, I can definetely say he jumped from Green to Yellow in Spiral Dynamics model. Cool how it clearly shows a transition in ones consciousness. A huge leap. Enjoy.

@Psychonaut I dont know about acid+mdma, that sounds like a hard core combo which can either end as the most epic experience or the worst. Acid and mdma by themselves have a body-load thing. Taking both could mind fuck the body and you don't know how you will feel. I've havent read any reports on this candy flip combo, but there are surely some. My go to is mdma+weed. When mdma starts to kick I check the clock and trip on it for two hours then I smoke on top to enhance it and somewhat pro-long the high. When mdma peak wears off it can feel really sad, not to the point of depresion, but just quite sad, but IMO this sadness is dangerious cause it can spiral down to negative thoughts after, the best cure for this is weed, the drop feels really smooth and is easily managable. The 1st time I did mdma and the peak went down I felt really sad, but then I smoked and damn it felt like the best decision ever.

@Bazooka Jesus only awoke people can understand these words, in the beginning I too felt alienated by these words, but it needs some tough work to make ends meet. Eventually after several awakenings, which you will hopefully have, you will understand even what and why Jesus/Buddha etc. was speaking of. Dont beat yourself up and DON'T try to parrot other awake people, let the understanding and wisdom come from your own experience. It will come.

@jj40 #1. Good job learning that you are not in control of your thoughts. #2. Develop awareness over thoughts. Try to become aware of all your thoughts when you can. Make it a little habit for now. #3. You can actually take action by either doing what jumps in your direct awareness or not. A great example would be lets say you are just sitting at home and you start to feel that you want ice-cream, now become fully aware of that. Now you can either go eat ice-cream or you can think why you want it and not have it. Now you kinda have more control over your life. Awareness is key in this work. In the future, if you keep being aware, eventually you will realize that you are no longer an "auto-respond human robot" to all of the external things. You will no longer crave junk food, drugs, sex, etc. Good job though you have taken a huge step which are the hardest.

That's an ego defense mechanism. It wan't you to distract yourself. At this moment your body can't handle the force of kundalini which is active in you. You may be practicing more advanced techniques. If it gets way too strong to feel okay with just slow down and take it easy. In time your body will be strong enough to handle it. Kundalini has it's down sides which "Santata Gamana" talks about in his books. You will sometimes feel uncomfortable, that's a part of the process. Just don't over do it.

@wesyasz You won't know if you don't try it for yourself. Some people might not feel anything, for some it can work wonders. Find out in your direct experience. As Leo said if you pay 30$ on a bottle of vitamins and you don't get any benefits then you throw away 30$, but if you do get good benefits you have a product that can serve you for life. Buy some CBD and try it for a week being VERY AWARE of your overall well-being. I wan't to try CBD for myself but I think my country has some legal issues about that stuff.

Hes good up to point, his world-view is kinda poor of an enlightened guru, but if you understand a little bit of what he is talking about and why - he is great! His talks helped me to awaken some aspects, but the problem is that he holds back some high wisdom and I can see that he just not speaks everything

@Swagala its good that you see the light. There are receptors in that area which can sense light also this means your pineal gland is active. You are fully opening the 3rd eye. Dont be afraid of it. And that light is not an illusion, its real! Read about it and embrace it, go deeper, its just the starting point

@Bodhidharma its a part of the proccess, you will get depressed, you will get sad to the point of thinking that all this awakening/enlightenment stuff is just an illusion. You will lose hope, you will feel like shit over and over again. Thats why this work is done so rarely cause its not just butterflies and rainbows. If you just go through the pain in the end it will be well worth it. Also deep awakening leads to deep ego backlashes. Stay strong and just bite the bullet.

@King Merk wow what a frightening yet funny story. Dont give him more lsd for sure. His body just responds differently, once it kicks some people just kinda cant control their actions on it.

@Loving Radiance Oh yeah this is a totally great example!

@Loving Radiance I don't even know where I'am at the moment.. But yes I'am concentrating on the lower ones. I found a para-psychologist in my city and talked about chakras a lot, it seems like opening your third eye is ain't much of a problem, but the lower ones are the problem. They are a bit closed-up thus making the higher ones (third eye) more active, but imbalanced through the whole. I actually had a dream about chakras, I dreamed of a swinging from side to side sort of a tree, which had 7 centers. The really big ones were in the top area and the smaller ones in the bottom, and it swung around from side to side like crazy cause of the active upper centers and what do you know it snapped in the bottom. That dream woke me up to concentrate on my lower chakras, no one gives a fuck about the lower ones, so it's kind of a counter-intuitive thing going on here.

@Loving Radiance I have same experiences. It feels like you are ramping up the energy upward your head and if you are gonna go deeper you will either die or go insane. Frightful experience..